Finn's POV

Later that night..

I had spent the day thinking about how to tell Y/n that I am in love with her. I've never told anyone I loved them before, not even my parents. To me this moment had to be perfect, and I'm talking candle lit room with rose peddles. It has to be a memory that won't be forgotten easily. Plus I really want it to be special, especially because we're both going to go our own paths soon. I can't even imagine my days going on without her in them anymore. Y/n has became the backbone to my life, she keeps me going. How will I last a year without her there? My mind started spinning, thoughts running in circles. There has to be another way, I can't do this tour without her. The last time I did a tour it was no where near as big traveling nationally, we only stayed in America. Even during that tour I barely was about to keep my feet on the ground, they say the greatest musicians are bound to become addicts. My last tour I spent most of it drinking and smoking to keep myself away from all the stress. I hadn't thought about it till now, I need to have her with me. I can't do this without her. I have to ask her to come with me.

The doorbell rang and I heard the guys laughing through the door,
When I opened the door they all greeted me and went to the backyard. More people came little by little, I wonder when Y/n and Millie will get here.
"So, is there a reason why you're so quiet?" Jack asks.
"Im not being quiet." I deny.
"The Finn I know would be tipsy an hour before the party starts, then get crossfaded asap." He chuckles.
"I've changed." I shrug with a smirk.
"Changed? I wonder why." Jack says sarcastically.
"I'm in love with her." I smile.
"Trust me I've known since day one, but I'm really happy for you. Have you told her?" He asks.
"No, I'm nervous." I sigh.
"Well I can guarantee she feels the same Finn, it's just going to suck being away for a year." Jack sighs.
"I'm going to ask her to come with me." I blurt out.
"What? Finn that's crazy." Jack gasps.
"How?" I ask.

"You know she has her year planned, what is she going to do being on a tour with you?" He asks.
"Be with me." I say.
Jack sighed, there was a moment of silence.

"I'm not trying to make you upset, I just don't want you to get hurt if she decides not to come. Being with you on this tour will set her back a year on her plans, and coming out as a couple is one thing but being around your fans and the media 24/7. She will be under an insane amount of stress all at once, are you sure she's ready for that kind of commitment? But this is your decision to make, not mine." He says.
What Jack said made me rethink asking her to come, and telling her I love her. As much as I hated to admit it, he's right. But if she says no, that's fine. I'll be understanding, but its worth asking at least. I realized the house was now packed with people and the party was long from ending.
"Thanks for the advice, I'm going to go look for my girlfriend now." I sigh standing up and walking towards the front door.

That's when I saw her, my goddess. Her energy walking into the room is bright. I could really see her happiness in her beautiful smile. She's with Millie and the girls, but when she saw me she immediately gave me a kiss.
"You look, gorgeous doll." I smile looking at her up and down,
"You don't look too bad yourself Wolfhard." Y/n smirks.
"Stealing my attitude?" I whisper in her ear as I pull her closer to me.
"Got a problem with that?" She asks.
"Not at all, I think it's cute." I chuckle.
"Get a room!" Sophia laughs.
"You guys make me feel extremely single." Sadie sighs.
"That's cause you are, and nothings wrong with that." Millie shrugs.
"Hey guys, thanks for coming." I say still holding Y/n by her waist.

"We wouldn't miss it." Sophia smiles.

"Millie and I will still be seeing you." Sadie says.
"Really how?" Y/n asks.
"Were also touring for six months with our modeling agency." Millie says.
"That's great, we should hangout when we're in the same towns sometime." I say.
"Sounds good." Sadie says.
"Now if you excuse me, Im going to go drink away the night." Sophia says walking towards the drinks.
"Not without me." Millie says trying to follow but Y/n grabs her arm,
"Don't drink before you do what we discussed Mil." She says to Millie.
"Not even one?" Millie whines.
"You don't want to be tipsy in that convo." Y/n says.

"Your right, wish me luck." Millie sighs walking towards the backyard.
"What was that about?" I ask.
"Girl things." Y/n smiles.
"Seriously Y/n since when were you such a mom?" Sadie laughs.
"Only when I have to be." Y/n winks.
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Y'all- I'm so sorry I literally ghosted for a fat minute. I am returning! This story is near the end, but don't worry just yet ;) I love y'all so much <3
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