- dongkyung's pov

hey, how are you? have you been doing fine?

it's just the same for me. every day is the same. and it has been a year already since you left me. yet it's just like before.

except it feels so lonely without you. it's as solitary as your world before we met each other.

i miss you. i miss you like crazy every day. i want to be with you, hug you and kiss you. i want to do everything with you.

it's so hard to live without you.

did you know? the first few months without you, i was like a crazy woman.

i cried every night. i called for your name every minute. i tried to search for you, everywhere that i could.

i was desperate to meet you.

i regret the last moment we were together. i wish i hold your hand that time. i wish i would say 'i love you' to you.

i wish i had done all that.

i'm sorry, for breaking your heart. for saying harsh words that i didn't mean to you. for treating you badly. for everything.

and thank you, for always being by my side. for being the reason of my happiness. for being the reason i'm alive right now. for loving me. for everything.

i couldn't thank you more.

kim saram, i promise you, i will live happily for a long time, just like you wanted. it's hard without you, but i will still try my best. to appreciate the life you gave me. until the day we see each other again.

one day, when we fate brought us together again, then let's hold hands, let's kiss, let's hug, let's date and let's get married. let's do everything together and be the happiest couple ever.

i believe, we will meet again. we are destined for each other anyway, don't we?

even not in this life, maybe in our next lives. or even maybe the next ones. i don't care what kind of beings will you be born as. whether as the deity of destruction or humans, i will love you. i will still love you.

until my last breath, i will wait for you. i will keep waiting for you.

because i'm still here.