[ THIS CHAPTER HAS HARMFUL MESSAGES AND THINGS, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED. ]

annie

me and hayden began having fun hanging out, 'till a notification ringed on my phone.

johnnyorlando started a live video. Watch it before it ends!

i sighed. i guess he was very jealous. let me watch this.

"uhh hayden?"

"yes?"

"can i just go to the comfort room for a while?"

"sure babe i'll be staying here"

i went behind the comfort room and began watching his live.

"hey guys!!! it's johnny! today i'm going to release my new song, which is titled; Waste My Time. So let's go!! i hope you'll like it"

god he's so sad. he's really jealous.

then he played it. i used my airpods to listen to it and began reading those comments. i can clearly see these comments saying "this is about kenzie" or "it's so obvious its about kenzie"

then i heard this while singing his new song;

i kinda like it when you waste my time
"it's about kenzie"

i guess no one heard it but only me and now the comments are banging up saying they heard that. oh poor john u spilled the tea!

he said goodbye to the live and i went back to hayden and invited me to eat ice cream. then i suddenly remembered johnny. i miss him.

johnny

i went back up to my room locking it. i miss annie. i wonder how is she doing? then i saw the necklace i should give to her this day. sighs. i think i need to give this to you before i'll be gone. i shrugged it off and look over instagram. then i saw a picture that hurt my heart even more.

[photo of annie and hayden eating ice cream]

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(WATCH OUT HARMFUL ⚠️)

i sighed. i stand up with my fist and cried. cried and cried. i don't know but it really hurts seeing the girl you like having fun with the boy she likes.
then i went to my bathroom and locked it. i breathe softly as i saw a blade i use for shaving.

without getting scared i get the blade and slit my wrist. i winced in pain as i continued crying. i'm so sorry i did this. i hoep no one gets mad at me. i washed the fresh cut and hid it with my hoodie. i went back to my bed and heavily sleep.

the next day.....

annie

i woke up with a nightmare. it's about john. he was killed, he was abused. no, i hope this will never happen. hayden comforted me and with that i never went back to sleep again.

i went to the kitchen and listened to johnny's new song. honestly, it's heaven. hayden came and aggressively hit me asking;

"why are you listening to johnny's new song?!"

"it's uh- ouch it hurts!!"

"sorry, tell me!"

"it's just amazing— try listening to it."

"why can't you listen to my song than listening that"

"hayden, i support you. and i also support my friend."

he isn't just my friend.

"ugh fine, i'm going home. bye babe love you"

"bye"

why is he doing this to me?

i sighed and just listened to johnny's song.

johnny

i woke up with a heavy headache, oh i remembered. i cried so hard. i got up and winced it pain. i looked at my wrist and ugh, it really hurts.

i went over instagram. oh i haven't post in a while.. hmm, lemme post some 🙄

johnnyorlando

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i read those comments, ugh lauren!

while i was scrolling through instagram, my eyes caught something;

themusershaderoom

themusershaderoom apparently, kashton has broken up.

i saw the post and immediately pressed the post to see the comments. oh wait. mackenzie and ashton broke up? it's more better.

"kenzie doesn't really deserve that trashton"

"oh yes bish cELEbrAtiOn"

"i wonder if jenzie will still be back"

oh probably not already, i don't want to be heartbroken again.

then suddenly someone dmed me. ANNIE PLEASE!

what?! mackenzie dming me this time? wth?? i opened it and read it.

kenzie

kenzie: so john, heard the news? you happy now?

johnnyorlando: wdym?

kenzie: we can be together again!

johnnyorlando: are you crazy mackenzie?! it's over! we can't go back!

kenzie: i can fix it! please give me another chance!!

johnnyorlando: mackenzie, remember how you broke my heart a million pieces? i'm afraid to be hurt again. you deserve someone better mackenzie.

kenzie: I DESERVE YOU JOHNNY!! PLEASE!

johnnyorlando: well it's over mackenzie, go back to reality.

then i threw my phone out of nowhere. oops, i picked it up and checked if there were cracked but oh god there isn't. i lay down on my bed and someone messaged me again. ugh please don't be mackenzie!

haydensummerall

haydensummerall: hey bro!! do u wanna hangout today since i'm bored?

am i gonna say no? but he's my bestfriend...

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yizzzzz
first cliffhanger of the story lmao

kbyeeeee

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