this banner reminds me of vampyoung and nugget and i can't help but miss the two love birds :((

You had your eyes blinking, recalling if you were dreaming but no, this was reality and yes, he's really in front of you, alive and breathing. You found yourself incoherent, not knowing what to say nor having the urge to speak. You  have no words at all, you can't even digest him being alive at this point.

It feels like it all happens too fast. One moment, you were alone in the human realm, he shows up and he was rude, you wanting to escape the house but didn't because of Kun, Ten and Yangyang, you catching feelings on Doyoung and he feels the same. The two of you falling in love and being happy, you ended up getting broken because he's gone and now, he's alive. At this point, you really don't know anything. Everything that happened feels like a dream, a nightmare and a blessing. You really can't digest any of that right now and for the past years, it feels like everything happened just yesterday for you, making it so hard for you to try and move on from him.

"Wow, y/n looks hot." your body stiffened at his thoughts and it made you sigh. You forgot that you can read minds now and from all the words he had to say, he had to compliment you despite of the silent tension.

Awkward silence occupied between the two of you, mostly you standing blankly on the man you're looking at. You sigh, didn't believe this was happening in front of you. "Y-you're a-alive?" you faltered, you were still struggling to think straight.

"Obviously." he answered, scoffing. Of course, he had to be rude.

You snorted at his answer, rolling your eyes at him. He really didn't change, which you don't know if you'll be glad or not. Before you could even react or say anything. You stiff when you realize you heard the twins arguing in a low voice, Dopyo calling his sister to come back from their hiding spot but you can hear Daisy imitating him, getting annoyed at her brother telling her what to do. Your eyes then focus on Doyoung,  he was clueless on the voices. You see how confused he is, wanting to ask but finding no words to construct his question. You already know what will happen next.

"We've been hiding for too long so, maybe no monsters will eat us, okay!?" you heard your daughter yelling back to Dopyo, pissed on the younger. The corner of your eyes seeing Daisy walking towards you, you can see a tint of uncertainty on her face, not knowing if she wants to come near the door. But, she's Kim Daisy, a brave soul on misbehaving and not following anything people told her to do. She grab her handful of confidence and was now beside you, hiding from Doyoung. Even if Daisy is a social butterfly inside your household, she's way more shy than your boy. She hid on your legs, peeking and seeing Doyoung, the girl blinking her eyes and realizing who he was. "Oh my god— daddy!" she cheered happily, running towards her dad and hugging his legs. You can see how happy she is, making you soft at the sight.

Doyoung was stunned, confused on who the little girl was. He doesn't know anything, not even a single bit on what's happening. He looked down, seeing Daisy smiling at him widely. He was oblivious, he's really dazed right now and you can't blame him. "Hi daddy! I'm Kim Daisy, your pretty daughter!" you let out a scoff on Daisy's words, not believing she actually said that to him. 

Your litlle girl looked at you, eyes glaring at you. "I told you mommy, I saw daddy and he's alive! see?" she said, telling you that's she's right and proving you wrong. She went back to look at her father, shifting into a soft smiling kid. You never saw how joyous she is right now, she was never this happy o.n seeing someone nor when she's with you, not even once. She let out a giggle when Doyoung put a hand on her head, ruffling her hair softly. "Uncle John is right, I look like you!" she snicker, no words can describe how happy she is seeing him.

Doyoung smiled at the remark, chuckling at how cute the girl is. The vampire kneeled down, wrapping his hands on Daisy, carrying her in his arms. The two giggling when their eyes locked, finally seeing after years of being apart. You felt time slowing down at the sight, you never imagined how will this ever felt like. You actually tried imagining on Doyoung finally knowing your kids and finally meeting the twins, but all your imagines will never match what you're seeing right now. You never even imagine this will be possible, you never thought it will and you're mesmerized. After all the years of hoping on a hopeless wish, it finally came true and you're shocked, it feels like a dream but it isn't. 

This is reality and he's finally home. He's finally with you and your kids.

let's go in the garden,
you'll find something waiting~
right there where you left it,
lying upside down~

when you finally find it~
you'll see how it's faded,
the underside is lighter~
when you turn it around~

everything stays,
right where you left it.
everything stays~
but it still changes,
ever so slightly~
daily and nightly~
in little ways,
when everything stays.

Go down to the ocean,
the crystal tide is rising~
water's gotten higher,
As the shore washes out.

keep your eyes wide open,
Even when the sun is blazing~
The moon controls the tide,
It could cause you to drown.

Everything stays~
right where you left it.
Everything stays~
but it still changes,
ever so slightly~
daily and nightly~
In little ways,
When everything stays~

"You're a cute one, aren't you, Daisy?" the vampire cooed at the girl, laughing at how loud Daisy's giggles are. He felt happy, his thoughts was all  from his own daughter, he never thought he'll ever get to have kids with you. No words will describe how glad he is right now.

