Oh, written in the stars 

A million miles away 

A message to the main 

Ooooh 

Seasons come and go 

But I will never change 

And I'm on my way 

I love this song so much!! I just felt like sharing this with you guys and it's called Written in the Stars by Tinie Tempah ft. Eric Turner. <3  I was all over the Black Eyed Peas song Just Can't Get Enough, but the other one beat this one. :D *Sigh* So beautiful. Have you guys heard it yet? You should 'cause it's really good! 

Anyway, yeah that's my fav song now. So good! I'm not kidding!! It's make me wanna dance with my crush right now. Aww. Ooh, written in the stars, A million miles away, A message to the main, Oooooh....I'll stop blabbering. :D So good.... Let's see if I can even turn it off...;)

Song of the Day:You Kill Me by Sleeping with Sirens. This is a really good song. I never knew how good it was till now.

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Arielle's P.O.V. Yeah back to her. (:

I sighed against something soft and comfortable around my head. I relaxed my body against the soft and smooth clothing wrapped around me. It felt like feathers under my fingertips as I traced my fingers against the seam. Light seemed to surround me as my own personal cocoon. I cuddled deeper in the light and oohed in silence as the fabric pressed against me in a tender embrace. 

The world seemed like a better place around me. Peaceful and...tender. Soft. No politics or global warning around me. Nothing bad just the softness of the light. It was like heaven, but the only thing I needed was my Shadow with me and then it would be fully Heaven. My Shadow? Where was my Shadow? And where was I? The light couldn't be my imagination right? Right...?

My breathing accelerated and my head lolled around my shoulders. Panic started forming in my throat and a scream was forming. Where really was I? Why does everyone want to ruin my small piece of heaven? I sighed and laid unmoving against my small cloud. The silence stretched and I frustratingly started flailing my arms about since I disliked the silence and it was far from my comfort zone. I didn't succeed nothing. 

Wait! Didn't this happen to me before? The silence, the panicking, and then finding nothing? Yes...it has. When? Where? Why? I shifted on my soft cloud -or so I thought- and searched my memories. Uh... I furrowed my eyebrow and dug in deeper. Nothing. Just blackness and that made me really uneasy.

Come on! God, this is annoying. Something about a basement...and a hallway....okay the memories are coming....and, uh, a dark figure with a...needle? Wait, what?! A needle? The flash of the object flashed against my memory and I flinched from it as it threatened to puncture my skin. I looked toward the figure in my memory, but I only caught sight of his twisted, cruel mouth and skull and crossbones tattoo on his wrist. I reeled back as the thing got closer, but it was too late; it had already teared my skin and slowly blackness came after that....

"Oh my god!" I yelled against the darkness as shock froze me in place. I was put to sleep...and if I have been put to sleep then where did they take me? 

That's where reality settled into place and everything slipped back into the nightmare I decided to enter without my knowledge.

Everything came back to me like a slap into the face in every direction. And when I mean everything I mean everything.

As my memory got back so did my feelings. My surroundings. Instead of that soft, smooth cloud I pictured in my head it ended up being a musty, dirty towel. Yeah, a towel. A stinking towel! Lovely. What else? A rat settled in my lap next? 

My numb fingers started getting sensations everywhere and I could wiggle my legs, but there was some thin, but hard fabric around them. I frowned, but an umpleasant odor entered my nose and it smelled of armpits and...overused shirts. I don't know, but something in between that. Ugh, it burns my eyes! I tried again and everything was blurry. A old chair was there, papers were thrown everywhere, ropes, and junk you'll find in basements that aren't meant to be repaired, neat ones. My clenched fists pressed against my closed eyes and I calmed myself down. I took a few breaths and opened my eyes again. Everything was more clearer now, but it didn't make me less sadder.

I was still angry with myself, but really will now get me anywhere and so I must do something. So stop talking and get to planning.

Before I could sit up a door creaked open and slammed shut making me cring toward my smelly towel. I frantically looked toward my...Sebastian...

"I'm so dead now," I whispered as he got closer to me. 

"I see your awake Arielle and I'm glad you are because it's time to make a call to a certain someone," Sebastian said as he dragged a chair, placed it in front of me, and sat on it with arms crossed. 

I hesitated because I didn't know if I should response or keep quiet. Why would Shadow advise me for this?

"No need for thinking because well, you have no choice. Jayk is gonna untie you and we can start from their," he said casually like nothing was wrong. Crazy guy. 

Before I was able to respond a lean, blond dressed in a simple black t-shirt and ripped jeans with boots. Jayk. I wanted to punch him so bad in the face as he united the rope around my legs, but before since I didn't want to cause more troubles I calmly stayed quiet.

"Want me tape her up?" Jayk asked. 

Sebastian waved a hand lazily. "No. She can't go nowhere so she won't have nowhere to run. She probably just get lost and wound back to us."

Jayk nodded and set me lose. He grabbed my arm and sat me next to Sebastian who had his cell or whoevers in hand. I narrowed my eyes and stared at the phone.

