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Warning: Vulgar words. (I mean I often use curse on the book)

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"and why him? Is there specific reason beside the pink string?"

----Yukimiya Kenyu---

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In Blue Lock you could only sense your sleep cycle diminishing.

Often time it is Nagi who clung on you or you wake up holding Reo, the only good thing for you is Kurona.

He sleep without moving much and his hair is soft enough to snuggle. Easy to pick him up and perfect size to just hold him.

And then there was Rin who slept beside you when you woke up this morning. You make sure he slept first tonight.

So he won't come to you again without catching you off guard.

But Tonight it was different. While you hug the pillow on your right.

You could hear Rin shift in his bed as if he is having a bad dream.

He moan and groan in pain as he mutter in his sleep as if he is trying to reach someone.

He toss and turn as if trying to get away from something.

You let out a sighed and walk to his bed. Noticing his expression been so much like he had nightmare.

Your hand touch his forehead as gently slide up to his head massaging his scalp as his moment stop and relaxes.

He smile on his sleep which was first as you never really saw him smile.

"Niisan" he mutter as he hold your hand that was on his head bring it down to his face snuggling in to it.

"...Don't leave me, niisan"

'Does he have a sibling problem with Sae? Probably that guy have change a lot in just short amount of time. Thank goodness I left that team before it affect my mentality.' You let out a sigh of relief.

Your eyed stare at Rin that sleep peacefully, his eyes been close make you notice how long his eye lashes were.

Well compare to Sae, Rin seems to have one less Eyelash. But he have soft skin you will say and his hair is soft too.

You still recall the days you will wake up from the smell of hair spray after you comment his front hair look like someone had a bad haircut of sort.

He will spray it up after that day. You brush it off as the other mention it too so its not your fault right?

And beside that guy is too much sometimes after he became your midfielder.

-----past-

It have been months or a year by that he switch his position to Midfielder as he often get bench because of inability to score on time.

At first you talk to him just fine just snarky remarks with evil smirk as if you are been mocking or sarcastic which may be true but you do sometimes say.

"Oh? You are not half bad"

Or like "hmm, you are quick to catch on that's good at least one of you knows to listen"

Okay maybe you are rude but that's what you choose as Ryouzen complete opposite of how you act at home or schools.

Either way The coach end up assigning you who is so great in their eyes that they force you to every match and won't let you rest.

To partner with him, Itoshi Sae.

Replacing the one who you are comfortable to work.

"Your hair bang is weird as if someone doesn't know what a scale is" you said one time and the other was when he was trying to wipe his forehead but the sticky hair stuck on his forehead.

You handed him a clip it was a cupcake teal coloured cream clip as his eyes widen when you just throw it on his lap. "Don't make that bangs be the reason of your faulty passes" you simply left.

Yet he doesn't really care what you said does he... And then that day he confront you one day.

You were tired from the match as you sat on the bench wipe the sweat off.

You hear the door open as your eyes flick to the teal eyes that seems annoyed.

"Ryouzen"

"Hmm?"

"Why won't you receive the pass today? And why did you talk about to coach?"

You look at him with an annoyed expression, "I am tired of your passes it is too troublesome. So I told coach for him to let you train with other strikers of team"

His eyes widen slightly and frown, "you could have told me I could make-"

"Adjustment? That's why you are going to work it out with other striker for time been when I am not around"

"Where are you going?" He ask with narrowed eyebrow his frown was present as you drink the water from water bottle.

"Home"

"Huh? You can't just leave their is still matches to be continued and... How long?"

"For probably two weeks?"

"Why do you often go home like that? Aren't you worried of your career?"

"Not really. All I care is my mother health"

He went quiet as you just stood up. "Itoshi"

His eyes flick to your as your eyes narrowed, "are you so prideful to work for others?".