You were just watching them, a small smile plaster on observing them. But deep inside, you feel scared. You don't know why you're feeling such fright when literally you should be happy that your boyfriend is finally back.

But why are you scared right now? Why are you feeling such things for no reason? shouldn't you be finally happy when your wish finally came true?

You were preoccupied on your thoughts when your little boy finally joined near the door, wondering why is his sister giggling loudly. Dopyo hid behind you, eyes widen at the man who's holding Daisy. The boy knew he's familiar, mind recalling Yangyang's discussion on your photo album. That's when he realize, it's his dad. Well, it was a surprising discovery but what what made Dopyo shock is Daisy being right from the whole time. From the two, it was always the young boy who is right on stuff but now, for the first time, his sister was right. That was two surprises  in one for your little prince.

Doyoung, who's entertaining the girl he's holding, saw you spacing out, looking so bothered. It made him frown, many things change from you but the sadness on him passing away was still present up until today. He sighed, uttering a small frown at seeing you like that. He then realized someone was hiding from you back, eyes open widely at seeing a little boy. His eyes went back in forth to the boy and Daisy, star struck at his own discovery. "We have twins!?" he asked, completely shock. He wasn't expecting that at all.

He never knew something will bloom from that unholy session at all. It was a shocking thing for him, he started wondering on what night the twins were made but he didn't want to think about it right now. He's still lost on what's actually happening in front of him.

You let out a small smile, finding the situation confusing too. You never thought you'll reach this day that you'll be explaning everything from him in which, you never prepared for it. This was so sudden from you and him. "Let's go inside," you told the vampire, sighing sharply. You held Dopyo's hands and you started walking back to the living room.

You sat down on the sofa chair, letting your boy sit on your lap. Your eyes trailed Doyoung, who was gasping out loud, he was completely stunned on how the house looks new, better than he used to live at and remembers. The vampire thinking that the house was renovated without his knowing. He sat down on the couch, smiling widely at the girl he's holding.

You're lowkey sulking at how your daughter is hugging him freely and smiling widely. When you hug her it's either she lets you be or gets frustrated, telling you to stop the skinship. She isn't that Daisy you know, she always gives you a pout or be quiet because she's having her tantrums. She only knew her dad for a few second but look at her, having all smiles. You can guess your daughter will favor her dad more than you now.

"Oh my god, Doyoung-hyung is alive?"  your eyes then cocked towards Yangyang, who just left his room. Also shock that the said male is alive. You look at the younger for a moment, before shifting to look at your twins.

You wanted to talk with Doyoung, alone and without the twins. You just want to ask about things he know off, you called the twins, the two looking at you with curiosity. "Daisy, Dopyo go with your uncle Yangyang, me and your dad have to settle issues here." you instructed, showing how serious you are.

"Why do I feel like I'm watching those divorce reality shows about parents fighting over custody on their kids?" Yangyang thought, making you hiss at the question. You give the younger a stern look, signaling him to bring the kids out on the human realm. The male getting intimidated on your gaze thus making him call the twins to come with him. "C'mmon n-now you two, let's go get some p-pizza!" Yangyang cheered, nervously. Not knowing if he'll get hit by you or by Doyoung, because of his question.

You rolled your eyes in disbelief and use your ability on getting the twins' jacket near the cloth rack at the corner. Doyoung blink his eyes, not believing what he just saw. "You're a half!?" he asked, almost shouting it out. You can hear a lot of curses from his head and you can't help but to snort, he really should avoid cussing, especially now since both of you have kids to take care of.

"You didn't know?" you asked, almost sounding like a hiss. You have your brows furrowed at the vampire. You have this feeling that Doyoung was alive before he arrived here and you know that someone could have told him everything at least.

"Of course, not!" Doyoung answered, rudely. He let out a loud groan, frustrated that he never know anything that happened at all. "No one told me any single thing that happened from you, on the house or me having kids! They all just told me to stay put and signal me to go back here." he stated, straggling his own hair, another pile of curses heard from his head.

It was a challenge for you to talk to him, other than your blood is boiling on the vampire on cursing, Daisy wasn't being helpful and wanted to stay. You controlling yourself on not to snap but she was really testing your patience. In the end, the twins stayed with the two of you, Daisy with Doyoung and Dopyo with you. You hissed at Yangyang as his thought says that he really is watching a reality show, protesting that the twins should stay together (he was still thinking about the custody).  The younger left the room, still thinking about the custody and is convincing himself he is indeed watching a divorce reality show.

How can he say he's watching a divorce reality show when, you and Doyoung aren't even married yet?

You exhaled sharply, clicking your tongue at how stressed you are, too much that it already drained your energy for the day. You are pissed and have this feeling that Doyoung was alive before he even back here, alive for who knows how long and thus, you wanted to find out. "How, when and why?" you asked, coldly.

