(𝘈/𝘕: 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘴𝘰𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘛𝘩𝘺𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘎𝘰𝘳𝘺𝘢, 𝘴𝘰 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘙𝘦𝘯'𝘴 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘰, 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘗𝘳𝘢𝘦'𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘴.)

『disclaimer; this is going to be super dramatic
it's a Thai drama
we need dramatic shit here』

(trigger warning; panic attack)

e p i s o d e   4

𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗄𝖾𝗇 𝖽𝗈𝗈𝗋.

Ren got of his flight and made his way to P'Mira's house, she didn't know that he had come to France to be with her.

Just as Ren got to her house and knock her door, his mind started wandering around, he kept thinking of the alternate reactions that P'Mira would have given, and he couldn't help but wonder if he wanted her to react in a different way.

He stopped thinking and convinced  himself about it decision, and that it was the right one.

He knocked on her door and waited for her to answer.

"Ren!" P'Mira said excitedly when she saw Ren standing outside. He came in and gave her a hug.

"What are you doing here?" she asked him.

"I followed you here. I want to stay with you." he said happily.

"Really?" she asked, she sounded kind of shocked.

But before Ren could answer his phone started ringing, when he saw who was calling him he immediately picked up.

𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦:

𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘺 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘯

𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳/ 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦

(that was a terrible contact name lmao)
(left is Prae, right is Ren)

did you reach?

are you with P'Mira?

yeah, just now.
(he turns the camera and shows, P'Mira's face who waves at Praepailin)

Sawasdee Phi
(she starts waving like a crazy person)

Sawasdee Prae! I'll let you too talk now.
(and with that she left. Ren went to his room in P'Mira's house.)

How did she react?

I don't know, she seemed happy.

that's good! right?

(Ren nods)
What time is it there?

1 am, what about there?

7 pm

what are you planning tomorrow?

I don't know, I'm still not used to the time change. I'll probably sleep most of the time.
(yawns)

hmm
(yawns)

why aren't you sleeping?

well someone had to make sure you landed and stuff rigtht?
(she grinned)

you should get some sleep too. you look tired.

you do too

and in no time both of them fell asleep still on facetime.

-x-

Praepailin's was forced out of her slumber because of the sunlight hitting directly at her face.

She groaned sleepily and started looking for her phone which was right next to her.

"Ayy shiaa!" she said lazily when she saw her phone which was still on facetime.
She saw Ren's sleeping figure sleeping peacefully.

Both of them had fallen asleep on facetime countless times. It was like every Wednesday.
She saw what time it was in France and realised it was still 4 am there so she cut the call and let him sleep.

-x-

It was about 3 pm and Praepailin was supposed to get lunch with MJ but he randomly bailed on her.

So she got herself McDonalds and ate in her car.

She didn't really like driving her car around so everday she would tag along with her brother.

She was peacefully eating in her car when her phone started vibrating

𝘪𝘔𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘨𝘦

𝘙𝘦𝘯𝘯𝘺 4 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘭

(Ren is left, Prae is right)

(that was kinda a marvel based contact name. did anyone get it?)

i'm bored

what the hell am i supposed to do?

wyddd?

i was peacefully eating
before someone interupted me

...

what? am i supposed to ask you?

...

ugh, fine wyd?

P'Mira's working

i. am. bored.

and well i'm

cAusE yOu So aNnOYinG

i know you love me

ugh you wish

🎵tell me you love me
tell me you love meee🎵

5555+

did you eat yet?

nope
wt r u eating?

ttyl!

peace!

-x-

"What's got you smiling like that?" P'Mira asked Ren when she saw him smiling sweetly.

"I was just messing with Prae.
Are you done for the day?"

P'Mira nodded, and she sat down on the couch next to Ren.

-x-

"Come on! One date!" Begged MJ.

"Absolutely not." Praepailin spat.

"He really likes you! I know him too, he's not a catfish!" MJ kept bugging.

"Who are we talking about?" Kavin joined in on their conversation.

"You remember Andrew Wachirawit Ruangwiwat?" MJ asked Kavin.

(omg i just did that hahaha
did you guys recognise the last namessss? )

"Of course! That guy is loaded, he wants to go out with Prae?" Kavin asked with a mindblown expression.

"Hey! why are you so surprised?" Praepailin hit Kavin's hand.

"You have to say yes!"

"No!"

"That guy is loaded!" MJ and Kavin started pestaring Praepailin.

"Get out of my room! you two are idiots!" Praepailin groaned.

"It can help you get over Voldemort" said Kavin not getting out of her room

"Ren's not Voldemort! and maybe I don't want to get over him!"

"You should!"

"Nuh huh!"

"Yuh Huh!"

"Nuh huh!"

"Yuh Huh!"

-x-

"Where are we going?" Praepailin asked MJ and Kavin.
Thyme was taking all of them somewhere. The boys shrugged an answer.

"It's just that Gorya and I are dating" screamed Thyme and Praepailin face palmed herself.

Gorya's face was shook, it was like 'who is this weirdo, where did he come from.' face.

