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[HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOROU IM SORRY I FORGOT- THIS WAS ALL I HAD PREPARED-]
"You did better this time."
"Are you going to assess my skill every time we kiss?"
You laughed, "Nah, probably not. Just trying to give you some praise."
You quickly patted him on the head, causing him to yelp in surprise. He was going to say something about it, but after seeing your smile, he decided against it. As you pulled your hand back, he got a notification from his phone and took it out.
Kokomi
Hey, can I stop by your house when I'm done with my work?
sent 4:42 pm
Gorou
Of course ^^
sent 4:43 pm
"So Kokomi's coming over," you commented as you looked over his shoulder.
"Yeah. Are you okay with that?" He asked.
"Well you kinda already agreed... But yeah, I'm fine. I like Kokomi," you shrugged.
He sighed, "She's been acting weird ever since we... got together. I'm worried about her."
Intrigued by this piece of information, you narrowed your eyes at him, "Weird... how?"
"Like, she's been pretty quiet, and it feels like she doesn't want to even look at me anymore."
You only had to think for a second before you knew what was upsetting Kokomi. You wouldn't tell him and expose her, but you did feel bad, especially after how Childe reacted to your rejection. You hoped that Gorou and Kokomi would handle it better.
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The front door to Gorou's house swung open, alarming Kokomi. A ghost of a smile faded onto her face when she met her closest friend's eyes. He welcomed her in and closed the door behind her.
"Hey, Kokomi!" He greeted. "Did you need something from here?"
"Ah, no... I just wanted to see you," she replied. "I was starting to get lonely."
He nodded, "Do you want to talk about it?"
She panicked and shook her head strenuously, "No, no! I'm okay. Anyway... How are you doing?"
"I think I'm okay," he shrugged. "I'm not really sure, actually."
"Hm?" She hummed, furrowing her brows. "Why is..."
She inadvertently interrupted herself when she saw you stroll down the stairs. You saw her and sent a wave, along with a small smile.
"Oh, Y/n?" She cleared her throat, fixing her posture and wearing a faux pleased expression.
"Yep," you said, hopping onto the ground floor. "I'm just visiting."
You were trying to devolve whatever dreadful feelings she was experiencing, but Gorou ruined your effort by revealing the truth, confused why you would lie.
"Um...?" He gave you a puzzled look before returning his attention to Kokomi. "She's actually living here for the moment."
Kokomi's chest was impaled by heartache as her eyes dulled and she forced her smile further upward. She clasped her hands together firmly and parted her lips.
"Is that so?"
"Yeah," Gorou replied. He was conscious of her unusual behavior, but oblivious to the reason for it.
You winced, as if his words harmed you. You tensely and steadily stepped back onto the stairs and began your retreat upstairs.
"I'm gonna go have some, uh, 'me' time. See ya," you excused before dashing up the rest of the way and rushing into your room. You closed the door and extracted your phone from your pocket, opening up your group chat with your friends.
Y/n๐ฅฐ
Im in the middle of a problem help
Best Girl Ayaka๐
what problem...?
Y/n๐ฅฐ
I am... 95% sure kokomi likes gorou and idk what to do
Zuzu๐
Why do you have to do anything-?
Y/n๐ฅฐ
...i mean i don't, but i feel bad for her-
"Girlie" ๐คก
ayo what-
Y/n๐ฅฐ
you know how to read dont act confused
anyway
oh theres also smth else
Zuzu๐
What is it?
Y/n๐ฅฐ
"Girlie" ๐คก
PARDON??? Ur not actually gonna go right
Y/n๐ฅฐ
I am-
I'll bring someone with me dw
"Girlie" ๐คก
and by "someone" you mean gorou ๐
Y/n๐ฅฐ
do you have a problem with him
"Girlie" ๐คก
yes, i do
Y/n๐ฅฐ
he literally didn't do anything to you
"Girlie" ๐คก
girlie why are you suddenly defending him i thought you guys hated each other ๐ญ
Y/n๐ฅฐ
I thought we already established that we arent at each others throats anymore-
Hes literally my boyfriend shutup
"Girlie" ๐คก
fine whatever
Zuzu๐
...anyway, we're still here too
did scaramouche elaborate on what he wanted to talk about?
Y/n๐ฅฐ
no, i didnt rlly wanna talk to him any more than i had to so i didnt ask
im assuming he wants to apologize but maybe he wants to call me a fat bitch again ๐
"Girlie" ๐คก
Y/n๐ฅฐ
your lovesickness is showing ๐
istg tho if you dont shut up-
im gonna
castrate you
"Girlie" ๐คก
okay damn-
Best Girl Ayaka๐
...im feeling slightly worried by this conversation
Y/n๐ฅฐ
why?-
Best Girl Ayaka๐
because it seems very hostile...
Y/n๐ฅฐ
oh
sry
...
childe can i go to ur house
"Girlie" ๐คก
wait what
Y/n๐ฅฐ
i dont wanna be at gorous house rn while hes with kokomi, i think it's making her feel worse
and i wanna apologize i feel bad for insulting you now
"Girlie" ๐คก
Y/n๐ฅฐ
tyty
Zuzu๐
you both have fun then
Y/n๐ฅฐ
thanks kazu
btw wheres thoma?
