"I miss him Jae, I really miss him." you murmured, tears still going down like a riverflow. You just miss Doyoung, face grimacing on the memories. You find Doyoung passing away so fast, not when things were already great between you too. It happens way too fast and you know, you don't deserve this suffering you have right now. "C-can we bring him back, J-jae, please?" you requested, almost begging for it. You know that's a probability on bringing him back because of Doyoung being a vampire. You want him to go back, and be with your arms again.

No words can describe how you badly miss him, he left too soon, to fast that until now your whole life was still mourning for your lost and missing him.

Jaehyun looked down, eyes being soft at the sight of you weeping. He know that you still haven't move on from your late boyfriend, everyone did know and they wouldn't believe your smile since all of them know you didn't want them to worry. Jaehyun felt guilty, seeing you like this makes him winced. He could have done something to stop it from happening too but it's too late for regrets, it already happened years ago.

"We can actually, but no one ever tried to revive a vampire or a half." Jaehyun finally had the guts to answer. He was being transparent right now. It was possible to get him back from the underworld and be here at the living world, he's a vampire, his advanced body can keep up on the process of reviving him. But to be frank, it was challenging to do so. It wasn't like how  humans movies you watch on how to revive people nor any other living thing, it was more complex than the scene being told there. It was beyond more complicated than nct's system. "Even if we try to, we can't sis, it's a forbidden act from the vampire realm. We can't break rules y/n." he sighed, feeling inadequate on the situation you have.

You went out on a blank expression, mouthing curses as to why is the world too hard for you. Everything in your life is simply tortuous. Full of ups and downs, but mostly downs. All your life, it feels like your happiness is simply lend for you in a couple of hours or days and destiny will push it's way on grabbing the lend happiness and make you feel down again. You were used to it but you're still hoping that maybe, just maybe, one day, you'll finally be happy without anything bothering you. It will take a long time to do so but you were taking it one step at a time in a pace you're comfortable at.

Jaehyun softly hummed and put a hand on your head, softly caressing you like a little child. Like the little girl he saw before. He let out a broken smile, mixed feelings of happiness and embarrassment. "you know, I remember little you crying when I first met you." he mumbled, earning your full attention. He let out a low chuckle at your eyes being so curious despite of crying your heart out. "I find it bad that, you were still crying when I finally have the time with you alone again. But this time, you were again lost. Lost in a way, you feel so broken because of him." he purred, a hand still travelling in your head. 

 You see the guilt on your brother's eyes and you wanted to assure him that's he's the best older brother that you ever have in your life. "If you feel bad for it, please don't. You take care of me well Jae, you're being the sweetest and caring older brother to me. I really acknowledge the effort and will always be thankful for being here along the way." you let out a weak smile and pat his shoulder, making him feel that he is doing a good job and doing more than enough for you and the twins.

The older feel relieved on seeing your smile and it made him reciprocate the action. He reciprocate the smile, and chuckled. His hand still on your head and ruffling it. You wanted to hiss but seeing him with all smiles make you soft and forget on being pissed. "Hey y/n," he called out, having a bread smile plaster. You hummed in response, waiting for his words. "Do you remember what I said when we first met when you were younger?" he asked, free hand scratching his nape.

"I barely remembered you talking to me."  you answered, snickering. You recall a strange feeling of meeting him beforehand but you never even pointed out when and where. It happened on your younger days and you barely remember it at all. "How old I am when I met you anyway?"

"Probably one or two?" he answered with a hint of uncertainty.  You waited for him to narrate and help you remember it but his ears flushed in red, laughing sheepishly. "I don't think I'll tell it to you."

"Is it that embarrassing?" you asked, brows creased. You were startled on the sight of Jaehyun's face flushing red along with his ears. "W-what did you told little me t-then?" you asked, stuttering. You were unsure if you really want to hear it now because of his face getting tinting into a light red.

The older had himself breathing deeply, controlling his flushing face and sigh. "I'm regretting on bringing this up but here it goes."

"Are you lost baby girl?"

That's when you finally remember that day. You remember that fragment of memory you almost forgot but now recalling it clearly.  You were the same age as the twins that time, waddling at the park with your mom and dad. You remembered hearing Taeil ditching work to spend time with you. He and your mom were laughing, you barely remember the exact reason but it was because of you.  Your parents were busy catching up and having fun when you stood up from the grass and let your little feet waddle your way on curiosity. You were still struggling to walk continuously making you stop and sit down at times. You really unaware on where you at and not knowing what you are doing, only waddling little steps is all you can process. You were then finding your parents, making gibberish words as you call them. But you can't see them.

