'good morning shaughna.' i smiled as i saw that we woke up at the same time. 'morning.' she replied and then she yawned and stretched. 'look how cute you are in his t-shirt.' she cooed which made me giggle. 'i miss him.' i admitted.

shaughna and i were getting dressed and alexi kindly gave us a cup of tea. 'thank you lovely.' i thanked him and so did shaughna.

luke m beach hut;
'it is so weird being without her. natalia is quite nice, i'll see how it goes.'

'what are you thinking of wearing today? dress to impress or a damsel in distress?' shaughna winked and i giggled. 'i always dress to impress.' i started to laugh and then we were both laughing.

outfit;

'i have that bikini oh my gosh!' shaughna shouted excitedly whilst rooting in her drawer for the matching one. 'yours is in white, it's adorable!' i said as she showed me. 'i'm wearing it, we can be like jess and eve.' shaughna joked which caused me to laugh in fits.

amy jane beach hut;
'i miss him like mad oh my....'

shaughna and i make our beds, catching the eyes of biggs. 'wow ladies!' he said and we giggled. 'morning biggs.' shaughna smiled. 'was this on purpose?' biggs examined our outfits. 'yes!' i giggled.

i went outside and made my own breakfast, coco pops. 'how was the tea?' alexi asked me as he sat across me on the island. 'good, thank you by the way.' i replied whilst adjusting my sunglasses. 'you are absolutely stunning, woah.' he winked which made me giggle. 'you're not so bad.' i grinned as he gave me a playful evil eye. 'who are you liking, who would you couple up with?' i asked him out if interest. 'i like demi, shaughna and i'm liking you.' he winked which made me blush.

'i've got a text!' jordan shouted. 'islanders, you will be competing in raunchy races against casa amor. the villa with the most points wins a party. #gameon #competitivesouls.' jordan announced which made the whole villa cheer. 'let's do it!' i shouted excitedly.

the first text came in... we had to pass an ice cube from each islanders mouth. alexi passed it to me for me to transfer it to shaughna. the next few texts came in... 'the second youngest boy needs to snog the girl they fancy the most.' it was alexi, he sprinted over to me and snogged me. oh no...
after all of the crazy challenges, main villa won which made all of us light up.

amy jane beach hut;
'today has been crazy, oh my god.'

demi, siannise, shaughna and i were sat on the balcony chatting away like we always do. 'are you guys missing your lads?' siannise asked us, i buried my face in my hands and groaned. 'so much, it's unreal. we've not even known each other for long.' i sighed. 'that's how i feel with nas, i've known him for what? about five days. yeah, it's getting harder.' demi admitted, we all sighed. 'i keep my head up because i'm prepared that callum's gonna couple up with a stunning girl.' shaughna rolled her eyes. 'you just don't know with casa amor, anything could come out of it.' siannise said, we agreed.

luke m beach hut;
'i miss her like mad, especially after raunchy races, it's really made me think.'

'you know what, i really hope luke has slept alone.' i said and the girls nodded. 'if my luke hasn't i'll be fuming.' siannise admitted, she was already getting livid by the thought. 'can i pull you over for a chat?' george appeared and asked demi, she agreed and then left with him. 'things are getting spicy.' shaughna giggled whilst trying not to make it obvious that she was staring at them. 'it's getting late now, i'm gonna get dressed for tonight.' siannise looked at the sky, shaughna and i followed her to get ready.

'i've not seen you all all day.' rebecca smirked as she applied her powder. 'you've been getting your graft on with jordan if i'm correct...' jess snickered. 'you've been with ched, jess!' rebecca announced which made us all in shock. 'i didn't know that.' paige said in her clear scottish accent. 'neither did i, wow guys.' i said as i applied my eyeshadow.

outfit;

'beauty.' paige complimented me so i complimented her back. 'hiya!' demi scuttled in the dressing room. 'where have you been?' shaughna asked the bubbly girl. 'george... you know.' demi grinned. 'is your head turning?' rebecca asked her out of interested. 'i adore nas but george is lovely aswell.' she confirmed and we all looked at her in awe.

luke m beach hut;
'i've got to know a few other islanders yeah, i am very set on who i am going to pick though. it might not be what the viewers expect...'

the girls and i all walked out together to the garden, demi made her way to george whilst i stuck around with the 'i'm already set on my original lad' girls. 'how long left is casa amor?' i asked the girls. 'i think tomorrow night is when we know but i'm just guessing.' paige guessed and i gasped of relief. 'one more night without him, maybe my last night being in a couple.' i sighed. 'exactly how i feel amy.' shaughna sighed as well, siannise was the only one who was pretty confident. 'amy, can we go for a chat?' alexi came over and asked me.

we sat on the beanbags. 'you're obviously a lovely, lovely girl. i just want to know how you are feeling, because i feel like we have that spark.' alexi grinned and i looked at him nervously. 'you are lovely as well but i do feel content with luke at the moment.' i honestly admitted, it made alexi's confidence kind of drift. 'yeah that's alright, i was thinking you would say that.' he stared at the floor, the silence began to grow large so i decided to break it. 'we'll just see how it goes.' i smiled and began to walk away from the beanbags.

'oh my god paigey, that was so awkward.' i scuttled to her as fast as possible after the chat. 'why, what did he say?' she asked. 'he feels that spark with me, i feel like he's another mike.' i replied and then giggled. 'what did you say after that oh my god?' she questioned and i replied, 'i said that i like luke, i'm content with luke and we'll just see how it goes. and then i left...' i giggled which caused paige to start laughing. 'paige shush! he's coming.' 'no he's not!'

after a few chats with the other guys, and with the girls it was time for bed. 'i'm tired.' i exclaimed as i took my heels off. 'i'm so excited for when casa amor is over.' shaughna took her makeup off with a baby wipe.

outfit;

it was time for bed and i wore luke's t-shirt  over the top of my pj romper. i felt so knackered, i was missing luke so much, i didn't want to cry on television but i did, when the lights switched off i started to cry. and it was a real cry, not a little sob.

time when published: 15:24 pm
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