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𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐬 𝐖𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬

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"𝐈𝐬 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐢 𝐦𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐞?"

"𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭?? 𝐍𝐨, 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮-"

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Bakugou spent the weekend holed up in his dorm room, still dwelling on what you had said to him and the way you said it in the first place. It felt like ever since you met Shinsou everything has been falling apart. He wondered if you would ever talk to him again, maybe he was being dramatic?

He wished he was good at expressing himself or talking to people about how he felt. There was no way that he was going to talk to you first, you clearly didn't want him to in the first place. And even if he did talk to you first, what would he say?

Shinsou had practically stolen you from him, only to hurt you in the end. Who the hell does he think he is? And even after all that, you were still hooked on him.

Katsuki tried so hard to be a good best friend to you, no matter what the circumstances were. Where did he go wrong? He always put your feelings before his, he always cared about you, but you were too blind to notice all his wasted effort.

The way that one girl could affect him so much was unbelievable. He used to be so energetic and eager to be better. He used to spend weekends training and winning against all his friends, now he was spending the weekend in bed, a blanket pulled over his head. He felt weak.

He wondered what you were doing right now. Probably gushing over Shinsou. Or not, considering the current situation. As a matter of fact, you too were holed up inside your dorm room, trying to take your mind off of things by looking through your book of stamped flowers. 

A sad feeling washed over your heart when you came to the flower that you had picked with Hitoshi in the park that day. You haven't had a date like that with him since. Why did his dreams have to be so hard to achieve? Thankfully, Hitoshi had some free time tomorrow and said that you should come over. Finally.

Bakugou rolled out of bed and stretched, he needed to do something to get him out of this funk. He couldn't feel bad for himself. Especially when it was his fault that this was happening in the first place. Or so he thought. After much consideration, he finally decided to leave his dorm room to go work out.

Meanwhile, you were shook from your thoughts when you heard a light knock on the door, "Hey, Y/N, you there?"

"Mina?" You stood up and walked to your room door, opening it to see Mina standing in the hallway. You stood back and held the door open, inviting her inside.

"Listen, I know I've said this before but I'm really sorry for the stuff I said-" She sat on your bed and looked at your bedroom floor in a guilty manner as you walked over to sit with her.

"Mina, seriously, I already told you that it's ok! I know you were only trying to help!" You tried to calm her down. She had already apologized to you but it felt like every time you saw her since she would apologize again. She really did feel bad.

"Ah, ok... well, I was wondering if you knew anything about why Katsuki has been avoiding me and the rest of his friends this weekend?" Mina knew why, she just needed to push you in the right direction. To be fair, she didn't exactly know why Bakugou was isolating himself over all of this, so technically she wasn't lying.

"He's been avoiding you? I- uh, I didn't know that, sorry, I haven't talked to him in a little bit," You laughed in a nervous manner. What Mina didn't know was that you had pushed Bakugou away the same day that you and her got into a bit of an argument. 

"Really? But you guys were like, inseparable?" She refrained from using the word 'friends,' just because she was honestly rooting for Bakugou on this one. She knew that he would treat you right like he always did.

"Yeah- well, I kinda said some hurtful things to him, I feel pretty bad. But- he was already distancing himself from me in the first place. And that day when he caught me crying, he was getting so invasive about my personal life. I just feel like things aren't the same between me and him anymore, I thought he was my best friend." You gripped the edge of your bed and let out a breath.

"What are you talking about?" Mina hadn't heard this story yet and was immediately eager to know. She honestly came here to try to convince you to hang out with him but only now was she realizing she didn't fully understand the situation.

"Well, he asked me why I was crying and I told him that I fell. I just said that because I didn't want to put my problems on other people. This happened right after you said all that stuff to me, so I felt like everyone was sick of hearing about it. But after I lied about falling, he told me I was lying because there was no dirt on my hero suit and then he asked me what really happened. I got upset because it was none of his business and I told him to leave me alone. But, the way I said it was really harsh and I feel bad..." You felt a weight leave your shoulders as you finished your little rant.

"Y/N... I don't think he was trying to be invasive, do you think he might've just been trying to look out for you? He really cares about your well being y'know? You mean a lot to him, and that's saying something. You must be really special to get the Katsuki Bakugou to care about you like that. Trust me, he's not like that with me or the dudes, it's just you. And in all honesty, yeah, I have noticed that both of you seem to be drifting apart. But I've also realized that because of it, only bad things have been happening." Mina took a small leap of faith saying all of that.

Tears began to stream down your cheeks as you tried to keep your lip from trembling. Mina immediately noticed and pulled you into a hug, "Oh, Hun-" she rubbed your back while you kept yourself from saying anything for the fear of a sob slipping out.

"Mina! I'm such a horrible p-person! Why didn't I ever consider how Katsuki feels about this?? I'm s-such a bad friend! He was just trying to help me! I don't deserve him!!" You struggled to get the words out of your mouth.

"You're not a bad person, Y/N! You just saw it from a different perspective! Don't look down on yourself like that!" Mina reassured you and continued to try to calm you down.

"Is Katsuki mad at me?" You raised your head to look at her with your tear filled eyes.

"What?? No, believe me, there is no way he's mad at you-" Mina scoffed, thinking about how much she wished you knew.

"I should find time to talk to him tomorrow and apologize. I need to think about what I'm gonna say." You wiped away your tears as you slowly stopped crying.

"That's a good idea. Tell me how it goes?" Mina smiled thinking about how glad Katsuki will be that you went to go talk to him.

"Yeah, I will."

"I'm sure that he will appreciate it." The two of you sat in a comfortable silence before you spoke.

"Y'know, Shinsou finally has time to spend with me. We're gonna hang out tomorrow, I'm gonna go to his dorm for the first time in what feels like forever. Even though it hasn't even been that long," You smiled and kicked your legs off the side of your bed.

"Really?! Oh, Y/N, I'm so glad! Do you think you're gonna tell him about how you feel?" She suggested, not wanting you to get upset but still wanting to put the idea in your head.

"I probably should, I mean, I don't want to feel this way forever," You sighed as your smile faded.

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𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄

I have an idea for a Kirishima x Reader, an Ochako x Reader, AND an Izuku x Reader- Ya'll which one should I do first after I finish this book??

Word Count: 1442

Date Published: 2/2/22

Happy 2/2/22 :D

Date Edited: 2/27/23