flashback: five years ago

"congratulations haji!!", y/n's arms were thrown around her brother as her parents and them crowded around the little screen in front of them.

he had just heard back from a university in california and was informed that he had been accepted for their course in sports science.

he had been quite nervous about the news for quite some time even if he didn't tell anyone. and now that he'd gotten accepted, he finally felt like he could breathe.

he smiled as he thanked his sister and then received his hugs and 'i'm proud of you's from his parents. his phone rang a few minutes later and it was oikawa asking if he'd heard back yet.

it was late in the night, and the fact that oikawa stayed up for him was incredibly heartwarming. not that he would admit it.

"i got in", hajime said and oikawa literally screamed so loud everyone in the room heard it.

"OH MY GOD I'M SO PROUD OF YOU", he yelled, the voice loud as haji moved the phone away from his ear and scrunched up his nose.

and hajime laughed. he laughed. and then he sincerely thanked him.

"i'm gonna cry", y/n heard her mom say, "both of them have come so far"

they watched as the conversation between the two of them shifted to some other topic.

"what is it?", hajime's expression was now filled with curiosity, "now? just tell me over the phone-"

he paused, listening and nodding.

"okay, i'll see you in a bit"

he hung up and looked at his family, shrugging.

"he says he has some news too", he informed, "he's coming over right now"

y/n's ears perked up when she heard oikawa was coming over. then she wondered what was so important that he couldn't say it over the phone.

mio had dumped him a couple of weeks before the spring tournament, saying he was neglecting her and that she had fallen out of love with him.

y/n hated herself for feeling happy about it.

honestly, what was the point of being happy? it wasn't as if y/n would ever confess how she felt.

the doorbell rang some ten minutes later and oikawa walked in. the first thing he did was hug hajime and congratulate him.

"what's your news?", hajime asked this time as he hugged him back anyway.

"tooru!!", y/n's mom greeted, "what brings you here so late?"

they sat down in the living room, oikawa next to hajime and y/n next to her parents.

"so... i got an offer", he began, "from a pro team"

"tooru that's amazing!", her parents both gasped out of excitement, just as proud of him as they were of hajime.

y/n was smiling as she looked over at her brother but hajime was not smiling. he was shocked and nearly excited. he clearly knew something that the rest of them did not.

"you mean...", he slowly began, "the team that-"

"argentina", oikawa said, confirming iwa's suspicion, "a pro team in argentina wants me to play for them"

"and you're...", hajime started again, "you're taking it?"

oikawa nodded, smiling in a bittersweet manner.

"i leave one week after graduation."

her parents started off again, telling him how amazing it was. both of them hugged oikawa like they'd hugged haji a while ago.

y/n remained frozen in place.

she was happy for him. she was happy. of course she should be happy. he was getting a chance to go pro like he rightfully deserved.

but... but argentina was so far. it was so very far. it was oceans away.

"so you'll move there permanently?", y/n asked between all the commotion.

"smile", she scolded herself, "smile. look happy. congratulate him. damn it, y/n do something else. say something else."

"yes i will", oikawa nodded, smiling at her, "i'll try to come back for a few weeks every year but otherwise, i have to stay there to train."

she got up from where she was sitting as everyone continued talking but his focus was now on her.

he was leaving. he was going far away and she would hardly see him. he would disappear.

"congratulations tooru", she hoped her voice wasn't breaking like her heart so clearly was.

on pure instinct, she hugged him.

it was over in a flash. it did not last long like that hug after the preliminaries. but she wished it would've. she wished she could hold on for as long as she possibly could.

"will you miss me y/n-chan?", oikawa questioned jokingly when she'd pulled away.

she'd rather not think about how much she would.

end of flashback
-•-•-•-

y/n did not want to recall these kind of memories so many years later.

her pain was in the past. she was over it. all of it. or so she told herself.

their make out sesh had been interrupted by oikawa's phone ringing. he had initially cut the call but it rang again so he answered impatiently.

she vaguely heard makki's voice and then mattsun's and then she heard the words 'FOMO' and 'loads of alcohol' being mentioned.

by the time the call was done, oikawa was grinning.