As a visible mocking smirk appear on your lips as you lean to his ear, kept a hand on his shoulder. You could feel him tense, "or are you perhaps so attach to me as your striker? That will be quiet a shameful and truly suffocating for me"

"What...?"

"That pass you did earlier was the worse feeling I ever got." You simply said that and left.

If you remember correctly after you return back you notice his bangs was now style back with the help of hair spray but it result on your suffocation.

"What the fuck is wrong with you!" You exclaimed closing your nose as he glance at you while styling his hair back.

"Huh?"

"You know what never mind just don't use the hair spray here go somewhere the bathroom or anything" you left to bathroom to fresehn up.

He literally destroy your sweet morning with the smell of hair spray.

Staying with him was suffocating. No it wasn't at first. You find him as friend but the more you stayed the more suffocating he became.

"Ryouzen." He said in monotone tone.

"Ryouzen!" He shouted especially if he is annoyed.

"Ryou...zen?" He sound confused or doesn't get what you mean.

"Ryouzen..." He is hesistant.

"Ryouzen...!" Desperate tone of his.

"Ryouzen!!" When he seems happy it happens while you both were newly acquainted and became slight friend.

You could recall every time he call your name. You don't know why he act like that anymore. Unlike to others he often tried to practice with you. Follow you around. In dorm is like a suffocation as his eyes analyse on you as if you are a football he need to decipher on the game you can't even play games properly because of it.

"Ryouzen"

"What?!" You snapped as he flinch stopping on his steps. His eyes narrows confused on why you seems angry. You won the match after Coach assign you. You prove yourself again you scored. No on can catch up to you. Though he doesn't like the idea when you switch your team in practice with other midfielder.

He didn't understood why you were glaring at him, did he do something wrong again? He swore he pass it to you in perfection.

He didn't get it does he? You knew. He was too much. The passes and all were perfect. Instead the pass and all doesn't really matter to you as long as you score. And have someone compete with you block your way make you think but no. Today victory felt like nothing and was empty. It has been two years now.

(Let's make it that he is staying in Spain for 5 years as every age here in fanfic is one year added. And Sae is 19 in U-20. Kaiser age stay the same and all)

"Where are you going?"

"To smoke, drink and end my life I suppose? Where do you think I will go you! You! Bubblegum hair" you exclaimed annoyed of the result as he stood there with a frown.

"Huh?"

You knew if you stayed in this team, this country. You feel annoyed of been oppressed. You don't care about winning or maybe you do. But your first priority was to find some kind of thrill while you played.

"I'm quitting the team" you announce alarming him.

"What kind of nonsense is that? World cup will be approaching near you can't just leave. You are one of the best striker"

"And? I'm not even in the starting line because they think I will ruin the momentum of the game"

He became quiet as he knows the teams coach often suppress them to show the best. Though it is to win to sustain your stamina.

"It is for your own good you are still around my age... Maybe a year or two older but you are still growing it must be because of that they don't want to"

'Did he just assume I am older then him? Tch' you just sigh and take a deep breath making him relief you will finally think clearly but no. You didn't.

You just left without a word. The last time he saw you.

When he return to his dorm room he notice all your stuff was gone.

He assume there will be shift of dormmates but no.

The next day the coach was annoyed of your departure with the guy your coach. Who bring you here.

You left without hesistation.

Now that you think it was rude of you to just leave. But you didn't really care. It was suffocating...

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You snapped back to reality as you take away your hand which his eyebrow squint together at the lack of contact yet still fall asleep soundly.

You went to your bed again to sleep while hug the pillow.

'Maybe I could tell them to change room' you thought to self while drift of to sleep.

You don't want to think of your past. Nor you want to think about the future.

For now. You just need sleep.

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'This fucke-' you thought to self while Rin somehow have the audacity to sleep beside you again.

'Is it me or is it an Introvert thing?' You thought to self as you recall how Nagi just clung to you to sleep now you are dealing with this guy.

His eyes slightly opens with half lifted eyes he stare at you.

