I FUCKING KNEW IT

I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry for not replying or reacting anyhow to anyone on dA today whereas it's obvious I am lurking around (because I always am). I'm really bad at the moment and I don't find myself ready to engage in conversations with people who are not of my closest circle. Shit, I'm forcing myself to talk even to them as I know isolation would make the matters only worse. To get an insight think about it - Manny just took about an hour of coaxing me to come over after I've tried cancelling him. If you spoke to me today, consider yourself special and loved - it means I trust you enough to face you in a vulnerable state I am.  Again, I'm sorry. I'm really, really sorry. 

Drawing hands today is being my worst enemy rn-