My life is shattered. I have no family other than my brother, who lives too far away to visit. I've got no one. The only person I have to make breathing worth it is Robert Downey Jr. There's been a load of stuff keeping us apart, but even miles of sea didn't bury my memories of him, or the love we might just have shared the whole time if things had been different. Damn. Why does Love have to be so hard?