hi it's been forever sorry

"We're born free."
-Eren Yeager

"DAD-"

I was hushed by my own brain, my own now-altered brain.

"hush now child. We must play it smart my boy."

I recognize the voice, of course, I recognize the voice I've spent most of my life trying to appeal to the voice.

It's like I'm not in control anymore, I know I have my free will, my rights, and operation over my own body. I just can't fight back, not against him at least.

"Good if you want your teacher to live we must be smart boy. Now, you're lucky they didn't notice your shout duck into the water"

Like a robot I use my speed to duck underwater seeing red surround me and float to the surface like a shower in the holiest of waters, washing away the sins my hands have committed.

"My goodness child what do you get yourself into to... The bird looks strong, I'm not currently worried about the boy in the back. Weak, just another small target for another time. I know you're worried about the teacher. Very well, we will prioritize his life."

I rise from the water just enough to breathe still surrounded by red waters that are slowly spreading and disappearing. Relieved I'm permitted to prioritize Aizawa I sit in the water slightly less tense.

"Loosen up my boy, tense bodies makes agility harder. Look up at the stairs something is happening."

Like clockwork, I look up and notice the mist man floating by tape? It also looks like someone made it out the door. Guessing by how quickly the heat signature moved it was Iida. Hopefully, he can get help.

"Didn't expect your classmates to be so exciting Y/n... How assuming! But alas we must focus on the task at hand."

Looking back at my teacher my own arm aches seeing it twisted and pulled behind his back, clenching my hands to resist rushing in like an idiot.

"I can feel you getting antsy child. Let's make a plan now."

I see his other arm broken. And have his head smashed into the concrete once again.

"Sir, please... Hurry, I have to do something-"

"Hush. You have company beside you, the freckled boy is smart. I trust you Y/n, don't let the feathers down."

"Wait no, sir!-"

I feel his presence leave my mind like an anxiety-producing problem now solved. Looking to my sides I find Midoriya and Tsu still in the river, I swim over to them unnoticed, the loud crows still flying above making the moving water sound like whispers.

"What are you three still doing here."

I see them jump and Mineta almost screams if it wasn't for Tsu's hand over his mouth.

"Ryuk! We gotta help Mr.Aizawa-" Midoriya speaks before I shush him and point toward the main villains. The mist man is now updating the now-titled Shigiraki on how Iida escaped.

Shigiraki proceeds to go on a childish rant about how now they must leave, which sounds perfect to Mineta as he almost cries tears of joy before he gets sent underwater for being a perv.

I have a horrible feeling as they conclude to leave and the crows above get louder.

"Oh, before we leave, let's make sure the symbol of peace is broken and wreck his pride."

Quick, almost as quick as me, Shigiraki is in front of Tsu. Hand making its way to connect to her face. I must admit I have no clue what his quirk is but I'm not willing to risk it.

"let's make this hurt."

It's like it happens on instinct. My arms move before I can think and I now have two hands gripping his wrist and forearm, pointing his arm toward the sky.

"Heh, you two really are so cool. Especially you Eraser..."

Looking over for a split second I can see Aizawa taking advantage of being lifted once more by staring Shigiraki down to cancel what I'm assuming is his dangerous quirk.

I see Aizawa about to get slammed back down into the concrete but my attention is stolen by Midoriya jumping out of the water preparing a punch.

"Fuck!-"

I hold on tighter to Shigiraki. But I can feel a huge feel push me away sending me a decent amount of feet away and under water once more, I rise out of the water coughing in my mask due to the heavy push on my chest.

Looking up while quickly swimming back I can see that the bird blocked Midoriya's punch. Separating the student and villain with a super weapon.

Midoriya stands frozen as he is almost grabbed by the bird. Luckily I'm back to where they all are. Push myself in between Tsu and Mineta, Im about to grab the Villain's wrists again as he goes in for the students faces, while Tsu is about to grab Midoriya with her tongue and Mineta cries nervously reaching for his head.

Freeze.

A booming noise of the door opening arrives to my ears as I almost grip Shigiraki's wrists.

It's All Might.

"You did well as a shield and sword, now do what you do best and heal."

Faster then lightning I jumped out of the water and rushed over to my teacher using energy from villains in the forest.

"Don't worry Eraser I got you"

I lift the man so similar to my father into my arms planning on moving him to go heal him. Turning in circles to find the best place to heal my injured mentor. All I can see are thugs I don't have time to deal with.

Quicker then even me, All might knocks out all the thugs and lifts me into his arms while Im holding Eraser. Exactly the same as how Eraser lifted my mother.

All might seeing how severe the wounds are apologizes to the knocked-out teacher."

"I'm sorry Aizawa... I should've been here."

Faster then anything I've ever seen he also grabs the three in the water all shocked from how quickly they were moved.

"Everyone back to the entrance and take Aizawa with you."

I waste no time with questions or standing around much like Tsu and Mineta. I readjust Aizawa in my arms and rush towards the entrance while the others jog behind me.

I can hear Midoriya separate from us, but I barely pay attention and lay my trust in All Might to protect him.

I managed to get up the stairs and immediately rushed with questions if he will be okay by Mina and Uraraka.

"Ryuk! Will you be able to help him?!?"

"What can we do?!?!"

'Fuck, fuck, fuck. I gotta save him I gotta save him I gotta save him I gotta save him I gotta save him I gotta save him'

"Ryuk?!?!?"