"Does anyone gave a problem?" screamed Thyme.

The saving everyones ass trio all looked at each other sharing a 'is he for real' look.

"Are you nuts?? what dati-" before Gorya could finish Thyme cut her off.

"And I've canceled Gorya's red card."

"Well at least one good thing came out of it" Praepailin thought.

The plastic's faces were meme worthy.

"Cancel means cancel" continued Thyme, "got it?" he looked around people.

Then he put his hand on top of Gorya's head, "It means, going forward, Gorya is off- limits. Ok?" he screamed again.

"Why is he so loud. Why do always get stuck with loud people"  though Praepailin.

"As promised" he told Gorya calmly.

He was only ever like that with Gorya. It made Praepailin happy that someone could actually make her brother happy and make him a better person at the same time.

"But the date" Gorya fought back.

"Woow, the date?" MJ screamed and made his way to Thyme. Praepailin and Kavin following his action with smirks on their faces.

"This is big" said MJ.

"Let's take this conversation to the canteen" said Kavin.

"Yess food! and so that we can have a long talk" added Praepailin.

"Let's go" all of them said together.

Thyme grabbed Gorya's hand and Gorya grabbed Hanna's hand and they were dragged to the canteen.

Praepailin put her hands on Kavin's shoulder and jumped, he caught her with a grunt. "To the canteen!" she said in a British accent. The two boys laughed at her childishness.

By the time they probably reached the canteen there would have been hundreds, if not thousands of tweets about Thyme calling Gorya his girlfriend.
which again is super unrealistic.

-x-

"You caused a big commotion here, Ai Thyme." Kavin told Thyme.

"A commotion all right, like I don't have enough headaches at home already." said an angry Gorya and sat back with a sigh, and Hanna turned around to leave, but Kavin stopped her.

"Are you still afraid of us?" MJ said in a friendly tone, "please don't" and asked for her name.

"My name is Hanna Kha" she introduced.

Kavin snooped in to look at her full name written on her book, "Vidalha Malakarn."

"sounds familiar" Praepailin thought.

And that's when Praepailin zoned out.

-x-

She was brought out of when when she heard Gorya's scream.

"You can believe whatever you want. Come on Hanna, let's go to class" Gorya started dragging Hanna.

"Where are you going? Finish the story" Thyme told Gorya.

"What story?" asked Praepailin.

"Did you zone out again?" MJ asked her while she just shrugged.

-x-

After school Praepailin hung out at the terrace for a few hours before she finally decided to go home.

P'Tia was still home, she would probably help their Mae avoid any arguements.

-x-

When she reached her house she texted Thyme to see if he was in, but he told her he was at Gorya's house.

"wow, this boy actually likes her" thought Praepailin.

With that thought she entered the house and slowly closed the door so that she doesn't interupt her Mae.

when she was making her way upstairs she heard faint noises... yelling.

"Please treat her better! she doesn't show it but everyone can tell how hurt she is most of the time! she's just a child, she doesn't deserve your hatred! you know this isn't her fault! please be nicer!" she heard P'Tia yell.

"Who was she talking about?" Praepailin thought as she slowly went towards the voice source and hid so no one sees her.

Praepailin saw P'Tia and their Mae arguing.

"Why do you care, why can't you mind your own business." Mae spat back.

"She's my sister! How can you treat her like that!"

"She lives under my roof! I gave her everything! she should be grateful that I didn't throw her out!"

Praepailin softly gasped.

"She's still your daughter!" P'Tia said tear-eyed.

"No! she is not my child. I only have two children, you and Thyme. That girl is just a burden that I have to raise."

"How can you say that?" P'Tia yelled.

Praepailin stood outside and listened to her mother and sister yell at eachother.
She heard things that she never thought she would in her life.
She knew how bitter her mother was towards her.
But never in a million years she thought she own mother would not consider her as a daughter.
She stood there, not knowing the biggest secret of her life.
Which she would soon find out and it would break her heart.

"Why can't I say that? She's not anything to me." their mother replied in her usual calm tone.

"You are a terrible person"

"Oh no, a terrible person would leave that abomination to rot. If I didn't I take her in." their mother raised her voice.

"took me in?"Praepailin thought.

"She is not my daughter. We only took her in cause even her mother didn't want her." their mother continued.

"Do you really think it's her fault that Por cheated on you?" P'Tia asked their mother.

"No, but she's the constant reminder of my failed marrige."

"I'm someone else's daughter?"

"You should be glad I didn't throw her away. I gave her all the luxury, put food on her table."

Praepailin couldn't take it anymore. It was happening again. Her heard was beating so fast, it was like it would explode. Her hands were shaking like crazy. Her breathing was not normal.

She couldn't help but yelp out.
Which caused her sister to come out look for the source of noise.

"Nong," P'Tia saw her sister crying and shaking. She tried coming close to her to show some comfort but was unsuccessful.

Praepailin ran towards the front door and got on one of the cars.

"Kavin's house." she told the driver.

She took off before P'Tia could follow and talk to her.