"we're drinking at my place"

"how did you-", she tilted her head, "what?"

"makki and mattsun felt left out and bought a bunch of alcohol but now they have too much", he explained, "and they have nowhere to take it so they're just taking it to my house."

"what about your parents?", she asked

"they're on some... cruise in monaco or something", he shrugged, "i don't remember"

oikawa grew up richer than his friends. his parents both came from influential families so the wealth was generational rather than hard-earned.

it was the reason his parents didn't even hesitate to send him to a whole other country with all costs covered. money was never an issue.

they were now travelling the world, retired and enjoying life. they didn't spend a lot of time in their miyagi house.

oikawa didn't live in miyagi either so his house typically only had some staff that came in occasionally for maintenance.

the night before he left, oikawa gave each of his best friends a key to his house. they hardly ever used it but it meant they had an open invitation which was sweet.

now that oikawa was back, he was alone in the house. it was the main reason he liked to go to the iwaizumi household instead. it always felt more homely.

y/n followed him out of the small spot they were standing in. mio was nowhere to be seen now.

hajime entered the parking lot in a few minutes and they got into the car. he insisted on driving because y/n had already had a drink earlier that night.

"so where did the two of you go?", he asked as they pulled out of the building

"to get some fresh air", oikawa said quite convincingly and iwa decided it was best to just nod along and hum.

his house was quite nice, with three bedrooms and a gaming room and a study and a hot tub. it was outrageous and unfair how no one lived in there.

it pretty much felt like home to the iwaizumi siblings though. they'd done a lot of stupid shit here over the years.

they'd play uno in oikawa's room as kids, sit on the terrace and gossip for hours even if it was freezing cold, sneak alcohol into the hot tub as teenagers and throw the most iconic parties when his parents were gone.

y/n hadn't been here in years and the air in the house alone was fuelling her nostalgia.

makki and mattsun threw excited drunken greetings at the trio as they walked in, pointing to the alcohol on the table.

"don't mind if i do", y/n was the first one to join them in the living room and pour herself a drink.

"where are the others? in another car?", makki asked, causing y/n to narrow her eyes at them.

"who others?"

"didn't you tell them?", makki asked mattsun

"i thought you were telling them!"

"i thought you were-"

"no you-"

"for fuck's sake, what is it?", y/n asked

"the girls are coming too", they informed, causing oikawa to look at y/n out of the corner of his eye. "they said they're bringing a couple of friends, whoever that refers to"

y/n downed her drink and then poured another one promptly. oikawa didn't care much even though it was literally his house.

"woah, slow down", hajime raised an eyebrow at his sister before sitting down next to her and making himself a drink too.

the doorbell rang again and mio was there with the rest of their school friend circle. accompanying them was rei.

"hey mio-chan!!", y/n said abnormally loudly, "hello everyone else and welcome"

mio did not respond and everyone wondered what the hostility was about. most of them knew almost immediately.

y/n was joined on the couch by rei, who greeted her lazily like she'd already had a drink or two.

"hi!", they tipped their glasses together, "what made you ditch the wedding?"

rei sighed, "i met someone i don't particularly like a lot"

"you mean chi?", y/n asked, referring to kuroo's girl and rei was startled.

"what makes you say that?"

"oh, uh, you seemed kind of uncomfortable when she was around", y/n shrugged

"yeah we kinda had some... conflict in school", rei took another big gulp of her drink, "how do you know her?"

"college", was all the context she could give as she looked back at her, "y'know rei, i feel like we've met before"

"really?", rei raised her eyebrows, "why?"

"i don't know... i can't place it", she squinted her eyes, "i'm sure it'll come back to me at some point"

"man, high school sucked", rei groaned.

y/n looked over to where oikawa was talking to the group of girls that had just arrived. she sighed.

