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~Victoria's POV~
FLASHBACK
"Ha I won again! I am the best at this game."
"Yeah you beat me every time!"
I got up from the table and went onto my room to grab another game to play.
"Lets play another one daddy!"
"Okay."
I sat down at the table and set up the game. We were playing just fine until daddy got a text message.
"Hey baby your mom's one her way, she's coming earlier than planned."
"I don't want to go! Why can't I live with you? I hate mommy's house and her stupid boyfriend. Can you tell her that I want to live with you?"
"I've tried and I'm still trying but don't worry."
"But I want to stay here!" I started to cry.
"Oh baby don't cry, you can come back next week I promise."
"Okay."
I went into my room and grabbed my bags before having to leave. When mommy was there I kissed daddy goodbye and got in the car.
"Mommy guess what! We played lots of board games and watched movies then we went to the park Oh and the zoo then we-"
"STOP talking about what you and Gerard did, no one cares about what you did stupid child now shut up." Rick slurred.
"Ricks right, your father is a stupid ass, don't listen to him."
I started to cry.
"Shut up Jenna or whatever the fuck your name is or I'll slap the tears off your face how about that?" Rick spat.
"I want to go back home." I muttered.
"Speak up you little shit, no one can hear you."
"I want to go home!" I screamed.
Rick slapped me across the face. "Were going home you little shit, I told you to shut up didn't I?"
"Answer me god damn it!"
"I hate you all!" I screamed.
BAM
I sat up and gasped for air. I had beads of sweat all over my head and I started to cry.
"Whats wrong Victoria?" Lex asked.
I couldn't even speak I just cried. Lex held me in his arms and I just cried. Why was Gerard in my dream?
"Can we talk about what happened?"
"Well in my dream, Gerard was my dad and- and then there was my mom and her boyfriend and they hit me and called me things and took me away from him and it was like a flash back from when I was younger." I cried out still leaned against Lex.
"It's okay, it was just a dream. Your safe."
I fell back to sleep in Lex's arms.
Throughout the week I had flash backs about that night. But why was Gerard in all of them?
"Hey dad can I tell you something?"
"Yeah what's up?"
"It's about the dreams I'm having, it's been about the night I was in the crash but in the beginning it keeps showing you. It keeps freaking me out that keep replaying the worst night of my life and your in it somehow. I'm not mad it's just I'm confused."
"Well there's something I should have said a long time ago, yes that person is me and im, Jesus how do I put this-"
"Your my real father and that's why you've been in my dreams, the beginnings are not dreams there events that really happened. Your my real father, wait your my real father?"
He nodded his head.
"Okay well this is odd. Then let's pretend like nothing ever happened."
He opened his mouth like he was about to speak but then just walked away. I've been with my real dad the entire time? I thought I would be mad but honestly it doesn't feel any different. I climbed out of bed and where everyone was.
"I wounder how long Frank's been keeping that secrete. I'm not even mad ya know, I'm like super happy." I wanted to make sure everyone knew that they didn't have to keep it from me.
"Yeah that's been hard to keep in. Well now ya know me and Gerard are dating." Frank said.
I turned around to Frank and he looked back at me, everyone was looking at Frank.
"Oh shit I'm fucked. Well thought you meant that, I guess he told you something different...?"
"Yeah."
"What the hell man?" Gerard screamed. "Jesus you can never keep a god damn secret Frank! Well sorry you had to find out this way everyone. We were planning to announce it differently. Is everyone okay with that at last?" Gerard apologized to everyone.
We all nodded our heads and cleared out of the room leaving Frank and Gerard alone. I knew they were together all along.
The day passed really fast because I kept day dreaming about what it would be like to live with Gerard for my life instead of sitting in some crappy orphanage and being abused almost everyday by my crazy mother. Yeah I was really happy but super upset too. Somehow it had gotten to 9:30 and my side hurt really badly, it hurt even worse then it did when i got it taken out. I decided I would go to bed early Lex didn't want me to go to bed, so he came with me.
"Ya know Victoria we haven't kissed in awhile." He whispered.
"Remember what happened last time? Frank heard us and we almost got busted by Gerard."
"That was awhile ago Victoria, your still worried about that?"
"Of course I am! If Gerard had woken up any sooner then you probably would have been kicked of the bus and had to go back home." I stated.
"But we didn't." He just had to point out.
"Just a small kiss okay?"
He quickly nodded then slowly leaned in for a kiss making sure it was magical. We pulled away then wished each other a goodnight and drifted to sleep.
~Vicorias Dream~
You woke up like normal. Lex wasn't by your side and that was odd,maybe he had woken up early to get coffee. You got out of your bed to see no one in the kitchen or living area. You went over to the cabinet to only find a small note on it.
"No one loves you. We stopped caring after Lex came on sorry but we have decided to change tour busses and take Lex in because he didn't have issues like you. You can't hide your reoccurring depression anymore and soon enough your just going to crack and kill yourself. How about you do us a favor and get it over with." Love Dad.
You ran to your bunk to look for your phone. Nothing there. What about your computer? Gone. You checked the door. Locked from the outside.
But they were right. You looked for a knife and found one in the drawer. 1,2,3 cut.
I sat up and gasped for air. The dreams kept getting worse and worse. I started to cry and ended up crying until I became very tired once more. My silent sobs went loud enough for anyone to hear so that was good. But I knew if I went back to sleep something even worse would occur.
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