JEON JUNGKOOK
The journey to Taehyungβs house was a torment, each passing moment tightening the coil of anxiety churning in my stomach. It wasnβt the kind of nervousness that could be brushed asideβit was a tidal wave, crashing and surging, making it almost impossible to breathe evenly. I fought to quiet my erratic breathing, though every skipped breath made me feel like I was suffocating. Jiminβs occasional glances in my direction didnβt go unnoticed; each time he offered me a small, reassuring smile, and though it helped tether me to reality, my thoughts remained in turmoil.
Inside, my mind was a hurricane.
The closer we got to the house, the more the nausea clawed its way up my throat, threatening to undo me. My vision blurred, and the world outside the car seemed to tilt. My hands balled into fists, nails digging into my palms, the sharp sting grounding me, albeit briefly. When the car finally stopped, I unclenched my fists, revealing crescent-shaped marksβangry and red, evidence of my fraying composure.
βFuck,β I muttered silently, releasing a shaky breath.
My hands trembled as I opened the car door, my legs feeling like lead as I trailed behind the others toward the house. Every step was a monumental effort, as though I were dragging the weight of a thousand lifetimes. I didnβt want to be hereβnot now, not like this. The rawness of my emotions was suffocating, my mental state a fragile house of cards ready to collapse.
When we entered, the sound of chatter met my ears. Taehyung and his pack were gathered in the kitchen, their voices mingling in casual conversation. The moment my eyes landed on Taehyung, I froze, my breath catching painfully in my throat. He stood there, dressed in a fitted black shirt, the sleeves rolled up to reveal his intricately inked skin. The fabric clung to his form, outlining the sculpted lines of his body. He looked devastatingly perfect, and the sight of him only twisted the knife lodged in my chest.
A gentle hand pressed against my back, startling me. Jimin was by my side, his ever-present smile offering a small balm to my racing heart.
βYou okay?β he asked softly, his voice laced with concern.
I swallowed the lump in my throat, barely managing a response. βI guess,β I murmured, my voice barely above a whisper.
His fingers curled around my arm, his grip firm yet comforting. βIβve got you,β he said quietly.
I nodded, my gaze falling to the floor as the weight of the room pressed down on me. I heard Taehyungβs pack greet ours, Yoongiβs laughter booming amidst the subdued chaos. I couldnβt bring myself to meet anyoneβs gaze, let alone his. My silence was my shield, my smiles a thin veneer to mask the storm within.
Then, Taehyung spoke.
βThank you all for coming,β his voice resonated through the room, sending a shudder down my spine. Jimin noticed and subtly placed his hand on mine again, grounding me.
I bit my lip, staring at the floor as Taehyung continued.
βYouβre probably wondering why I asked you all to gather here,β he began, his tone steady yet tinged with vulnerability. βBut I need to share something with you all.β
Dread pooled in my stomach, heavy and oppressive. My mind raced with possibilities, each one more painful than the last. Was he going to announce that he was leaving? That his father had arranged a marriage for him? My heart fractured at the thought. My breathing quickened as I fought the tears threatening to spill.
βYou have no idea how hard this has been for me,β Taehyung continued, his voice faltering slightly. βBut Iβve found my mate.β
His words were a thunderclap in the room. My head snapped up, my eyes locking onto him, though he wasnβt looking at me. He stared at the group, his expression conflicted yet resolute. I drew in a sharp breath, the weight of his confession pressing against my chest.
βI found my mate a few months ago,β he admitted, his voice soft but resolute. βAnd Iβve kept this from some of you for far too long.β
Confusion rippled through the room, the others exchanging puzzled glances. Hoseok and Zara appeared particularly bewildered.
βAnd the reason Iβve kept it a secretβ¦β Taehyung hesitated, his hands gripping his arms tightly. His next words came out firm, steady. βIs because heβs a guy.β
The room fell into stunned silence. A few gasps echoed faintly as the reality of his revelation sank in. My tears, held back for so long, finally broke free, cascading down my cheeks in a torrent. Jiminβs hand found mine once again, his fingers intertwining with mine in silent solidarity.
Taehyung released a deep breath, a genuine smile breaking across his face. It was a smile of liberation, of relief. He looked lighter, as though shedding a burden heβd carried for years.
βYou have no idea how good it feels to finally say that,β he said, his voice brimming with pride. βI admit I was scared, but I canβt keep this hidden any longer. I owe him that much.β
Tears blurred my vision as I processed his words. The raw honesty in his voice was both heartbreaking and beautiful.
βWhat might surprise you even more,β he continued, βis that my mate is in this room.β
The air grew thick with tension as everyone began glancing around, their curiosity palpable. My heart pounded in my chest, each beat echoing like a drum. I quickly wiped at my tears, willing myself to remain composed.
βAnd now youβre all wonderingβwho is he?β Taehyungβs voice softened, a small smile tugging at his lips. βWell, Iβll tell you.β
My gaze flitted anxiously around the room, mirroring everyone else's movements as we all tried to deduce the identity of the person Taehyung was about to reveal. My fingers brushed away stray tears as quickly as they came, and I let my hand fall limply by my side, trembling slightly.
βAnd now youβre all thinking, who is he?β Taehyung's smile was enigmatic, almost playful, but his voice carried a gravity that made my chest tighten. βWell, Iβll tell you who he is.β
Instinctively, I clutched Jiminβs hand, gripping it tightly as if it were the only tether keeping me upright. His firm squeeze reassured me, though my legs felt unsteady, ready to collapse under the weight of anticipation.