"Why are you here?" You simply ask as he quickly back away and stood up.

Before he ran to bathroom and ignore your question you hold his wrist.

"Rin"

"..." He stood there not looking at you as you stand up from the bed and grip his face with one hand for him to face you.

You need answer for why this guy is sleeping in the bed as if it is the most normal thing.

"I... Just... "

"You had nightmares?"

"..."

"Ah... I see.." You thought for a moment, "you sleep with your brother like that" you let go of his wrist as he stare at you with widen eyes as you pat his shoulder.

"I get it you are using my body warm to reciprocate how you feel safe with your brother! My what a cute sibling bond.!" You said and left to bathroom first leaving him standing there. With slight anger that you just bring out his past but confusion too.

"...huh?"

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"If I am not wrong you are playing tomorrow aren't you?" You asked as Yukimiya nodded while you both hold your tray of food.

"Yeah. We will be against team A."

"Ahh it will be quiet nerve wrecking isn't it?"

"Yeah... Since we don't know what type of teammate we will get. And regardless to show our worth it will be quiet difficult" Yukimiya said with a soft smile as you smile back.

"I'm sure you will do just fine, Yukimiya"

"Yeah. Beside it... It must be a thrill to win yesterday match"

"Ah yes it was it kinda shock me how Chigiri able to work it out. He sure is fast."

"It was shocking I saw the match too and the fact how you anaylse the timing. You even block Isagi fast attack which normally people can't at that speed of ball"

You awkwardly chuckle embarrassed of the compliment as you both eat breakfast while the others sat around staring at you two.

'I want to end their peace but at the same time I don't' thoughts were echoes there.

"Sei he?"

"Ah he is still asleep"

"It must be troublesome for you to work it out with him isn't it?"

"Yeah..."

"You haven't slept well?"

"Yeah... I suppose as at night Karasu and him often have slight long conversation" he said with a awkward smile recall how they both were having a debate on something which he doesn't care. Well it was your favourite music and their theories of what place you will like to hang out around..

He doesn't really understand the calm collected Karasu losing his cool because of Nagi.

"Heh... Do you want to change room?"

"I wish I could. I will prefer sleeping alone if that keep up... And it have only been two nights" Yukimiya sighed as the others nod not wanting to stay on same room with the other minus Rin who just chew his food in silence been hog around by Shidou the audacity to ask him if you tied him on bed and brag about how you hold him at night.

Tied his mouth with cloth making him beg for you. Which is not wrong he beg for you to release him. But one time you did and the next he jump to sleep with you leading him to get a punch from you knocking him out cold.

Rin just bark back in annoyance to not disturb him and how disgusting his thoughts are to say that about you.

"You delusional lukewarm cockroach!"

"Me too. I was thinking if we have rotation of roommates and rooms" you said catching each of their ears to hear as Yukimiya nod.

"I agree that way we can communicate to other and understand more. Not as friend but as in rival perspective"

"Right?? Beside in during game we are enemies or rivals to destroy the other but outside game we should have proper human interaction or else we will really lose our sanity"

"I agree"

"Ah can I sleep with You then?"

"But how shall we switch the room and roommates?"

Rin frowned more at the thought yet he stay quiet.

"Why not every third days we rotate our roommates first. Like Shidou and Nagi"

"No!" Seems like Nagi already came to the room head on the table but quickly exclaimed while stare at you two he sat on the upfront chair.

"Oh hell nah!"

"Y/n and Karasu and Nagi?"

"Uh that sound okay"

"Or only me" you simply just add as they agree to make rotation.

Rin frown as he only have one more night with you.

Why did you even came with that idea?

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Yukimiya doesn't really get it he will say. His focus is in soccer but he assume his secondary interest is modeling so he have no room to judge.

"After blue lock... And if I fail to become striker hmm... I will just marry y/n" Nagi said while playing game as Karasu smile stiffen while he mutter out, "you are a burden of. a husband for him."