You sat down on the grass, eyes tearing up and getting lost. You were upset and missing your parents. You patiently waited as you sob, feeling terrified on the foreign surrounding. You keep crying, little hands trembling in fear.  You froze on your place when you heard the bushes near you swaying brutally. You stared at the bushes, getting curious and there he was, getting out from his hiding spot and kneeling down at you with a small frown. That's when he told the line and you remembered throwing a loud outburst from it. Jaehyun panicked at your crying state, calming you down whilst he carried you in his arms. He cooed at your teary eyes, wiping it out rocking you slowly. You remembered him talking to you but you barely remembered. After you stop crying, he softly help you to go back to your parents without him getting caught by Taeil. The last memory you have is him hiding at the bushes and shooing you away, you didn't want to leave the older but he tricked you by telling you to go forward and he'll catch you, instead you were found by your parents, relief on seeing you safe.

You gave him a look, eyes widen. "You're not kidding, right?" you asked in disbelief but all you received is an awkward giggle from him. "You said that from a year old kid and from your own suspected little sister?"  you snorted, incredulous. It was too hard to accept that Jung Jaehyun, a special half said that to a one year old you who is also your little sister. The whole situation from him spying on Taeil and saying that particular line is far-fetched. It's to vague for you to believe even in the tinniest bit. 

It sounds impossible but then again, everything is possible in the vampire realm. Well, almost possible.

You were still unconvinced on the action and pass it off since Jaehyun got himself being embarrassed from the memory. Both of you finally stood up, proceeding on walking and Jaehyun telling you if you ever find yourself remembering him because of a place, you can either speak out about it or just slightly move the coat he's wearing. 

Jaehyun was really determined to make you enjoy this day with him. He brought you to a place where his girlfriend once took him because it was beautiful and you will really like the said place like how he liked it when he first visit. It wasn't that far nor near but it took the two of you a twenty minute walk on going there since, Jaehyun wanted you to exercise and moves your bones, and, he wanted to add some thrill on going there. He was right, the place was really eye pleasing. It was a flower garden, the place was a hectare long. The garden was surrounded by different varieties of flowers: sunflowers, orchids, different colors of roses, magnolia, Azalea and rapeseed flowers that is aligned with the same flowers with the following. There is few cherry blossom trees and plum blossom noticeable in some area of the place and it makes you feel a dash of happiness. The place was beautiful at it's simplicity, it feels like you were in those fairytale movies while you went down on the actual garden. You have a wide grin on being at the pathway that divides the different flowers. Being at the place makes you feel at ease, being worry free and take all your sadness away. You went around as if you were a kid and have fun looking at the flowers, slowly leaning down on seeing a small sign about the said flower and the information about it.

You hear a loud cheeky chuckle from the older and follow you, touring you around. He even take photos of you on the garden. You two took the time to take photos with each other and appreciate the place, having a conversation about flowers.  You two stop midway on the pathway when you felt your phone vibrated. You grab your phone on the hoodie's pocket and open it, seeing a message from Yangyang. You were in the urge to get nervous but seeing that the younger sent a video make you relief. You open the video and a loud coo was heard from you and a Jung.

"Hi noona!"  Yangyang waved his hands and look down. "The twins are fine so don't need to worry. They are in good terms— oh, Dopyo wants to get carried?"  You can see the younger putting his phone on the side and in seconds, you can see your youngest getting carried by him. He was confused upon looking at Yangyang's phone. "Dopyo, say hi to mommy! C'mmon baby! Dopyo~"  You can visbily see the younger's pout as your youngest avoids the camera and played with Yangyang's shirt, not minding the world around him. Jaemin then joined in, carrying Daisy who has a block in her hands. "Hi noona, hi hyung, please have fun there! Please don't worry about the cute ones, they are behaving well!"

You and Jaehyun exchange looks and giggled, eyes still on the phone. The two youngsters were trying their best to let the twins say hi to you but you laughed on seeing how confused the twins are, finding the two males' request questionable. In the end, the two males didn't force  the little ones and bid goodbye, telling you that they'll be going downstairs to make food for them, with the help of Kun of course if you're worried on the two burning the kitchen.

Sure, nana is capable of cooking but it will get disregarded since Yangyang, his childhood and bestest friend is a trickster. The two being together in kitchen will chaos a lot of chaos and destruction.

You and Jaehyun eat dinner on restaurant near the garden and yet, Jaehyun, being a sweet boyfriend he is to his girl, decided to buy five red roses for her. You didn't know why he bought exactly five but you find the gesture sweet making you coo at him.

The two of you did a good scroll again and keep laughing, Jaehyun telling many stupid things he had done and it was quite obvious he just wanted to make you smile. It was already eight pm when you two decided to call it a day. You two teleported back to the house, going inside and getting greeted by Kun. You asked on the twins and the two males' whereabouts and the older vampire guessed that the four is probably at the kids' room.

You and Jaehyun went upstairs to go on the said room. You slowly turning the door knob and took a peek on the door, you let out a coo on seeing the four being fast asleep on the comforter that is placed on the floor. Dopyo snuggling on Jaemin while Daisy being snuggled on Yangyang's arms.