"PLEASE SHUT UP AND STAND BACK."

I can feel the pink-haired girl stand back, I feel bad for yelling but I've never healed anything this severe. At least, not on anyone I care about.

I take a deep breath and place my hands on Aizawa's chest in a triangle shape.

I'm panicked but I relax, I relax everything as I absorb as much as I usually do, but it's not enough. Not enough fuck.

My eyes feel wet as my arms shake, I can't fail.

'Calm down Y/n. You're just like your mother sometimes you know?'

I can't open my teary eyes but I can feel someone's unfamiliar but comforting rough hands gently go over my own.

'I got you son just breathe.'

'Son?'

Before I can continue I'm given instructions.

'I want you to use your smart brain to look out of yourself specifically into your teacher here'

They sound lighthearted but still assertive.

I try to do what he tells me but I can't.

'God, I forgot how dense you got. Connect yourself with Aizawa. Your dreams to become a hero and where he lies in your path to the dream.'

I imagine the guidance, the tough love, the encouragement when I do something right, the advice when I get it wrong, the love, the patience, the guidance, a father.

Suddenly it's like it just clicks and I can see every muscle, every drop of blood, every centimeter of bone.

'Atta boy. Just a little more.'

I keep connecting, and as I let my brain wonder I see a wedding and my mother? Can't focus on that right now.

But now every wound is highlighted on the inside along with some heavenly light surrounding it.

'That's my boy! You get it from me. Now I want you to connect the light.'

I do as he instructs.

'Good just keep going... Till you can't anymore.'

I go until my head feels light and my arms are quivering once again.

'I gotta go kid, I love you. My wife did amazing raising you.'

I can't see him but as I feel him fading I finally connect it.

"Papa?"

I open my eyes and Mine and Uraraka are next to me again Mina holding my hat and mask. I can feel how sweaty my face is and how heavy I'm breathing.

My head hurts and my arms feel weak I can barely move them. Uraraka floods my ears.

"Ryuk! You snapped out of it! You did it! Mr.Aizawa is pretty much healed."

I nod at her, I look over Aizawa myself, and ignore my dry throat. His arms and still broken and still his face is slightly damaged but nothing deadly.

Looking up I notice All Might is still Fighting the bird, It looks almost over but All might also looks close to collapsing.

"I gotta help. Stay with the teachers."

I push my hair out my face, it feels weird having my face exposed during battle but I have no time to prep.

Aizawa and the criminals from earlier gave me tons of energy so about as quick as All might I'm down the stairs again. Ignoring Mina's cry of my name.

As I rush toward I notice All might about to finish him off. He slams him down onto the ground and punches him up into the air.

"GO BEYOND. PLUS ULTRA!!!!"

I watch in pure shock as the bird flies up, but collect myself. I use energy to jump up about two feet away from the rapidly escalating bird.

"Gotta get this out somehow!"

I place the bottom of my palms together and ready up a beam of every single amount of energy I've stored today.

The crows storming the top seem to understand and clear a good-sized circle for the bird to launch out of the building.

I release the beam and It feels like releasing a blossom of death out of my hands. It looks like a pure void as it has no reflection just darkness as it connects to the bird and launches the creature even more and sends me back from it with just pure force.

It feels like I just got hit by 4 freight trains, I should've thought more about at least keeping some energy so I can try to land safely. But I just feel exhausted as I see black dots as I rapidly descend.

'Atta boy.'

I wake up to a soft feathery cushion? I haven't opened my eyes but I'm awake enough to feel, and hear. Once I hear a random voice counting I open my eyes to see my largest crow on the grass under me like a bed with the rest of my class.

"Everyone seems okay, except the kid with the broken legs."

I look up to what seems to be a police officer and my class chatting with each other. I look to the side to be greeted with a cold stare from Todoroki, my face remains emotionless as he gives me a nod.

My attention is quickly switched when Tsu asks about Aizawa I immediately stand from my crows give them a pet and speak.

"Yeah, where is he? Is he gonna live?"

"Fortunately, and what looks to be your handy work, he has no deadly injuries. Just we won't know if he will be able to see afterward."

"Fuck..." I mutter under my breath and look down, I tune out the update on 13 as I remember how I was able to heal Aizawa.

'It can't be my dad. No way... Can it?'

My thoughts are cut short by the police rushing us back to our class. I poof away my crow after a few more pets.

Mina sits next to me on the bus and gives me a warm smile before handing me my mask and hat which I forgot I had off.

"Sorry that I took them off without asking you, you were just breathing really hard and seemed really focused."

"It's fine thank you, Mina."

She gives me a small smile before she full-on beams and leans closer to me slightly to tell me something else.

"You and your crows are so cute! The whole swarm in the USJ just swooped down to grab you after you did that awesome finisher!!!"

"Yeah, they're amazing companions. Speaking of which what happened to the swarm?"

She looks up to think for a second before she remembers and continues to speak.

"Uhm... Oh yeah! After they placed you on the ground some of them just disappeared! And some other ones just flew out the window."

"Oh okay, thank you, Mina."

She turns slightly more pink somehow? Then quickly blabbers out something and walks off to sit by her usual friends as she gets scolded by Iida for walking on a moving bus.

'Whatever I'm sleeping again.'

"Todoroki!-"

"Ryuk."

'Oh fuck me.'

sorry i've been gone for so long had end of year tests then got a boyfriend and then have had a tone of summer plans. But even tho this is kinda shitty have this