Sebastian quickly noticed and a sly smiled creeped on his face. "Like I said we're going to make a call at a "special" friend. He'll be happy to hear from you."

I was dumbfounded at first, but then I got the message loud and clear. Shadow. Tears started forming in my eyes and I begged for them not to spill over my cheeks. I quietly took a steady breath and croaked out,"Who?"

"Arielle, you know who so don't use that act on me. Your a bad actress. Also don't attempt to say anything because it will get you nowhere. Now let's call him..." He started punching the number and I kept a calm face, but really I was screaming in the inside.

He placed the speaker on and it rang, rang, and rang. Sebastian frowned and I had to press my lips together as a smile threatened to blossom in my face.

The there a came a deep voice at the other end of the line...

My heart gave a painful lurch and I clenched my hands into fists.

"Who is this?" The line crackled and it settled. Now I wanted to cry. 

"Hello, Shadow. Having any fun in your...adventure," Sebastian taunted.

I closed my eyes and waited for Shadow's response.

It was quiet, but I could hear quiet breathing at the other end. It seemed like Shadow wanted to control himself instead of throwing curse words at Sebastian. Being wise about it, I thought.

"What do you want, Sebastian?" Shadow finally said.

Sebastian smirked. "Nothing just wanted to see how everything was going. So, how is it? Any luck yet." It wasn't a question. He glanced at me and I looked away making him grin in satisfaction. 

"What the hell do you want?" He repeated again.

"God, your so impatient. You know you'll never find her, Shadow. You don't even have a clue. You have the drawing and needle, but so what? It's still nothing. And a day has passed which means te clock is ticking and fast." I froze and almost gaped in horror. I'm going to die in less than 24 hours? Fear shook me and everything seemed ureal to me now.

"You think your so sure. I always find a way to your tricks Sebastian so why should this be any different." He was teasting Sebastian. Wanting to see if he would spill anything. 

Sebastian clenched his jaw and his eyes narrowed. "Because I'll make sure you'll never see her again. She could be either alive or dead right now. Your actions are going to cost her life."

Shadow sounded strained as he spoke,"I know she's there. You like an audience. Hmm. I might as well just say it just for the last time. Get over it, Sebastian? And you know what I'm talking about. And who I'm talking about. It's been more than three years now and you never seen to get it through your head. The past it the past. Get over it," Shadow snapped the last part.

"What a fail. Keep saying that Shadow, but it really doesn't matter anymore because this is not about Nora anymore. This is about--"

"I know I know. About you being jealous about me and all that. I know that. And if you do end killing Arielle what will you gain? Maybe prison for life because she's not the only one you laid your dirty hands on. So, tell me Sebastian what will you gain?" 

"Your pain at seeing her gone forever. Admitt it, Shadow. I know you love her," he spat the word out. "I've seen how you watch her. It will give me pleasure to see you cry over her." My heart made another painful lurch and sadness started tearing me apart at never seeing Shadow again.

Shadow took a deep breath and spoke with no emotion. "So? She's just a girl. Nothing more. Your such a loser Sebastian that I actually pity you. I always thought you were." My world stopped. I...what? He didn't care if I died? Shadow... He sounded so cold...so distant from me. Did he really not care? I kept quiet and gripped my head as I started getting a headache. A tear leaked from the corner of my eye.

Sebastian studies me from the corner of his eye and couldn't help, but smile as he said this. "Aww, poor Arielle. You just broke her heart. Don't worry, Arielle. Everything will soon be over. Tick tock."

"I--uh, Arielle. I didn't-- I mean sorry for hurting you, but I just don't feel that way for you."

"I guess I'll keep Arielle company here at the countryside. Beautiful and what more than with a beautiful lady. You have no ideadwhat you're missing Shadow. Oh, well," Sebastian said shrugging his shoulders. 

"I may not love her, but I will find her Sebastian. Now that I really think about it you can really go low and be stupid. Kidnap her? Like, really?" Shadow started chuckling at the other end of the line.

Hatred and angered started forming in Sebastian's face and he yelled out,"Now you really crossed the line, Shadow. Time's up and you'll never see Arielle again in your life. Not even a lock of hair. She will be buried where the earth turns the color of hay and land stretches out for miles to nothing. She'll be all alone. Goodbye forever now."

"You made a mistake." Then he ended the call and my nightmare started getting gruesome.

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Now I got a headache. I need Tylenol or whatever. Now. Ooh. ABDC is on. Well, anyway, yayyy, Very Unexpected Relationship at the Wrong Time update!! Woo!! Things now have been set and I hope Arielle makes it. This was heartbreaking to write because of Shadow's rejection and how Arielle was broken. 

Bye now guys and "Humanoid" will be released somewhere this week.

Comments, votes, and fans are appreciated guys!! :D 

Oh and who's seeing Kate and William's wedding??? I still don't get the big deal though. :P Maybe I'll watch it...maybe... So, are you watching it??

Peace out now!! <3<3