( I MISS YOU, I'M SORRY )

"I'M DRIVING AS FAST AS I FUCKING CAN! WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!" Jack yelled at Jonah.

"DRIVR FASTER!" Jonah yelled back.

"Oh my gosh." Corbyn began to panic quietly.

"JACK DRIVE FASTER."

"WE'RE GONNA CRASH IF I DRVE FASTER."

"JACK SHE'S- She'll- I can't—"

FIVE HOURS EARLIER

"YOU HAVE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!" Jonah yelled through the house upon seeing who was at the door. There, leaning on the doorway, was the blue-eyed dickhead, Hardon Richardson.

"Jonah what's wrong?" Tate asked, hearing what had happened. "What the fuck is he doing here?"

"I'd like to know the same exact thing." Jack glared, making Hardon's smirk grow.

"Nice too see you again Jack."

"Tate under no circumstances are Rylan or Corbyn to come over here." Jonah quietly ordered, making his girlfriend nod and run back into the living room, where people were already leaving from the backdoor. Now the only people left were Corbyn, Rylan, Katie, Daniel, Tate, Aaron, Christina, Gabbie, and Jack and Jonah who were at the door.

"Where're Jonah and Jack?" Rylan asked, grinning as Corbyn wrapped his hand around her waist.

"They just ordered food, Daniel, Zach can you help us bring it in?" Tate ordered giving the two boys a look letting them know something was wrong.

"We'll be right back." Daniel announced.

"that was weird." Corbyn said, his eyebrows furrowed. As Tate lead Daniel and Zach towards the door, Zach was just about ready to punch somebody when he saw who was at the door.

"OH, ABSOULUTELY NOT! WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING HERE?"

"Zach stop yelling." Jonah scolded, looking back to make sure no one acknowledged him.

"Why are you here?" Daniel glared, clenching his fists together.

"Well I wanted to congratulate Rye, of course. Heard the album, not the biggest fan of the songs, but you know half the world is enjoying it so I might as well be supportive." Hardon spoke.

"Listen here you little shit—" Zach started, advancing towards him before getting pushed back by Jack.

"Ooh, you're a feisty one." Hardon laughed, making Zach glare at him even more.

"Why are you here Hardon?" Jonah asked, but didn't give the other boy time to answer. "You know what I don't care." Jonah said, beginning to close the door, but Hardon pushed the door open, creating a large bang ringing through the house.

"Are you guys okay?" Christina asked walking over to the front door, and her eyebrows shot up seeing who was at the door. "Bitch I think the fuck not."

"What is going on over here?" Corbyn asked, wondering why everyone was disappearing at the front door. Corbyn's mind went blank, and he swore the only thing he could see was Hardon's stupid smirk. The boy didn't think before launching himself at Hardon, catching everyone by surprise.

"Woah, when did you grow a pair?" Hardon said as Corbyn had him pinned to a wall, grabbing on his shirt as his eyes were wild with anger.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" He spoke in a low voice, making his bandmates smirk proudly.

"Well how many times do I have to explain it?" Hardon sighed sarcastically.

"How do you know where she lives?" Corbyn asked, and the other boy rolled his eyes. Corbyn didn't like the lack of response making him push Hardon back into the wall.

"Ow, gotta admit that one hurt." Hardon said, pushing Corbyn off of him, making the blonde-boy stumble a few steps back. Hardon saw the shock look on the others' faces, making him take the opening to walk inside the house. Everyone looked at each other, the current situation processing, making them quickly make their way back inside the apartment.

"I'm just saying Gabs. If that baby doesn't admit I'm her favorite Tia the moment she comes out of the womb, I will push her back in and make her try it again." Rylan shrugged nonchalantly.

"Sweetie that's not how it works." Katie laughed as Hardon waltzed into the room. Just like the last two times Rylan has seen him she completely froze, but a harsh glare was replaced with her shocked expression.

"Hey Jonah? Who let dickwad numero uno in the house?" Rylan yelled, making Hardon roll his eyes.
"I see your confidence is continuing to grow." Hardon said, plopping down right next to her as everyone else made it back into the living room.

"So is yours. I mean come on don't you think showing up at my house is a bit bold. I mean even for you." Rylan tested and Hardon grinned mischievously.

"OKAY I AM DONE PLAYING MR. NICE GUY. EITHER YOU GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SISTER'S HOUSE OR I WILL THROW YOU OUT!" Jonah yelled, making Rylan flinch visibly.

"Fine I'll leave you guys be." He told them; a smirk still evident on his face. Literally everyone in the room glared at him as he walked out. Corbyn was quick to run in front of his girlfriend, kneeling in front of her, the wildly angry expression was now replaced with a worried face.

"Are you okay?" He asked her, searching her eyes for any signs of discomfort.

"Yeah, Yeah. How does he even know where we live?" She asked, looking straight at Gabbie, worried for the younger girl. No one answered though, not knowing what to say. "Gabs there's gonna be a baby in this house soon! What if he randomly shows up again and hurts you! Or even worse hurts the baby!"

