yo tell me what you wanna see or i'm gonna keep rewriting shit lmao thanks

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- anthem for... | three
lia has a sleepover with chase and bailey, and things develop with relationships and such
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"Y'all have heard of the talent search thing next weekend, right?" Lia asked, sitting up just enough to look at Chase and Bailey.

The three of them were in what had been Lia's brother's bedroom, but had been made into a guest room with a massive bed. Lia spent hours convincing her mom to let the three use the room for sleepovers.

Eventually, that argument was settled when Chase testified that, even though he thought Lia and Bailey were pretty, he was ninety nine percent into guys and not girls.

Chase nodded, looking expectantly down at Bailey, even though the younger girl was dead asleep, her head resting on his shoulder. He smiled and pushed some hair from her eyes, then told Lia, "Yeah, I think Ronnie's cousin is gonna be in it."

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- try to sleep | attic abasement
something about lewis and his dumbass self waking up in the middle of the night and spamming logan with texts.
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Lewis hates his sleep 'schedule'. He gets a good two or three hours, and then his dumbass fucking body wakes him up and he can't fall asleep until almost sunrise. It's dumb as hell and it wears him out, but it's better than the other options: never sleeping or being plagued by nightmares.

Normally, he'd text his sister in law and tell her what was bothering him. If he sent the messages around three am, she'd be getting ready for work (fucking time zones).

If anyone asked, he's blaming tonight's texts on clicking the wrong message chain.

He opens up his and Logan's conversation, smiling faintly at the last messages. (They were bickering over movies again; Logan was going to make him watch Titanic soon.)

yo, ik it's late rn & ur probably asleep but
i need to talk??

i'm just gonna send a fuckton of messages oops

anyway ik most of the kids at school hate me
it rlly shouldn't bother me but it does?

i never wanted to be popular but
like, at my old school, mase & chloe protected me & people listened to them

but here no one rlly comes after me
but they're assholes all the same

idk it's just i never rlly noticed
how awful they were until i stopped smoking

until i didn't have that vice / distraction anymore.

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- be my mistake | the 1975
this would be about the affair (god i know i need to stop) but it would be more about how lewis was just a warm body, and logan still loved harry more.
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Logan didn't mean for it to happen.

It's wrong. They're best friends. And it's doubly wrong. He has a boyfriend, despite the fact they haven't really talked in a while.

The alcohol was to blame. His smaller friend was totally wasted, his face flushed and eyes bright. Despite his clinginess, Lewis was cute, magnified by the shy little smile on his lips as they went back to their room.

One minute, they're just talking, and the next, they're wrapped up in each other, hands and lips ghosting over places they shouldn't.

And once they'd settled down to sleep, Lewis' head on his chest, Logan felt like he'd made a mistake.

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That next morning was awkward.

Lewis was hungover and couldn't really remember what had happened. Logan was already up, ordering breakfast so they didn't have to leave the room.

There was a strange tension once Lewis obviously pieced together what happened. Awkward silences weren't common in their friendship, only when Lewis' obvious jealousy popped up and when topics they both wanted to avoid were mentioned.

Logan assured Lewis that this wouldn't change their friendship.

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- i'm sorry, i'm trying | nothing nowhere
set right before and right after logan's death?? sadness and everything y'all it'll be fun

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- peace sign | the front bottoms
'it'll be peace sign, middle finger'

something about chase's bitchy two faced self

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- gum | moose blood
lewis is a clingy idiot who always wants someone to stay the night