A:n- this consist of the past of y/n with the characters who he knows in past.
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(This song remind me of them)
Kแดษดษชษขแดแดษช สแดษดsแดแดแด. POV.
The clang was heard as I threw it away in the dustbin.
And walk ahead... Recalling the past.
The first time I met y/n was during Kindergarten... Well more earlier as since birth I will say? Though I get to know him more as classmate.
He is attentive as our way were somewhat same way to school. He always wait for me.
I suppose that was the reason why I always get there early so he won't wait for me.
He... Always get surround by people. Elders or around our age.
My eyes always look up at him who get certificate for winning in sports to literature.
I admire him. A lot.
"What are ya playing?" That was the first time we first talk as I told him about soccer. His hand hold basketball yet he ask me if he can play.
He never touch the soccer ball so I taught him..
He was fun. Very fun to be with.
And then I notice... He never really became close with others beside me..
From walking together to staying in same bench row to playing together.
My world start revolving around y/n.
"Rensuchi!" He shouted my name as I notice the ball came to me as I kick it.
We fist pump with a grinned.
That was the first time I felt alive. Winning. Winning with him was fun.
"Heroes are so cool don't you think?" I said to him as he watch me play around seemingly trying to fight invisible force. That still make me shy of my antics.
Well truth be told he was my only friend I couldn't really cal the others my friend who came to me for y/n.
But I was glad he thought of me as friends.
In elementary school years was fun, y/n was the captain in short amount of time. But his schedules became far worse because of his grandmother.
I don't like his grandmother.
She always make y/n stay at home and learn classes he doesn't like. Especially taking advantage of the fact y/n parents are working so they can't pay attention.
"Does it hurt?" I ask as I applied ointment as he just smile saying it doesn't.
Though he winches when I applied the cream.
The bruises from wood scale.
"Why don't you tell your parents about it?" I asked as he shrug saying he doesn't want his parents to worry over besides his grandmother just want best.
Best? Is that why you thrive so much?
To be top? Is it fun?
Was it fun...?
No. It isn't. Because you don't seem like it for.
One day I told his parents before y/n stop me. They were horrified finding that the grandmother abuses you while dumping extra classes and even stop you from playing soccer at one point.
And I was happy that we left the soccer team that got disbanded. Though we play around in street soccer play.
I couldn't catch up to him.
I just couldn't. It frustrate me.
But I couldn't really blame anyone. I knew I have to get strong better at it.
I like y/n a lot.
A lot...
Then why did fate take him away from me?
"Yeah... You have a soulmate" I mutter as I stop my tears. My hart felt like it was going to break to piece.
'That red thing. Why. Why did it come to our friendship. Is it an indication that... Y/n will.... Never reciprocate my feelings?' I thought to myself while clench my hand into a fist.
It hurts... A lot.
But... You didn't really care. I notice perhaps you find it suffocating? Maybe... I will make sure to protect him.
To protect him as it is hero duty to protect his comrade...
If the soulmate ever hurt him. I will make sure they pay.
And they did. They hurt you.
The black string. I suppose.
The red was gone.
You don't really care but I knew you were slightly hurt over the fact they just... Break it off while bonding to each other...
But it doesn't matted what matter is you are here. And I will be sure to make you happiest person even if it meant you stay with someone else. I won't. I won't let anything or someone break you. Y/n
But... We got separated.
"Kanagawa?"
"Yeah"
I couldn't help but cry out as I hold on him. He pat my back holding back his tears.
I will miss him I knew I will.
"Y/n!"
His steps stops when he was leaving. As his parents went ahead.
"Take it..." As I open my palm that I was clench the thing on.
His eyes widen stare at the ring.
"What's this?"
"A promise ring"
"Huh?"
"That we promise to the other to become the greatest player one day... And let's have a match."
"Huh..."
"Promise me y/n, That you won't give away the match if one day it happens."
He nod as he clench the ring on his palm.
"But what about you?"
He quickly took out his keey chain hook that was round and hand it to me.
Making me laugh at his antic but nod.
"Don't give up either, Rensuchi!"
"Yeah... I won't y/n"
"... And Rensuchi"
"..."
"This ring with me... I will give it to that who I know will become the greatest striker"
"...!?!"
"So... Become one alright?"
"Yeah!"
"Promise?"
"Promise"
We both fist pump, with a smile present on both of our lips as he left leaving me to stand there.
With a determine look.
'Let's become great football players one day... Y/n!'
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My eyes open. Recalling the past as I adjust my eyes on the darkness.
My whole body feel like it was going to break from exhaustion.
I walk to the dustbin noticing the ring as I pick it up.
Clench on my palm as I shove it on my pocket.
'...I will become the best. Like we promise. Y/n"
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Nแดษขษช Sแดษชsสษชสแดแด Pแดแด
I often hear about soulmate string portray in games. Where two players are randomly choose and got married in game. It happen once a month and they get great rewards.
My eyes lit up as I finally got chosen with another player and married getting the reward.
I heat a knock on my door as I went out noticing a boy with h/c hair he was... Pretty. He handed me the bowl as out finger touched.
I kept the bowl as I stare at the string then at him. I feel happy. More then happy of the game event I won.
"We are soulmate?"
"Huh?"
"So you belong to me and I belong to you?" I ask as he shook his head. "No I don't"
I didn't care I just cling on him.
It was first time. I got something I wanted... He carried me to his family.
He live above my apartment which reassure me that we won't be separate.
I snuggle on the nape of his neck. My hold on him tightens when I learn he have another soulmate.
I could just sleep on him.
It was nice to hold someone like this... Without been push away. I never got to hug my parents like this.
And y/n parents were welcoming. I ended up going to their house more... Well I just sleep with y/n if I don't feel like moving after dinner.