Your question caught Doyoung off guard, making him stop caressing Daisy's hair as he focus on you, knowing what your asking. He let out a timid smile. "For the first question, Lee Donghyuck." he answered, shortly.

You squint, remembering that kid clearly, you know that you make him escape on the corp's prison, you know that Hyuck already regretted what he did and know the boy will change for the better. You were six months pregnant on the twins when you asked Johnny to accompany you to visit the poor boy. You can recall that one vampire, named Hendery stopped you from seeing Donghyuck and letting him escape but, you have to use the excuse that you are indeed Taeil's favorite. You assured Hendery that he won't get fired because of you talking to the kid and letting him escape. "But I told him to never go back at this realm?" you said frankly. You even recall that the kid thanked you for forgiving him and apologizing countless of times.

"Well," The vampire pressed his lips, biting the bottom  part of his lips subconsciously. You were finding the gesture very sexy to look at, you immediately shaking your head and hoped he didn't notice it nor read your thought. "That kid you release from vampire prison told Mark, which is surprisingly his boyfriend, to go back and fix what he has done. Whatever you told Hyuck, it made him guilty thus wanting to revive me." he answered, casually. 

"If you're asking on how long I was getting revived by four idiots, it was four years." He answered the second question, unsure if that's the answer you wanted. "How long was I conscious? I think two weeks."

You felt betrayed hearing his answer, all this time he was getting revived? so this was Taeil hiding from you. You feel frustrated, broken and mostly, betrayed. Why didn't no one ever told you about their plan, why did no one ever confronted you about this? You're mad right now, wanting to cry because of your frustration, all this time you were convincing yourself that he won't come back and suffered countless nights on crying about it and this is what you get?

"Uhm, what's with the why though," Doyoung asked you, making you look at him with glossy eyes. He heard your thoughts clearly, uttering a frown. He knew how much you suffered on his death, seeing the flashback on your mind and it was hurting him. He know it was hard for you and you were still hurting, he can see how confused and mad you are and it made him moved Daisy on the couch and stand up, walking towards you. The vampire let out a coo when he saw Dopyo clinging to you harshly, scared at his own father.

"Why did you show up just now?" you asked, making Doyoung halt and stare at your salty expression. You gritted your teeth, avoiding yourself on crying. You were overwhelmed on your emotions, you feel so betrayed and it's crushing your existence completely. You calm yourself down by hugging Dopyo and resting your head on his tiny head, resisting the urge to weep. "You're alive for two weeks and no one ever told me?"  you asked, eyes getting pricky. Your breath getting uneven.

Doyoung had himself panicking,  eyes fidgeting on what to do. He doesn't know how to comfort you since, he never knew what really happened to you after all these years, and seeing you refusing to cry out loud makes him feel bad. "y/n.." he whispered, face grimacing at how broken you are.

"Can you just leave me for a w-while, p-please?" you asked him— no begged him to leave you. You're mad right now and you don't want to yell at him for something that he have no responsibility about. Also, you really want to be alone, wanting to digest his presence and him being alive. "P-please, just leave me. Doyoung please." you plead, tears already escaping your eyes. You silently whimpering at how your chest is tightening to your rollercoaster emotions.

"But y/n—"

"Just leave." you cried out, wiping your tears that was falling out in a fast pace. You really don't want to look at him especially like this. You don't know what's going on with yourself anymore, you're messed up.

Doyoung let out a long sigh, eyes looking at Daisy who was confused on what's happening. He gave the girl a small smile, assuring him he'll go back soon. You can see how sad Daisy is on hearing that you're asking her dad to leave. Doyoung  telling Daisy on not to be sad because he promise to spend with her like what the girl wished for. Daisy bid goodbye on the vampire and tried understanding his explanation, feeling bad he isn't staying at the house. Doyoung look at you for the last time before he disappeared, a concrete sign that he left like what you just asked him to.

"M-mom?"

"Not now, Daisy." you muffled to your daughter who ran towards you, pouting at she saw you crying. You then realized that Dopyo was also looking at you, worried at your state. You faked a smile, wiping the tears and putting down your little boy. They shouldn't have stay and saw you like this. "H-how about you two stayed at your room and play hmm? how does that sound?"

"But mom, you're crying." Dopyo protested, index finger pointing at your wet cheeks because of your tears. Like Daisy who is beside him, he placed a pout, his mind having thoughts on not leaving your side.

"Mommy will be fine, okay?" you smiled and cupped his squish cheek. You again instructed the twins to go to their room but neither of them want to listen, especially knowing their mother is crying. "Mommy just want to be alone. Go, play at your room. I'll ask uncle Yang to go there later." you softly said, sniffing.

The twins looked at one another for a second before looking at your messed up state. They may not know what you and their dad talked about fully but seeing you crying probably means your hurt. The two take a step towards you, asking you to lean down. You thinking that they really don't want to leave your side. You did what they ask, about to complain that the two aren't listening to you but halt when you feel the twin's lips on your cheeks, pulling away and you