Not only the twins were tired, so does their babysitters too and you can't but to smile at the sight and take a good photo on them.

Jaehyun walked with you inside the room and whistle at the sight, right cheek having a dimple as he smirks. "I won't be surprised if the twins adapt the the two's attitude and mannerism in the near future." He pointed out, making himself snicker.

You covered your mouth and resisting yourself to make a noise as you laugh. You stared at the said sight, you can already imagine what Jaehyun was pertaining to a lot right now.

You kneeled down, looking intently on the four but mosttly on the two males. "Does Yangyang and Jaemin have school tomorrow?" you asked, whispering. You were worried on the two since, you remembered that the two will present a powerpoint soon.

"I actually don't know," Jaehyun also kneeled down to look at the innocent sight. "But nana told me that he'll be spending the day with me on the house tomorrow." 

"I thought nana didn't want to go back from your house?" you said, eyes blinking when you heard one of the four grumpling. You were quite relief that no one woke up but, you were questioning your younger brother's action. You knew that there is this ongoing tension between Jaemin and Jaehyun's girlfriend and it was another factor that make nana move out from the house.

"He said he really misses me, Taeyong-hyung and Winwin a lot that's why he wanted to crash in for a day." he whispered back, his eyes fixed on the said younger. "You want me to ask him if he'll be going to college tomorrow?"

You glance over the older and shake your head into a no. "Let's wake them up after we tuck the twins to their bed." you mumbled, eyes fixed on the two males who is sleeping peacefully.  You didn't want to disturb their sleep because they look so tired, not to mention the snores you heard from both of them. 

Jaehyun helped you on carrying the twins, gently getting them from the two males. It wasn't a hassle since the two are heavy sleepers and you were  glad that the males make the twins wear pajamas already so you won't wake them up. You put down Dopyo on the bed and Jaehyun did the same to Daisy. You tuck the sheets on the sides of the bed so that the twins won't fall if ever they keep on moving. 

You went back to the floor and kneeled down, hand slightly shaking the two males and mumbling them to wake up. The two sat up and look at you, eyes tired. You told Yangyang to go at his room and finally sleep comfortably. You helped him on fixing the scattered paper on the small study table and got his laptop. Jaemin yawned and told you that they don't have to report in school so he'll be crashing on the Jung's household for the night.

You, Jaehyun and the two youngster went downstairs. Yangyang bidding goodbye to Jaehyun and Jaemin while saying goodnight to you. 

"Hyungie, is my room still there?" Jaemin asked, yawning. He rest his arms on the older and wrap him into a tight hug. "I really miss you."

"Of course, why will I remove your room on my house?" Jaehyun chuckled at the sleepy Na, reciprocating the hug and smiled. "Let's go home then?"

You thanked your two brothers on their effort and bid goodbye. You watched the two disappear in your naked eyes and sighed. You weren't sleepy yet and you still don't want to go on the room you sleep at since the twins were born. You don't want to go to his old room yet.

Maybe, you wanted to crash in the twin's room tonight since, it was your old room and you wanted to wake up with them tomorrow.

And don't want to end up crying at his room like how you always do.

You sighed at the thought and went to the kitchen, getting yourself a glass of water to drink. You tapped the counter as you hummed, eyes looking at the area. Your eyes caught Kun staring at you with a stern look, making you stiff for a good second. You immediately walked near him and mumbled. "You're being like that again Kun, why do you have to stare at me like that since the twins are born." you remark, remembering that exact look for almost two years but you never knew why he acts like that.

He apologized and sighed, you can notice that he placed his hands on his back but you didn't want to investigate further. "I'm sorry for that but I have to tell you something..." 

"Tell what?" you asked, somehow startled. Kun was being mysterious right now and the aura he has is surely not lively nor nice to be begin with.

Instead of answering, he instead showed you his hands, who was holding a white cream envelope that has a gray wax stamp making the letter sealed. The envelope look it was slowly fading, probably because it was from the shelf for years. You shift your sight on the envelope and the older, you weren't getting the catch he's pertaining. "what's with the envelope kun?" you asked, a brow raised.

"I could have give it to you when you fully move on but knowing you, you'll still cry about this." 

You were lost on his words and couldn't get what he's saying. He placed the envelope and give it to you, making you look at the envelope. It has your name written in cursive, it was written neatly and you feel soft on looking it. 

Before you could even wonder on who wrote it, Kun already gave you answer making you dazed, body stiff at whom it came from.

"It's from Dongyoung."

"P-pardon?" you asked, not getting what's happening. "It's h-his?" you stuttered, not knowing how to react.

"I found this on his room when you were locking yourself on your room before," he mentioned, a frown plastered. He found it at the drawer of his table, a day when he passed away. At first, Kun was confused too, finding the envelope odd and maybe