J: you don't know what party city is.
A: like o said km English you doughnut.
He laughs and carry on driving we pull up to party City and in we go. Jake wanders off and comes back with some face paint and gave blood. I have some white contacts and that's it.
J: is that all your getting.
A: it's all I need.

Skipping till we are ready and the party has started.

Me and Jake are ready. We've been at the party all ready for an hour or two. Corey texts me 'hey meet me in your room I want to talk.'
A: Jake I'm just going to go and get some fresh air. I'll be fine.
He nods and I walk up stairs. Corey is sat there and stands up. I close the door.
A: what's wrong Corey.
C: alex don't talk.
He gets hold of my hands.
C: if I don't get this out tonight I feel like I will never say it. Alex. Everytime we are together you make me feel so much better. You make me feel like it's the best day of nh life. Your the only girl that has truly understand me. I know I'm not the only one that feels this. You do too. Everyone can tell. Elton. Sam. Colby. Jake. That's why he's always starts by your side. So I'm going to say this I love you.
I don't say anything. I kiss him. His lips are so soft. Corey is the one u want. I realise that now. Jake is sweet but I can't be with him. I'm not breaking up with him now because if I do. He may never talk to me again. Corey pulls away.
C: alex. Is it me or Jake?
A: Corey it's you. It's always has. I just.... I can't break up with Corey now.
He let's go with my hands and sighs.
C: off course you pick him. You always do. You never will break up with him. You kiss me and then.....
Jake walks in. You can hear the hurt in his voice.
J: you kissed him?
A: Jake.
J: you kissed him?
A: I'm sorry I really am.
He grabs Corey and pins him up against the wall.
J: you can never fucking keep your hands to your self can you. Your a pig.
He let's go off him and Corey falls to the floor I go to see if he's OK.
J: and for you. Alex. I love you. You love me. Or was that all lies.
A: Jake.
J: did you know I was going to propose to you.? Did you know that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you?
A: Jake stop.
He barges past all the people at the door.
A: YOU DON'T GET TO WALK AWAY.
J: YOU DON'T GET TO TALK TO ME.
A: WHY.
J: BECAUSE I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE
He pauses at the door and then walks out slamming the door. I sit in the stairs and cry. Then scream. Fuck this. I don't want to be here. I chase after Jake.
A: YOUR AN ASSHOLE.
J: I'M THE ASSHOLE.YOUR THE ONE THAT CHEATED.
A: DON'T YOU DENY THE FACT THAT THE GIRL IN YOUR BED ON THE NIGHT WASN'T A GIRL YOU HIRED.
J: how did you.
A:I'm not a fucking idiot. But I excepted that.....because that's the kind of person I am.
J: Alex.
A: Jake no I don't want to hear it. Sleep at brennes tonight. I don't want to see you.

I close the door. I walk upstairs. Everyone's eyes are following me. Their judgmental whispers.
CB: Alex.
A: not now.
I carry on walking holding back the tears. I close my door. Slide down my door and as soon as I sit in the floor I break. I brush my fingers threoigh my hair. I take a deep breath. I look at my phone. Jake is on  the cover.

I throw my iPhone it just the wall. I take off my heels and throw them against the wall and scream. Colby walks in. Dosesnt say anything. Pulls me into a hug. We sit on the floor. I can see Corey's feet walk to my door. Colby shakes his head and Corey leaves us.
A: I'm sorry.
C: why are you apologising to me.
A: about the baby.
C: Alex ssshhh.

Colbys P. O. V
When Alex apologied about the baby. Memories flooded back. The time Alex told me we were going to be parents. The time I proposed to her. The time we broke up. The time.... The time we lost the baby. I can't. Sam's walking up the stairs. I let go of Alex. She looks up at me. I get up and walk to my room. I punch the wall. I pull it away from the wall. Blood is oozing from my knuckles. Alex walks in.
A: colby.....
She's shocked. I don't sya anything I just clench a fist again. I go to punch the wall again. But she catches it and looks at me and shakes her head.
A: don't.
She sits me on the bed and goes to the bathroom to get a wet towel.
A: colby brock . What am I going to do with you.
C: Alex. I'm fine.
A: your not.
C: I said I'm fine.
I pull my self away and get up and walk to my window.
A: colby
C: just.... GET Out.
She let's go of the towel and walks out.