johnny

haydensummerall

johnnyorlando: sure bro.. i'm kinda bored too...

haydensummerall: let's meet at the park? bye!!

i got up and prepared myself. i wore this outfit;

i went downstairs and ready to go out but someone stopped me.

"where are you going johnny?"

"somewhere"

"to annie?"

"nah." i rolled my eyes.

"hmm okay then..."

with that i went outside but-

"use protection!"

what the fuck lauren?

i just shrugged it off and went to the park.

i arrived at the park and saw hayden sitting down.

"oh hey john!" we did our lil handshake. cute.

"hey sup!"

"i need to tell you something john"

is it about annie or someone? oh no..

then a few minutes i awkwardly spoke;

"do you wanna take a picture tay?"

"okay fine." he laughed.

we then took a picture and i posted it on instagram.

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laurenorlando88: oh so this is where you're going huh??

annieleblanc: JOHAYDEN FOREVER
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after reading those comments, my eye caught a comment. kenzie's comment. i don't even know who is she talking about but when i see hayden liked her comment, what the fuck? is there something going on between them?

"john???" he waved in front of my face and i began going back to reality.

"umm- uh- yeah??"

"i need to tell you something.."

i started getting nervous with what he was going to say.

"i'm with kenzie"

WAIT WHAT?! HOW ABOUT ANNIE?!

"what??? i thought you're with annie?!"

"johnny i know it's wrong but me and kenzie love each other!"

i started standing up and told him almost shouting.

"but how about annie?! how are you going to tell her this?!"

"i know johnny calm down!"

"how am i gonna calm down hayden! you're gonna hurt the girl i love!"

"wait- what did you say??"

fuck i slipped.

"john?! what did you say?!"

"i said nothing! forget what i said!"

i sat down again.

"johnny please don't tell annie!"

"i'm not gonna tell annie?! how long are you doing this to her?!"

"john i know i don't wanna hurt her but please don't tell her!"

with that i stand up again ready to go.

"fine, but you know what hayden?"

i looked at him like i'm mad but i am really mad!

i waited for his answer but i guess he's not gonna answer because he was looking at me like i did something bad.

"you messed up, really bad."

with that i left him really mad at what i knew.

i arrived home in a bad mood and i need to talk to lauren. i always tell lauren everything. EVERYTHING. she's just the one i trust.

"john? you okay?"

"laur, can we talk?"

lauren

"laur, can we talk?"

"s-sure"

we sat down on the kitchen and he began talking.

"i never knew my bestfriend is an asshole"

wait what? hayden told him?!

"what do you mean john"

"hayden told me"

oh fuck. now he already knew this...

"told you what??"

"lauren! hayden's cheating on annie with kenzie! what if annie knew this?!"

"john calm down.."

"why would i calm down lauren! i just knew the love of my life will be hurt!"

"john i think you need to take a rest.."

"yeah i should.. thanks lauren."

johnny

i went out of my house and started walking to the hills. i fixed the sleeve high because it's so hot. i sat on the hills. this is where i let all my feelings out, lauren doesn't know this because i never told her.

minutes later i then felt someone sat beside me. i saw annie.. wait what?!

"h-hey john.."

"hey" i smiled.

"i miss you"

"i miss you more annie."

she hugged me. wow... i love her so much.. i hugged back but ouch, my wrist....

"what's wrong johnny??"

"i'm-uh- i'm fine anns."

annie

i saw it. his wrist. why did he do this? is something wrong with him? oh john..

johnny

"j-john"

"hmm?"

"w-why?!"

"w-what do you m-mean?"

"y-your wrist"

oh no.....

i covered it immediately.

"it's n-nothing"

"tell me john! why??"

"i- i did it."

"why??!"

"you don't need to know why"

i'm crying. no.... please......

"would i ask if i know??"

"fine, i- i was jealous"

she sighed.

"i'm sorry i brought you in this situation, i'm really sorry johnny i'll just know my limits and just ignore me okay? i'm really sorry.. let's- let's just forget about each other."

with that she ran but i shouted.

"annie wait up!"

"it's not your fault annie..it's mine..i'm sorry.."

she ran and left me. crying. i kneel down and cried and cried. i started punching the ground and just cried.

why did i do this??! this is one of the main reason why i hate myself.

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