"yeah, tell me about it"

but then oikawa turned straight to her and he smiled and she wanted to hide her face in a pillow and scream. he. was. so. pretty. he didn't even have to try.

oikawa winked.

he had all of her attention. she didn't notice mio sitting leaning against the arm of the couch. and she definitely didn't notice when mio accidentally spilled her drink all over her.

"what the-", y/n stared. the alcohol felt cold as it seeped through the fabric. she probably wouldn't be able to wear the dress again cause of the stain.

"oh my god, i'm so sorry!", mio looked at the dress and then at her in an apologetic manner that was not genuine, "i swear, i'm so clumsy-"

y/n got up from where she was sitting, not accepting her apology out of sheer pettiness. she walked upto the brunette who was finally piecing together that he was the cause of conflict between the two.

hajime was glaring at mio, having caught on that it definitely wasn't an accident. y/n glanced at mio before looking at tooru.

"get me a change of clothes, will you tooru?", she asked innocently and he smirked.

everyone else in the room was gasping from the drastic change in their dear little y/n's personality.

oikawa placed a hand on her back to lead her up the stairs to his room.

"it's better if you pick out what you want"

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(nsfw content ahead)

"we should-fuck-this is-", y/n breathed and tried to stop herself from moaning and failed, "they'll suspect-"

she was sitting on the marble counter of his bathroom. oikawa's face was in between her legs. her ruined dress was discarded to one side and hopefully the door was locked.

his tongue flicked her clit, hands holding her thighs firmly. she covered her mouth to muffle her moans as she approached her climax.

it felt hot. despite the cool marble against her skin, the atmosphere of the bathroom was incredibly hot.

her mouth fell open. her hand was buried in his hair as he ate her out. her moans got louder. it felt too good. overwhelming. fucking amazing.

"tooru", she moaned, only causing him to squeeze her thighs in response, "g-gonna cum"

he hummed, pleased by the declaration as he brought one of his fingers to push at her entrance.

he had hardly stuck it in when her orgasm hit her like a wave. her legs trembled, she threw her head back with gasps of his name. she pressed his head harshly in between her legs and he nearly chuckled smugly.

"so eager, sweetheart", he cooed, kissing and nipping the inner part of her thighs.

they were really pushing their luck at this point cause there were like ten people downstairs including their best friends, her brother and his ex who probably had a good idea of what they were doing.

and they continued anyway, absolutely infatuated with each other.

oikawa was now hauling her off the counter and bending her over the sink. she was face to face with a mirror now and the look he gave her through the it indicated desperation.

the faint sound of a belt unbuckling was heard before she felt the familiar hardness against her exposed entrance.

"n-need to be inside you", he muttered, placing a kiss in between her shoulder blades. she nodded and whined and he hissed as he stroked his cock a few times.

oikawa moaned as he sank into her, quick and impatient. he had no intention of letting her adjust to it.

she stared at her flushed face in the mirror, twisting into a moan as he filled her up. his hands were holding her waist tightly as he bottomed out.

then it felt as if a switch flipped.

because his pace was not slow, it was brutal. there was no build up, he was far too restless for that.

"f-fuck-", his moans were adding to her wetness, "you feel so fucking good-ahh!"

she damn near screamed, the sting burning but feeling so fucking good. her hands were placed at the edge of the basin, leaning forward and arching her back.

she moaned as he grabbed her jaw, forcing her to keep looking on as he rammed into her mercilessly.

the air felt hotter than it did before. there was a knot in her stomach that felt more apparent with every deep thrust.

tears were forming in her eyes which surprisingly caused him to fuck her harder than he was before. he wasn't going to last very long and he knew it.

when they'd both reached their highs once again, oikawa pulled her in to kiss her.

it was a messy mixture of saliva and her release but it felt drastically intimate as compared to the last time they did this. his tongue gently pressed against hers, hand caressing her cheek softly.

and she felt butterflies in her stomach. and accompanying the butterflies were painfully familiar feelings that made her realise she was doomed.

she'd foolishly fallen in love with oikawa tooru again.

or maybe she never really stopped.

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sorry the smut sucks i can't always be writing 3k words.

btw i think angsty smut is my new fave thing to write.