"Rye I don't thin—" Jack started but got cut off by Rylan.

"Jack I will not have other people hurt because of me!" Rylan snapped, making Gabbie suck in a breath. Rylan's deep ridden guilt began to hit her even more because of her past beginning to resurface, so she looked at everyone and then bolted out of the apartment and into her car with panicked breathes.

"RYE!" Corbyn yelled as she ran out, but Christina stopped him from running after her.

"Just let her be."

Rylan walked into an empty Mel's diner, just a Mel the owner and a cook in the back casually talking, I mean it being almost four in the morning. She managed to control her breathing when she walked out the car, her mind tricking her into being calm now. She really didn't know why she was so broken about him showing up to her house. The last time he randomly showed up, she wasn't scared. So, what prompted her to be so terrified now? It was like she was finally free of him. She had finally settled down and her life was going so well, but now he just had to pop back into her life again. Especially after Maeve gave up on Corbyn. I mean they hadn't heard about Maeve in weeks. That had to be a good thing.

"Gosh honey, you look a mess." The older woman said, taking in Rylan's appearance. Rylan's hair was falling out of the ponytail she put it in when she left the house, and her eyes were void of the usual happiness they held. Rylan gave the woman a small smile, sitting down on the stool.

"Can I have a chocolate milkshake please?" She breathed out, pushing down all the emotions as she has been doing this entire time.

"Rylan sweetie what happened?" Mel spoke up to the younger girl. She felt almost protective over her, as she has been coming to this diner since she moved to LA, both times.

"Nothing to worry about, I'm just a bit tired." Rylan lied and Mel raised her eyebrow, not really believing her but deciding not to press on the matter. She handed Rylan a chocolate milkshake, and that is when it all went downhill. It two seconds Rylan began shaking, and tears were running down her face as she fell to the ground. Mel immediately ran around the counter towards the girl, fearing that if she touched her, she would break down even more.

"Rylan, I need you to breathe. Breathe." She said and grabbed Rylan's unlocked phone that she dropped when she fell. "Hello, yeah Jonah?"

"Mel?" Jonah stood up at the sound of the older woman's voice and not his sisters. He and everyone else were sitting impatiently as they gave Rylan her space but were all extremely worried.

"Jonah, it's you're sister."

As Jonah heard what was happening with his sister at the diner that was four minutes away, he ran out the apartment, Corbyn and Jack following him. Christina stopped Gabbie from going after them as well, knowing that the stress could be horrible for the baby. Jack jumped into the driver's seat and driving towards the diner as fast as he could. Upon making it to the diner, the three boys, ran into the diner, only to see Rylan shaking on the floor, racking with sobs. Corbyn tried to run towards her but Jonah stopped him.

"NO DON'T TOUCH HER!"

"JONAH SHE'S SHAKING!" Corbyn shot back.

"SHE'S IN THE MIDDLE OF A PANIC ATTACK! IF YOU TRY TO COMFORT HER YOU WILL JUST SET HER OFF EVEN MORE!" Jonah yelled, getting closer to his sister. "Rye, I'm gonna pick you up okay so we could go into the car, okay?" Jonah told her.  He got no response from the younger girl as she gasped for breaths. Jonah carried his younger sister into the car, Jack and Corbyn following after him. They felt a moment of peace before Rylan began gasping for air again.

"Rylan baby I need you to breathe." Corbyn spoke calmly, despite his mind running a million miles an hour. Rylan couldn't hear him as she continued to gasp for air, feeling as if she was suffocating. "Guys she's not breathing." Corbyn spoke, and that's when Jonah started to panic.

"Jack you need to drive to hospital and fast." Jonah told him.

"I'm trying."

"Jack you need to drive faster." Jonah pressed, worried for his sister in the back seat.

"I'M DRIVING AS FAST AS I FUCKING CAN! WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!" Jack yelled at Jonah.

"DRIVE FASTER!" Jonah yelled back.

"Oh my gosh." Corbyn began to panic quietly.

"JACK DRIVE FASTER."

"WE'RE GONNA CRASH IF I DRIVE FASTER."

"JACK SHE'S- She'll- I can't—" 

"SHE'S NOT BREATHING GUYS!"

"HOW FAR AWAY IS THE HOSPITAL?"

"TWO MORE MINUTES OKAY! RYE YOU NEED TO HOLD ON FOR US!"

"JESUS CHRIST RYE I CAN'T LOSE YOU PLEASE!" Corbyn yelled, as he saw her stop completely. That's when he noticed that she stop breathing completely and that's when Corbyn began to feel himself that he couldn't breathe.

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AN:
well shit

okay so down to business
one:
anxiety is a serious problem. People really close to me really struggle with it so that's why I wanted to address it
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Two:
I will be updating every MONDAY starting next week and then another random time in the week
so every week there will be two updates one on Monday and then another day of the week depending on what my schedule is

Anyways this book had already hit 1 K READS LIKE WTF SO QUICK

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anyways HARDON IS BACK AND HE IS GOING TO PLAY AN EVEN BIGGER ROLE NOW
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