I like the feeling he hold me while we sleep it was comforting.
"I'm leaving for Germany"
"Are you going for long?" I ask holding on him which he said it was going to be a month.
"Can't I come with you?"
"Your parents are here you should spend time with them"
"..."he refuse to take me this time.
Why I wonder.
He always take me to his trip with his family. Though most of time I let him carry me around.
It was nice... And I don't want to lose him.
" y/n... Please come back" I mutter holding my pillow. I knew I was suffocating him been too clingy. I can't help it. I never really got friends no. I don't make one.
But this fate brought us together even if I am just a pink string.
I missed him I couldn't bear to stay apart for a month.
"Y/n... Can you talk to me while I sleep?" I ask keeping the phone close to my ear.
"Please... My parents left early..." I mutter out as he agree to speak to me while I doze of to sleep.
That was the only thing that kept me asleep, his voice.
I want to video chat but he doesn't really agreed to do so.
It was suffocating without him...
The pillow was the only sort of comfort and I couldn't sleep at night.
When he return I clung to him. He didn't protest.
I didn't left him the whole day except for bathroom he push me out before I protest.
"Seems like you both are getting close"
I nod at his mother comment. His parents were nice. They cook for me let me stay with y/n. The only problem was school.
I learn he was going to Hakuho high.
It took me a while, studying with him. I didn't want to study but since he was there I tried.
And I end up able to achieve it with great marks.
It was first time I hear y/n praise me for getting good grades.
I don't even try. Only pass mark was goal often but hearing y/n praise me it kinda make me happy. I do got more then pass mark later on but it doesn't matter for me.
He carry me to school in bicycle. And home together.
I want to be everywhere he goes but... I guess he doesn't want that.
He get surrounded easily... I don't like one bit.
But at least we got to eat lunch together at rooftop. I always wait for him by the steps of first floor for him to carry me.
I barely know what he likes. But I was so happy we played games together.
I start to developed more and more and wonder how it will be to be with him forever like how y/n parents are always together. When the husband come home and all.
I just stare at the movies of how the person kiss the other or intimate things. I just watch it all when I am bored not caring if it is adult one. I didn't know it... But now I do...
I wanted him to kiss me like that care for me like that. Is that too much to ask for?
Can't we officially get married as I am staying at his house often.
"Y/n..." I hugged him as I know he is physically here with me but... His attention was never on me for long.
I don't like it one bit. Why did fate make me pink string. Why don't you bonded with me...
"I love you." I muttef while clung on his waist while my face burried on his chest. While he was asleep. My eyes flick up staring at him asleep.
I crawl up to him.
As I lean closer to his face. But I stop myself to let my desire to go. My hand parted his hair strains that covered his face.
My head on his shoulder as I snuggle on him.
"Stay.. Please."
I love him... He is mine. I belong to him and so he does.
Why can't he just. Accept him. Like how i just accept it?
I love him. I love him.
I know I am to clingy to him. But it is suffocation for me without him. Especially knowing he will choose someone else.
I don't want that. I don't want to be taken away from the dream it gave.
In selection I could see you far away from me. I couldn't be with you. It hurts.
I don't like been away from you. And after all those days without you why don't you give me attention.
Do you have to touch me to make you notice me? Love me more ? Care for me more? I am selfish I know you have been... There for me and I know you deserve someone better unlike me.
Someone who is so lazy to move around lose interest easily.
Someone who make you happy not uncomfortable...
But I can't help it. I can't stand without you. You are like a game that make me so addicted over the fact I can't win the level.
I just want you to hold me...
"Y/n please..." I snuggle on your neck while my hand clench on your back shirt. "Tell me you won't leave me."
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Bแดแดสษชสแด แดแดษขแดสแด. POV
The first time we both met in middle school . he approach me first despite people avoid me.
I knew him. He was top class from the class. From music to studies you were perfect. And beside what will it even bring for you both if one day you both meet you will just think as fleeting memory so will he.
But no. The netting make much more.
We start playing and training it was first time someone was happy with me. Friends with me.
He doesn't like talking about soulmate I could see make me wonder why.
I Want the soulmate string because that way you will be with me right? I like you a lot.
He often banned classes as teacher just ignore it because you are great at studies.
A genius.
There were time you both break rules, play together and even make painting together.
It was fun. I forget my monster sometimes who doesn't mind while y/n and I get along pretty well.
And in high school we went separate. I could not go to Hakuho because I was bad in studies.
We always chatted and I was thrilled to see him in Blue Lock.
I like him a lot.
And I don't like how people treat his personal space for granted.
I could see he wasn't that comfortable more like used to their antics.
I want to know how much you grow y/n...
I wanted to see.
After all everything about you is like a dream.
"Y/n"
"Huh?"
"Let's play again if one day we became a team in Japan!" I asked as he nod with a warm smile.
"Yeah"
I hold on him and cry. I don't want to get separated. During middle school.
For three years without seeing you was suffocating...
But it was worthwhile.
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A:n- that's all take care good night /morning to all!
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Aแด แด ษชแดษชแดษดแดส แดษชแดแด: funfacts
*funfact: kunigami got the ring as he save his money to give it to you for farewell. While Y/n gave the hook of the keychain that he plays game for many months to finally get chosen in the raffle system to get it. It is both costly.
*Nagi really really like you a lot.
*Bachira wanted to show you skills a lot of time and he wonders why he didn't met you early on the first selection.
*Bachira have y/n number where he spawn messages to y/n but when he learn y/n have exam approach he sotp to give you time.
*Nagi often ask you to speak on phone when he try to sleep when you are away from Japan. He doesn't know why you wander around during his first years. But he was so happy you stayed around in later year.
*I was planing on writing about sae and y/n during Spain but I thought why not later on? So yeah am staling that. Sorry.
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