after the game had been going on for a while and much tension had been formed in the room, it was finally hange's turn. you watched closely as the brunette spun the battle. the whole room went quiet, as everyone was watching the glass spin, waiting to see who it landed on.

for some reason, a part of you had hoped that it would land on you.

as the bottle finally came to a stop, you saw the object point towards nanaba.

god damnit, of course it had to be her.

nanaba, who had been holding rico in her grasp, looked at her partner, who had given her a squeeze on the hand as consent.

you watched as hange got up slowly and began walking towards her friend, a small smirk covering her stupid face.

a small feeling of rage overcame you, as you stared at the two.

watching as hange reached in for the kiss, slightly turning their head, enough so you could see their breathtaking side profile, placing a soft kiss on their friend's mouth, hand cupped on nanaba's cheek, you clenched your jaw, as you diverted your attention to the ground.

the room fell silent, until hange pulled away, walking back to their spot, fixing their glasses. you made eye contact with the woman, and you felt your stomach turn.

"sheesh. that was something alright..." connie muttered, awestruck.

the game went on.

--

it was now your turn, and you spun the bottle slowly, praying it would land on the one person you wanted the most, hange.

you watched the bottle closely, as it came to a slow near hange, until it landed on the person right next to them.

mikasa.

you weren't completely disappointed with your luck, mikasa was your friend and you didn't mind her. but a part of you just prayed you could finally get to kiss hange today.

not trying to make a big deal out of anything, you got up and walked quietly over to mikasa, who gave you a small smile. she reached in slowly and connected your lips together, placing a small soft simple kiss.

the two of you kept it quick and simple. neither of you had wanted to be extra or do too much.

--

a couple rounds after you, it was finally annie's turn, and she gave the bottle a powerful spin, casually staring at you.

a quick second later, the bottle came to a complete stop, and it was pointing at you.

turning her head, annie gave you a devilish smirk, getting up from her spot on the ground.

a small gasp came from a couple people, who had known the history you two had been through together.

before you could realize anything that was happening, annie was already in front of you. she approached you silently, her hips swaying casually as she walked towards you. you couldn't help but admire her, but damn, it felt so wrong.

approaching you, she aggressively but seductively gripped your collar, forcing you closer to her. you could feel her plump lips brushing against yours as the room fell silent once again. she kisses you aggressively, like she had been waiting for this since forever and it was your last night alive.

and you? you had kissed back. hesitant at first, but of course you kissed back, and with the same aggressive force that she did. you had to get back at hange somehow, right?

you forced your eyes shut as annie slipped her tongue in your mouth, exploring the area she once knew so freely, and your arms roamed around on their own, finally resting on her hips, as you deepened the kiss.

a nostalgic feeling overcame you, as you recalled how many times you had been in this position with annie countless times in the past, with feelings of lust and love clouding you.

and all of a sudden, you had felt 19 again.

before the kiss had stretched too long, annie pulled away, suddenly letting go of your collar. a small smirk appeared on her face as she casually licked her lips.

"you were mine first y/n. just remember that." she said to you before she walked away, leaving everyone in shock.

you didn't say anything back though. instead, you glanced across the room towards hange, who had a terrifying and intimidating expression on their face, looking angered.

they stared back at you, and their face softened. all you could see in those eyes was lust. lust mixed with a hint of aggression and fury.

their chest was heaving, and nails were dug into their thigh, as they diverted their attention away from you, awkwardly staring at the ground.

--

only a couple rounds went on after annie's, and soon the entire game had been over. people cleared the center of the room and returned to what they were once doing before. not only that, but more games had began.

though this time, you ignored these games and decided to not participate.

instead, you went to go get some fresh air outside at the balcony.

approaching the tall glass doors, you heaved the material open, stepping outside, breathing in the cool fresh air.

looking to your side, your stomach turned when you realize who had been standing next to you, staring off into the distance, looking out at the buildings in the night sky.

"you know, you didn't have to take it so far. people have feelings." she muttered harshly, sounding hurt and less energetic and she usually did.

"i know. i'm sorry, hange." you said quietly, your voice hoarse. the sight of hange being like this made you want to burst into tears. how could you hurt her like this?

  "don't. just don't apologize, please. it's pointless."

"what do you mean?"

"what do you mean? i see the way you look at her. the way she looks at you. you might as well just fuck each other already."

"..."

"god, y/n. you could've at least told me you were still head over heels for your ex beforehand."

"before what?"

"you're just as oblivious as your friends say you are, huh?"

"hange."

"what."

"please just..." you hesitated to say the rest.

instead, you slowly approached hange, shifting closer to the hunched figure. you got close enough to the point where you. could see the tears threatening to spill out of her eyes any second. god, it hurt  seeing her like this.

"finish what you were going to say y/n."

"...tell me how you feel about me."