𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

Casey stared at me waiting for me to tell him what was going on and why I was back in New York so early. "Wait- I thought they won? Aren't you going to the Super Bowl?"

"Yeah I'm going to fly back but- I just, I couldn't be around her anymore. I was going to blow up- I needed to leave." I explained, frustrated at the thought of Scarlett.

"So you flew back to New York instead of getting a hotel or something in San Francisco?" Okay he has a point. "If you knew what I knew, if you saw what I saw and you were in my position, trust me, you'd also want to be over 2,000 miles away from her."

"When you say her, you mean Scarlett right?" Casey questioned trying to piece together what's going on with me. "Bro, I'm missing some big pieces to this puzzle. You decided to come to my place instead of your own home, what the hell is going on? What did Scarlett do to you?"

I clasped my hands together as I pondered the image in my head. I continued to replay events in my head. Every time I left Scarlett and Y/n alone, what were they actually doing?

When I'd come home and they'd be in a room together what were they doing together before i arrived? But what keeps sticking out to me is the look on Scarlett's face when Y/n went down on the field. She looked more worried than I did, as if she was scared she'd lose her. Then to tie it all together, how she acted in the hospital room. Their eye contact, was it more than just eye contact?

All those trips back and forth to LA, where Y/n lives, it could make sense. Madison could've been right. She had been with Y/n for a while so she would know if something was different with her. Plus, women usually have a better sense for these type of things.

Why'd I turn a blind eye to this? I thought they were a one time thing of the past? Did she lie to me about that too? Were they once something more?

"Colin." Casey said snapping me out of my thoughts. "She's been cheating on me this whole time." I said finally accepting everything I just pieced together. "Scarlett? There's no way, she wouldn't do that-"

"Except she did and I'm so fucking stupid!" I said as I sprung out of my seat, pacing the room. "I should've saw the signs, all her trips to LA, her late night phone calls, the plan B, the condoms in her bag- there's so many things she did that I completely ignored. And of all people, Madison is the one who got me to see it, she left the thought in my head- I need to go check the house, I know there has to be more. She was so secretive with her stuff when she got back home from LA. There's probably love letters and-"

"Whoa whoa, hold on, Madison? As in Y/n's ex girlfriend? What the hell are you doing talking to her? What the hell does she have to do with anything?" Casey began getting concerned and upset that I was even associating with her.

Y/n and Casey are close so of course he's all for cutting off the exes of the family. I chuckled knowing I was about to blow his mind.

"What's funny?" Casey asked concerned by my sudden laughter. "Y/n's been screwing my wife. Madison was right."

I looked over to Casey and he sat there not knowing what to say to me. "Colin why would you say that- that's-"

"Sick? Gross? Disgusting? Yeah I know, I mean maybe she thought because she had Scarlett first that she could have her back-"

"She had Scarlett first? I'm so lost." Casey looked like his head was spinning. I explained to him their history, or at least what Scarlett told me which could possibly all be lies at this point. Casey just stared at me not knowing what to say or do. "And you learned all this from Madison?"

"Yeah, I mean, that song she released, I guess she had every right to call Y/n out, I want to call her out but how embarrassing does that look for me?" I felt so defeated.

"What are you going to do?" Casey asked. "I don't know but, I can't- I can't be with Scarlett anymore as much as I would love to stay for Cosmo, I- she just tore this family apart. Her and Y/n have no respect for anyone and-" I began getting angry thinking about Scarlett.

"I do however have to fly back at some point to LA for Y/n's game but- I don't know how I can look at either of them. I need to go to my house and search it." I grabbed my keys. "What do you have to search for?"

"Anything else at this point."

I grabbed my phone and went to that unknown number that texted me and replied to it asking if it was Madison and it was. "I'll see you later." I said as I walked out of his house, calling Madison and driving home. I need more answers.

I got home after driving like a mad man and immediately went upstairs and began rummaging through everything. I went through her closet, her make up drawer, her jewelry boxes, the night stand and then finally rummaged through her drawer. I opened the top drawer and found a manila folder, most of it was court documents and paperwork from her lawyers. There has to be something.

I grabbed my laptop, defeated knowing there was nothing more to look for. I began grabbing my things and my phone rang. "Hello?"

"Hi, Colin? This is Dr. Cunningham. I've been trying to get in contact with your wife, she has you listed as a contact to notify about appointments and any emergencies, I need her to confirm the appointment and fill out some forms I sent to her email, and we'd also like your signature since I'm assuming you will be the one taking her home after her procedure. She can't have the procedure with me until she fills out the forms."

"Oh right her procedure- she's getting the um-" I said trying to get Dr. Cunningham to reveal what's going on.

"The abortion. I know it's hard."

"Yeah we'll get those forms sent in right away. Thank you, Dr. Cunningham." I said before we ended our call.

Unbelievable. She's pregnant.

𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

Everyone was back in LA. I was currently in Y/n's house, hanging out with her and Naomi while Cosmo was taking a nap in one of her guest bedrooms. We were getting ready for Tom's surprise engagement party.