Best Girl Ayaka๐
He's making dinner for his mom
Y/n๐ฅฐ
hes literally never here omfg
Zuzu๐
well, you haven't been here much either, to be fair
Y/n๐ฅฐ
i-
i didnt notice that
anyway im gonna get going
k bye <3
Zuzu๐
bye <3
Best Girl Ayaka๐
goodbye ^^
"Girlie" ๐คก
see yaโ๏ธ
seen 5:02 pm
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After the door closed, concealing your figure as you skipped outside, Kokomi and Gorou shared a glance. Kokomi could tell you somehow picked up on the signs of her feelings, and she appreciated that you were seeking to help, but it couldn't undo the damage already done to her crippled heart.
"Ahem..." She cleared her throat. "I'm... going to use the restroom."
Gorou nodded. The small details in his expression conveyed bemusement, but she avoided looking at him as she left to the upstairs bathroom. She wished to stay out of his family's way. She stiffly hurried to the bathroom and locked the door.
Her hands slammed down onto the vanity and she gazed at herself in the mirror. She swore she could feel the way it was about to crack at any moment, but nothing happened. She sucked in a breath through gritted teeth and her vision blurred from her now teary eyes. She gripped the counter tightly to the point where her knuckles began fading white. Muffled sobs escaped her mouth as her tears fell to the basin.
With his sensitive hearing, Gorou managed to listen in on her crying. Alarmed, he decided to check on her. He sauntered up the stairs and approached the bathroom door. Standing in front of it, he gently knocked on the wood.
"Kokomi?"
His quiet voice shocked her enough for her to cease breathing and freeze, staring at herself in the reflection. Her skin was a ghostly pale everywhere except her eyes, which were now a sickly red.
"Y-Yes?" She stuttered, abruptly turning the sink water on and splashing her face in hopes of looking presentable.
"What's wrong?" He asked softly. "I know something's been bothering you... Does it have to do with Y/n?"
She stayed quiet; she didn't like lying to him, but telling the truth was agonizing as well.
"...So it does?"
"Gorou..." She whimpered, leaning off the sink and resting her forehead on the door.
"If you tell me what's wrong, we can fix it-"
"We can't fix it," she sighed. "I'm... being dramatic. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have come here, I just..."
"I'm sure there's something we can do... I don't like seeing you this upset, it reminds me of when-"
"Please don't bring that up," she snapped hastily. "I don't want to think about it. I should leave."
"But-"
She stepped back and swung the door open, startling the boy. He jumped back instinctively and she slipped past him, running down the hall and stairway. He swiftly followed and grabbed her wrist just as she was walking out the door.
"I really want you to feel better, I-"
"You can't do anything! I told you, you can't," she retorted with an unintentional intensity.
"But why?" He breathed, his grip on her wrist tighter now.
Tears swelled in her eyes again and she sighed, looking at him with conflict swimming in her irises. Her brows were furrowed and her lips curled in an unappealing frown. She looked bitter.
"Because I'm in love with you, Gorou. So please, let me leave."
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"Wow, this place is in shambles."
"Yeah, I haven't kept up with cleaning it..."
Childe's room was untamed and littered with stray items, though you could tell he somewhat tidied up before you arrived. You sat on the edge of his bed and stretched your arms while he stood in the doorway, flipping the light switch on.
In front of you was the wall covered in his photos, many of them being with you and the others. A few of them were just you. You carefully observed them and took note of your individual pictures, but you were reluctant to say anything.
Childe joined you on the bed, scooting against the headboard so his legs were behind your back. You weren't sure what to talk about. You'd already apologized, so there was nothing else you planned to say, but you didn't want to leave.
"I'm sorry," he suddenly spoke, stealing your attention immediately.
"What? Why?" You asked.
"For..." He turned his head away, his ears red. "For trying to kiss you. I should've confessed first, and I wanted to, but when I tried, I couldn't find the words. And you looked so... Nevermind. I'm just sorry. I've been wanting to apologize for that ever since."
At the mention of the memory, your heart skipped a beat and your face flushed from embarrassment. You hated thinking about how you shut him down, and how awkward it was for both of you.
"You don't have to apologize, it's fine," you said.
"But I feel like it made things awkward," he sighed. "I made things awkward."
"Maybe that's just you, 'cause I feel fine," you shrugged.
"...Really?"
"Yeah," you cleared your throat, returning your attention to his photos. "...I didn't realize you took pictures of me."
"Oh. Uh, yeah, sorry. I'll take those down," he said, hopping off the bed and going over to the wall.
"No, no! Leave them," you hastily interrupted, causing him to look back at you with surprise. "If you still want them, anyway."
He smiled, "Okay."
After a brief silence, you found your curiosity leaning to a certain topic, "What picture do you have for my contact in your phone?"
"Wh- Why?"
"Just curious."
He reluctantly pulled out his phone and showed you the answer to your question. You stared at your contact for a good minute before saying anything. The picture was one from a concert you went to a while before, but that wasn't the problem.
"Why the fuck is my name just 'Y/n'?"
"...What?"
"You didn't even add any emojis! What the fuck, dude?" You snatched his phone and fixed the name to look at least a little better.
"'Bad Bitch Y/n ๐๐โ๏ธ'? Really?"
"Yes, really. I can't believe you left it so bland like that, you're a maniac."
He chuckled, "You're the one calling yourself a bad bitch."
"Okay, so? It's true. Cry about it."
"Wow, okay! And I thought you wanted me to feel better."
"Wait, I didn't mean-"
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