The first thing , God help me by letting me see that writing. I told all nurses , doctors, my husband and mom that I was sorry to fighting you and saying bad words.i wrote to get my thoughts out, nobody couldn't hear me my nurses loved that, then God gave me a talent that I never think of coloring. I color all day to help with my thinking and relaxing myself. The nurses saw a difference and doctors, and they gave me presents to help me color . I still was frustrated . On eating and not passing the test. But my husband said, don't give up. My eyes lit up when I saw my husband face. I took and grab my husband and mom words that they say , change that I can do anything in Gods words, it is the devil keeping you down. So , who do you cherish , and grab on the positive it will help you on changing the way you think. Yes, I know changing the output to your brain is hard. We are train to do things a certain way from childhood , but God wants to listen, think and look at different outlook on life. Like for example ; you can everything in life and you are still not happy what God bless you with , you just defiling your body, complaining on everything and very materialistic . Something we need to shut up and listen what God have plan , he will show by talking, showing or just putting things in your thoughts will help u change on how you are thinking. I started to get stronger , still thought nurses was talking about me, my husband that is nothing but the devil and breath in deep and slow out , that helps me. Some people can catch on fast by thinking positive about there Day, others people need helps, God helps me close my mind and color and thinking about his word : I can do all things through Christ that strengthen me in Jesus name. I don't have any time to complain , will say no worries, "Gods it!" I have a question, what do you like to do and stay calm ? Write all the things you like to do and askGod what's the best thing that will work for me.