βHe is the most caring and humble person I have ever met.β Taehyungβs words resonated through the room, each one striking my heart like a melodic chord. βHeβs brave and intelligent. And he has a heart of gold.β His tone was resolute, his gaze sweeping across the room with raw sincerity.
Tears cascaded down my cheeks unbidden, my body betraying me as it struggled to process the moment. My heart hammered relentlessly, each beat echoing his words.
βEver since I met him, Iβve become a better person. He makes me better.β His confession was vulnerable, his voice tinged with regret. βIβm not proud of some of the choices I made while knowing he was my mate. I only hope he can forgive meβfully, one day.β
Taehyung raked a hand through his hair, the movement almost as agonised as his words. Slowly, methodically, he stepped forward, his presence commanding every ounce of attention in the room.
βI never knew I was capable of loving someone as much as I love him,β he admitted, his voice trembling slightly, though his steps were purposeful. As he weaved through the gathered crowd, he stopped mere paces from me. Our eyes met, and I felt my breath catch painfully in my throat. Tears welled anew, blurring the sharp edges of his figure. For a moment, I forgot how to breathe.
βHe makes me the happiest person in the world,β he murmured, his gaze unwavering, brimming with something pure and all-encompassing. He closed the distance between us with measured grace, his presence engulfing me. Jimin, ever so gently, released my hand and stepped aside, leaving me exposed yet tethered by Taehyungβs proximity.
Taehyungβs hands cupped my face, his thumbs brushing away the tears that streaked my cheeks. The heat of his touch was electric, coursing through me like a soothing fire.
βIβve made mistakes,β he whispered, his voice rich with contrition. βI know Iβve messed up, but I swear Iβll prove to you that I can change. I will change.β His words were a solemn vow, his eyes piercing through every layer of my soul.
My body quaked under the weight of his presence, his words anchoring me in place even as they threatened to undo me entirely.
βI want all of you,β he murmured, his lips pressing softly against my forehead, the words seeping into my skin. My eyelids fluttered closed, a semblance of peace settling over me for the first time in what felt like forever.
When he pulled back, his hands still cradling my face, his gaze locked onto mine with tender intensity. βWhy are you crying, pups?β he asked, his brows knitting together in concern. βPlease donβt cry.β
A shuddering breath escaped me as I sniffled, attempting to steady my voice. βYouβ¦ love me?β
His smile, so dazzling it could light up the darkest void, took my breath away. βYeah,β he whispered, the word reverberating with an undeniable truth. βI love you, pups.β
Fresh tears spilled down my face, my chest heaving as I tried to contain the storm of emotions. Taehyungβs concern deepened, his hands shifting slightly as though trying to shield me from the weight of my own feelings.
βShould I not have said that?β he asked softly, his voice almost hesitant.
βNo oneβs ever told me they love me before,β I admitted, my voice fragile. βNo one has ever loved me before.β
βThatβs not true,β he said instantly, his tone firm, his eyes blazing with conviction.
All I could manage was a faint nod, my emotions too overwhelming for words.
βThere are so many people in this room who love you,β he continued, his voice insistent, almost desperate for me to believe him. βJimin, Yoongi, Jin, Lisaβthey all love you.β
My gaze drifted to Jimin, his eyes glistening with unshed tears. He nodded encouragingly, hastily wiping at his cheeks as though trying to compose himself.
βPlease donβt give up on us, pups,β Taehyung implored, resting his forehead against mine. His voice dropped to a whisper, so quiet it felt meant for me alone. My heart ached, the rawness of his plea stripping away any hesitation I had left.
βIβm not giving up,β I murmured, my voice cracking. βI just thoughtβ¦ we needed some time apart.β
A small, relieved smile graced his lips, and he straightened, his hand sliding down to grasp mine. Turning to address the room, he spoke with unyielding authority. βJungkook is my mate, and I expect nothing but respect and support for himβfor us.β
The room was silent for a beat, and then Jimin began to clap. The sound ignited a chain reaction, applause erupting from every corner. Laughter mingled with cheers as warmth and acceptance filled the space.
Hoseok stepped forward, embracing Taehyung with a hearty laugh. βCongrats, mate. I had no idea.β
Zara wasted no time enveloping me in a hug. βOh my God, you two are perfect together!β she gushed, her voice thick with emotion. βIβm so happy for you.β
For the next several minutes, the room buzzed with celebration. Taehyungβs arm remained firmly around me, his pride radiating like a beacon. What should have felt overwhelming instead felt like home. For the first time in my life, I felt surrounded by familyβa family I never knew I needed.
Jimin, his eyes red from crying, wrapped me in a fierce hug. βIβm so happy for you, Jungkook,β he whispered. βYou deserve thisβeverything.β
When he finally released me, he turned to Taehyung, his expression hardening. βYou so much as make him frown, and Iβll personally make you regret it.β
βJimin!β I gasped, scandalised.
βI mean it,β he said firmly, his gaze still locked on Taehyung. βJungkook deserves nothing but happiness.β
Taehyung nodded solemnly. βI wonβt ever hurt him. I swear it.β
As Jimin finally relented, wiping his cheeks, a grin broke across his face. βRight, then. Are we celebrating or what?β
Taehyung pulled me close, pressing a kiss to my temple. βDamn right we are,β he murmured, his voice sending shivers down my spine.
That night, amidst the laughter and love, I finally understood what it meant to belong.
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