-x-

She saw someone walking out the door, she didn't too much about it.

Her panic attack hadn't stopped yet, and she still crying and shaking.

The girl saw Praepailin sitting in Kavin's lawn crying, a concerned look was on her face. She ran towards Praepailin.

"Phi kha, are you okay? should I call P'Kavin for you?" asked the girl and Praepailin could only nod.

The girl quickly went inside and called Kavin.

-x-

Kavin and MJ were looking at Kavin's phone when Kanning ran inside and screamed, "P'Kavin!"

"What's wrong Taw Lek?" he asked Kanning.

"There's someone outside, she doesn't look like she's in good shape. I think she's looking for you."

They immediately ran outside and saw Praepailin shaking.

"Shia, Ai Prae!" Kavin ran towards her and sat on the lawn.

When sat down he immediately pulled her into his embrace.

"Mai pen rai, everything's fine" even though Kavin didn't know what was going on he had to tell her something.

MJ sat down too and rubber her back. Praepailin's face was buried in Kavin's chest and was still sobbing.

MJ saw Kanning who just stood there awkwardly "We'll take care of her, thankyou for calling us, do you want me to get someone to drop you off?" he asked Kanning nicely.

Kanning kindly refused and left.

"What's wrong?" Kavin asked Praepailin calmly.

"I'm not her daughter." she mumbled while sobbing.

Her panic attack was still not gone, she was still struggling to breath and was hiccuping.

Kavin slowly made her stand and with the help of MJ they took her inside his house.

"Call Thyme" mumbled Kavin and MJ nodded.

He sat her in his couch in his room and sat next to her.

She was squeezing his forearm gently to help with her panic attack, which was not going away anytime soon.

MJ came back with one of those stress reliving balls and handed it to Praepailin.

When her panic attack stopped she got tired and slowly fell asleep on Kavin's shoulder.

-x-

Kavin and MJ were silently conversing about what Praepailin had told them but they were interrupted by a loud knock on the door.

One of the househelp person let a very scared Thyme inside, who was told that all of them were in Kavin's room so he ran there as fast as he could.

"What the hell happened?" Thyme asked the two boys silently when he saw his twin sister sleeping on Kavin's shoulder, her face tear stained.

"She only said "I'm not her daughter" we don't know what's happening" said MJ.

Kavin slowly picked Praepailin up and put her in his bed and covered her with blankets.
He motioned the boys to go outside so that they can talk.

"I think you should call P'Tia. I've seen her get panic attacks, but this one was so much different. It was so much worse."

Thyme was in the verge of tears, but nodded and called P'Tia in no time.

The boys who were also extremely anxious and concerned about Praepailin and tapped Thyme shoulder for some comfort.

𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨

𝘗'𝘛𝘪𝘢

(left is P'Tia, right is Thyme)

Thyme? is Prae with you?

what happened to her? what's wrong?

It's a lot to explain and I would rather do it face to face. Where are you two now?

she's sleeping now, we are in Kavin's house. She fell asleep crying.
what's wrong P'Tia, they said it wasn't like  the last times, this time it was so much worse.

Listen to me carefully, I'll tell you everything tomorrow.
But... Prae is our half sister.
Por cheated on Mae a few months before they had you.
They told you two that you were twins so that the media doesn't speculate anything out of the ordinary. 

WHAT? THAT MAKES NO SENSE!
(Thyme is screaming)

I'll tell you two everything tomorrow Phi Sanyya (I promise)

mmm

-x-

"So...?" MJ asked Thyme after he finished the call.

"She and I are not twins."

『𝖺/𝗇; 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖽𝗋𝖺𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗂𝖼 𝗅𝗆𝖺𝗈𝗈

𝖺𝖺𝖺𝗇𝖽, 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗂𝖽𝗇'𝗍 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗐𝗁𝗈'𝗌 𝗀𝗈𝗇𝗇𝖺 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝗒 𝖠𝗇𝖽𝗋𝖾𝗐 𝖶𝖺𝖼𝗁𝗂𝗋𝖺𝗐𝗂𝗍... 𝗂𝗍'𝗌 𝖢𝗁𝗂𝗆𝗈𝗇!!

𝖨 𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾𝖽 𝗁𝗂𝗆 𝖠𝗇𝖽𝗋𝖾𝗐 𝖼𝗎𝗓 𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖠𝗇𝖽𝗋𝖾𝗐 𝗂𝗇 𝖻𝗅𝖺𝖼𝗄𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗉𝖺𝗂𝗋𝖾𝖽 𝗎𝗉 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗇𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇 𝖫𝗈𝗏𝖾!

𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒, 𝗁𝖾'𝗌 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗀𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾 𝗍𝗋𝗈𝗎𝖻𝗅𝖾!

𝗂 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄 𝗂'𝗅𝗅 𝖽𝗈 𝖺 𝖿𝖾𝗐 𝖿𝗂𝗅𝗅𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝗍𝗈𝗈, 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗆 𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝖿𝖿 𝗅𝗈𝗅.』

thankyou for readin!

aand, he's just so cute