Yukimiya awkwardly smile "and why him? Is there specific reason beside the pink string?"

"Hmm...? He take of me... He cook for me when my parent aren't at home. Well I just let him carry me to his house and eat with his parents for dinner, breakfast or lunch"

"Huh?"

"You let him carry you?"

"Yeah his house is upstairs of mine. I even sleep with him on his bed." Nagi said glance up at them both with a satisfied look and small smirm faintly present when he notice Karasu stiffen form.

"Ah.. That's really something" Yukimiya knew things are going downhill again.

"Why do you hog around him don't you know consent?"

"Ehh? I do consent him to eat me up but he doesn't. I guess he will do it after marriage"

"What's that suppose to mean? He would rather fuck me then you"

"You? Heh you won't even able to take his size"

"Shut up!"

Yukimiya just cover his ears to sleep as he doesn't want to hear them talk about love making with you.

'Just tonight tomorrow I can... Right tomorrow I will be staying with Aida together... Is that the reason why they are glaring at me?' Yukimiya find his own burial with their stare.

'Well I suppose Aida-san is the calmest one at least... And even Rin I hope...'

(Save this guy, From Shidou when time comes comment P to save him)

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"That goal of Senpai and red head was so cool!" Nanase add while seated on the monitor room as Isagi nod.

"Yeah it took me by surprise... It still kinda make me wonder how quick Aida-san is."

"Ya know, I didn't expect them to score either" As Hiori take a seat as Isagi nod.

"After this is B and C right?" Nanase ask as Isagi nodded.

"Aida-san is fairly close with Nagi and Reo" Isagi add as Nanase blink twice and thrice.

"Really? Are they in argument?" Nanase ask as Isagi blink thrice.

"What do you mean?"

"They barely talk to each other"

As Isagi went shock, "huh?" As he recall how Reo just kept an arm around you dragging you with him saying Nagi is been throwing tantrum again.

"Say Nanase who is Y/n-kun close with?" Hiori ask as Nanase eyes lit up to speak about you.

"Senpai is closest with Kurona"

"Kurona?" Isagi look confused at the new name as Nanase nod. "Kurona Ranze.! Senpai always hug Kurona while they sleep together"

Silence felt over as Hiori and Isagi stare at him as if he grew another head.

"W-wait what do you mean?" Isagi ask with slightly fluster face as Nanase nod.

"I sleep with Reo-san in the bunker bed as Senpai and Kurona slept up".

" why? Can't they ya sleep on ya know separate?" Hiori ask with stiff smile

"Ah that's because Shidou-san is tied up with one bed we get from points."

"Tied up?"

"Senpai tied him up every night"

They glance at each other as an image form.

'Tied up? Like huh?' Isagi thought of that Shidou guy been tied up in bed. Like how you eventually does.

While Hiori imagine you hold Shidou down on bedpost with an evil grin which kinda make his heartbeat quicken at the thought of your dominating side. But a sore taste build up in thought of you tying someone up and look at them with love.

"Yeah! He always try to sleep with Senpai.! I remember Reo-san mention he was given a chance to sleep without tied up yet he jump to sleep with Senpai, lead Senpai to punch him and knock him down".

" p-punch him to knock him down? How strong is Aida-san"

"Oh. Yeah I am not shock. Last time he even take out some gang when we three were cornered by some gang" Hiori add recalling how you take care of the thugs easily.

Karasu just clap seeing how you beat the hell up of the people who try to touch the three of you.

While Hiori was amaze and strangely mesmerized.

"Eh??" Isagi sweatdrop and kinda a bit alarmed as Nanase eyes twinkle, "Senpai always help me and guide me on where to improve and he always pat my head when I did well"

They went quiet again as they could imagine your smile and praising them with your hand atop of their head.

"Yoichi, you scored magnificently, you devoured us all" you said in his