Hey guys, I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've been very busy with life n stuff and hadn't the time to write. I have no idea how this chapter is going to go but at least I'm posting again now. xxxxx

"Fasten your seat-belts, We are shortly departing" The air hostess gestures towards each exit, repeating the usual tedious routine of showing passengers how to fasten their seat belts and shit.

I've had two weeks to over think and decide what I was going to do about the Adam situation. I decided I wasn't going to hold back for any reason and not put a label on what we have. I am just going to see how it goes.

My withdrawal symptoms were becoming more and more intense as my vacation progressed and I was now at a point were I most felt either nauseous or light headed. I put it down to excitement.

I placed my earphones in my ears let myself fall into a deep sleep. Slowly and then all at once, I was in dream world.

Adams POV: I sat on my couch counting down the hours before I got to see his face again. It had been too long and with no one to fulfil my urges towards Connor, I had been resorted to doing girls I had no feelings towards.

Did I feel bad? Of course, but he decided to leave me for two weeks so I used that as a justification to sleep with other girls. It's not like we're together anyway.

I do eventually plan on committing to Connor. If that's what he wants, which I assume it is. Suddenly, a loud pounding vibrated along he walls of my flat. Who could be knocking at this time. I went to open the door to reveal Ricky, Callum and Mike stood each holding bottles of beer.

"Come in" I said unwillingly knowing that it was probably going to be a long night and would probably end with a severe hangover.

We all sat down on the couch, Ricky was the first to break he silence, as usual.

"Hey I heard you and Amber got it on the other night?" He edged forward, hungry for details.

"Yeah man, she just kinda invited herself over here and one thing lead to another so..."

"Why do you sound so moody about it, been wanting to nail her for months, and you get a chance and don't even care!"

"My mind has been elsewhere recently, girls have been the last thing on my mind."

"I assume the fag has been the first thing on your mind then, what's the story with him anyway, are you two a thing or something" He sniggered, prompting the other guys to burst out into a laughing fit, I remains quiet.

Every time he referred to Connor as 'the fag' I wanted to rip his fucking head off. Not tonight though, I didn't have the energy.

"Fuck off, get out of my flat, I don't want ignorant assholes who have no respect for anybody than them selfs"

I could tell that they were shocked at my reaction, usually I just laugh it off when they insult Connor.

"Surprised you don't want any assholes in your flat mate!" He slammed the door behind laughing with the rest of them just before I had the chance to rip his head off.

I paced around my room for the next hour kicking furniture and blowing off steam.

FINALLY POSTED, The reason for disappearance was due to personal reasons. A lot had been going on in my life recently but all of it has helped me build experience which will help me with writing this book. Thanks for all the support, The next chapter should be up in a few days. Xxxxxx