Well, only if Zendaya says yes which I figure she will. Colin and I haven't talked since he left the other night, I saw he was back in New York. A piece of me knew, but didn't want to believe that he figured it out.

He was so cold with me. I would be too if I were him but, I couldn't believe it. I don't know if I should tell Y/n what happened because she'll probably freak out and she's focusing her energy on getting better so she could clear concussion protocol before the Super Bowl so she can play.

Y/n and I were on her couch, my head on her chest as she lightly grazed my body with her fingers before I noticed the time, seeing as we had to get dressed.

Y/n and I headed up to her room to get dressed and ready to go. She made her way over to me with a smirk on her face as I took my clothes off. She wrapped her arms around my body from behind as she nuzzled her face in my neck. "We have to get dressed." I smiled as she began placing kisses on my neck.

"We will, but come on I need some sexy time-"

"My son and your best friend are here." I say turning around wiggling out of her hold to begin getting my dress on. She sighs before taking her shirt off knowing her great shape and abs makes me weak. I bit my lip and quickly looked down at the bed not wanting to see her because we'd never make it to the event on time if I looked at her.

"You know you want to look." Y/n teased. "Shut up." I mumbled before grabbing her tank top and throwing it to her. She laughed as she put her tank top on before grabbing her button up. We got dressed fairly quickly, I had to go in the bathroom to get away from her because I knew I couldn't control myself.

I finished my makeup before coming out of the bathroom. "Whoa." was all Y/n could say as she walked over to me. "Tom won't mind if we don't show up-" she began and I rolled my eyes playfully.

"No, we're going. Did you get Cosmo ready?" I asked as I put my earrings on. "Yeah everyone's ready to go." Y/n said as she grabbed her keys off of the dresser. "Come on." she says as she smiled at me lacing our hands together. We let go as we entered the living room where Cosmo sat watching cartoons before Naomi emerged from the guest room.

"I'm riding with you guys, I don't feel like driving." Naomi said as she smiled at Y/n. Y/n turned the tv off and picked up Cosmo as we headed to her car. It didn't take long for us to get to the rented out venue Tom had for the engagement celebration. We were by a beach, he had planned to propose to her on the beach and walk her up to the room we were in where everything was decorated and there was food to celebrate the two.

After a while, the couple arrived, Tom couldn't speak, stuttering over every word. He looked over at Y/n who gave him a thumbs up before he went down one knee in front of Zendaya. He stammered over almost every word which everyone thought was cute before Zendaya said yes.

I couldn't help but to think about how surreal that moment would be for Y/n and I if it were to ever happen. In our situation, everything is up in the air, there's no real timeline or anything to follow. There's also a huge possibility we could never have our happy ending.

. . .

The couple came in, everyone greeting them with hugs and love to celebrate their engagement. Zendaya was showing off the ring and screaming "I'm engaged!". Tom finally looked like he was no longer shitting bricks.

"Did you tell her?" I hear from my side as I watched Tom and Zendaya dance together and Y/n dancing with Naomi and Cosmo. I looked to my side to see Chris standing beside me. "Nope." I said popping the 'p'.

"And I know what you're going to say, I should've told her already but, she's already stressed and she has the biggest game of her career coming up. I can't put anything else on her plate." I admitted honestly.

"But I probably won't, Chris, I was serious, I'm getting an abortion." I whispered and he nodded before wrapping his arm around me. He then looked around and looked down at me. "Where's Colin?"

"He went back to New York." I muttered. "Oh?" was all Chris could say. "I think he knows and I need to tell Y/n." Chris almost spilled his drink out of his mouth as his eyes widened. "You told him?!" he whisper yelled.

"No why would I do that? I just- he was acting weird after we came back from the hospital and I think he knows. He told me it'd be best for me to not say anything to him so, its basically a 'tell me you know without telling me you know' type of thing."

Y/n smiled at me as she came over to me. Cosmo was still dancing in the middle of the dance floor with Naomi who had waved Chris over. "No dancing on the table." I pointed at Chris who laughed. I grabbed Y/n's hand pulling her outside knowing I needed to tell her about her dad.

"What's up?" she asked with a smile on her face. "I think your dad knows and I should've told you this when I realized it but I got nervous and I know you have a lot on your plate so-" I rambled out afraid of what she would say and if she would think this was my fault. Which it kind of is but still.

"What?!" Y/n whispered and I could tell she was getting stressed. I put my hands in hers, smoothing my thumb over the back of her hand, trying to get her to calm her emotions. She still isn't cleared for field action so I don't really want her spazzing out while she's trying to clear her protocols.

"I'm sorry. He found plan B and condoms in my suitcase a few weeks ago and I think he figured it out at your game. He literally was on a plane out of here that same night."

Y/n just nodded not knowing what to say anymore. Our worlds are really falling apart at this point. "It's fine, it's fine." She repeated I assumed to try and convince herself that it was. "I'm going to drink and celebrate my best friends engagement." Y/n put a smile on her face before kissing my hand and pulling me back inside with her.

I guess we're throwing that off to the side for now? How is she not freaking out?

𝐀/𝐧: 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬? 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨?