'wake up!' i heard the sound of nas' voice in my eardrums. 'calm it down nas.' i moaned which made him laugh. next to me was luke sleeping like a baby. i got out my phone and took a picture. 'how are you nas?' i asked him as i sat up whilst rubbing my eyes. 'i'm great! me and demi are going well, what about you miss lovebird?' nas chuckled which made me jokingly roll my eyes. 'yeah, i'm great. luke and i just bounce off each other.'

i walk into the dressing rooms to get dressed: me being the only girl in there.

outfit;

as always, luke made me breakfast which always makes my day. 'i told you i was going to make coco pops for you.' i shot him an evil eye making him laugh. 'i'm amazing at breakfast so it's fine.' he giggled and joined me. 'i'm thinking of hitting the gym this morning, this bikini body ain't it.' i cupped the fat on my stomach. 'you're body is sexy.' luke playfully winked. 'it's not love.' i smiled. 'you do not need to loose weight- i'm telling you that now.'

luke and i hit the gym, i got tired in the end so i refilled our bottles. we did a few weights, had a few laughs- it was nice. all of the girls were inside taking showers or getting their bikinis on. i decided to go inside with them and take a quick shower.

we all went outside to see an empty villa. 'where are the boys?' siannise asked, searching. 'they've gone!' demi added, what was they up too? 'luke! callum! fin! nas!' i bellowed, hoping they would hear me.

rebecca beach hut;
'you know what it is, it's casa amor.'

'awh no! it's casa amor.' i moaned and buried myself under the covers in the daybed. 'i feel crap.' rebecca came over and sat on my daybed. 'we had something good.' i started to sob, i couldn't help my feelings. 'oh no ames, hey, his head will not turn- you don't have to worry.' rebecca put her arm around me for comfort. 'i feel rubbish.' i wiped my eyes. 'it's the ultimate relationship test, if he doesn't stay loyal then you know he's a wet wipe.' rebecca said which made me sigh.

i found myself in the bedrooms with all of the girls. 'he left me his face mask!' paige announced which made her smile. everyone checked in their beds or under the pillows. 'oh my god! he left me his t-shirt, oh bless.' i cuddled it in happiness. 'he left me nothing.' shaughna's fuming face appeared. 'what? really?' i crawled on her bed, which was next to mine, and look under the pillows and covers. 'he's probably forgot, you know what boys are like.' jess said to her. 'yeah but all of the other boys did it, why did he not even think?' shaughna sighed. 'maybe he left you a t-shirt in like the dressing rooms?' i suggested and we both looked. no t-shirt to be seen.

we all sat at the fire pit waiting for the boys, we could hear chatting and footsteps. oh no...
'hi boys!' laura shouted as they came casually bounding in excitedly. they introduced themselves before we got up and introduced ourselves. 'hi i'm alexi, lovely to meet you.' a curly haired, tanned boy greeted me, i kissed his two cheeks politely and introduced myself. 'i'm amy jane, nice to meet you too.'

we both walked up the stairs and then we did a toast. 'i really hope he stays loyal.' i nervously hoped as i drank a bit of champagne. 'i'd stay loyal to a girl like you.' alexi winked. 'me too.' a boy, i think his name was george, said too.

after the toast, we all went downstairs and i sat with shaughna, demi and alexi. 'what do you do alexi, is it alexi?' shaughna asked the curly haired boy. 'yep you got it right, i'm a butler in the buff.' he giggled. 'easy tiger!' demi laughed which made me chuckle a little bit. 'you are all beautiful did i mention? what do you all do?' alexi asked us. shaughna said she was a democratic political officer, demi a student and me a gym trainer. 'what's your type alexi?' i asked him, i wasn't really interested, i just wanted to get my mind off of luke.

'i like a blue eyed girl, you all have blue eyes though.' he chucked. 'you must not only like blue eyes.' demi giggled and he admitted he likes a brunette, who is a brunette? me. i got to know a few other guys but i mostly stayed with the girls, i was in no rush to get with someone else.

'what do you think they're doing?' shaughna asked whilst we were laying on the sun beds. 'he's probably found a proper fit lass.' i groaned. 'i feel like callum's head has turned already.' shaughna admitted. 'guys, i think we'll be fine. luke and callum definitely won't take another girl over you two girls.' siannise said which didn't make me calm down at all.

i spoke with george for a bit, you could tell he was trying to slide in. 'when do you want kids?' he asked and i giggled. 'kids? i mean, i want them quite young, maybe like in three years?' i considered, he nodded. 'how old are you may i ask?' he giggled. 'i'm twenty one, what about you?' 'twenty one? i'm twenty seven.'

i got to know a few of the boys, it would be silly to just block myself out from them. it was time to get ready, i decided to dress myself up because you never know, i really liked luke and i knew my head wouldn't turn.

outfit;

'you say your head won't turn and you're dressing like that!' jess joked and i laughed. 'if luke's head turns and i've not got to know the boys i'll be looking like a clown, no matter what, i'm not sleeping with one of the boys.' i said as i applied some lipstick. 'pretty little thing.' jess complimented me. 'aha, thank you love- you're gorgeous.' i complimented her back.

jess beach hut;
'janey is unreal, i thought we would have so much beef but i don't like to dwell on the past. i bet she'll stay loyal, i bet luke will too. they deserve to be happy.'

jess and i walked to the garden and got a little bit of champagne. 'i've got a text!' jordan shouted. 'islanders, you will be taking part in the cocktail mixup challenge.' i don't like the sound of this...

for the challenge, i stood in between alexi and george, alexi needed to spit the liquid into my mouth for me to transfer it to george. at the end, we should have made a drink.

it was us first, we needed to make a sex on the beach. 'just do it!' i shouted as alexi held my face to spew in the liquid. i transferred to to george who transferred it to demi. 'that tasted horrendous.' i shouted. 'you don't care do you?' josh giggled. 'care about what?' i giggled, a little too giddy. it was the next groups turn and i was cheering for them to go faster.

next, we had to make a piña colada, my absolute fave. 'quick!' shaughna was shouting, she was the last in line so she was the one who has to transfer the drink into the glass. 'just spit it!' i bellowed to alexi, he spewed the mixture into my mouth and then i transferred it back to george.

'i've got a text!' shaughna shouted excitedly, we all gathered around her for her to announce it. 'islanders, the villa who did the cocktail mixup challenge have won a party tonight, the winners of the challenge are casa amor. #spotcreamandbed #saygoodnight.' i was absolutely livid, we did it so fast!

'i can't believe that.' ched sighed. i sat down on the beanbags with shaughna after the challenge. 'how are you feeling?' i asked her, you could tell she was missing callum. 'i miss callum.' she said whilst staring at the floor. 'it will be alright, casa amor is only about three days.' i confirmed which made her sigh. 'i think his head will turn, especially after he didn't even think to leave me something.' shaughna guessed, i put my arm around her reassuringly. 'you can always talk to a casa amor boy if you really feel that his head has turned.' i suggested.

it was time for bed, i put on a pj set and then put luke's shirt over it, i really wanted to sleep in my bed but the other boys would be.

outfit;

'how are you feeling amy?' demi asked me and i sighed. 'i miss him, what about you?' i replied. 'i miss him too, i didn't know i was that close with him. my head deffo won't turn.' she confirmed and then we went to bed.

i put the t-shirt over my head and slept alone, it felt really different- and that wasn't nice.

{first day of casa amor, i think i'm gonna keep it amy's pov then it's a surprise to you when the boys come back.}

time when published:10:36 am
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