You were at the kitchen, arms on the table and supporting your head, you stating blankly in space. You didn't even sleep last night despite on staying on the twins' room. You were restless on the unsolved questions you have, thinking off any possible answer for it. You were completely dazed for the whole day. Suddenly feeling bad for pushing Doyoung away, you were worried on where he slept last night but knowing he had a  bed somewhere in the corp it lessen your worry for the vampire, but, you were still unsure if you want to see him again without snapping out because of how messed up you are.

"You alright nugget?" you lazily stared up towards the sink and saw the half washing his hands and wiping his hands on a towel and sitting in front of you, flashing a cute frown.

"And you're really asking me about that?" you hissed, wanting to hit Ten but you were tired to do so. Instead, you gave him a look.

"It was worth the shot," Ten shrugged, looking at his watch and realized it was only a quarter to seven. His eyes went back on you, realizing how tired you are. Also to mention the dark circle below your eyes. He knew, you didn't sleep yet, after all the thoughts you have.

"I'm still mad at you for hiding a secret from me." you murmured, pissed. You found out that Ten knew about Taeil, Mark and Johnny's plan a few days back. Ten getting mad at Johnny because of it and the two quarreling. Until now, Ten still haven't forgive the tall vampire and is still avoiding him. Poor Johnny, only following his master's instruction and now paying his price on his lover's anger.

"But I really didn't mean to, you know I just wanted the three to admit it to you." Ten explained, pouting. He has a point, he got mad at his own lover because of the secret and because of his love for you, the half really treats you like his own and will do anything for you and for the twins. "And I really can't believe Johnny even kept his mouth shut for four years. He can keep his loyalty on his job and for hyung but, for his own lover, he can't. He never shuts his mouth on embarrassing me.." he groaned, releasing his anger from the tall male.

"But come to think of it Ten, Johnny is a good guy." You commented, making Ten blushing in front of you. You let out a snicker, despite of the half getting furious and avoiding the older, he still has this soft spot for the male. He really loves Johnny truly and always will be loving the tall vampire. "Like what you said, he's just being a good employee. The two would have told me about if it weren't for dad." you said, smirking. You don't want to lie that you aren't mad at Taeil, you are furious on him keeping this from you. And what hurts you is, he had all the time during those years to help Hyuck on reviving Doyoung but barely have time to check up on her daughter who was suffering, mourning so long for her late boyfriend. This is why you feel betrayed, and it break your heart a lot.

After that short conversation with Ten, you felt your eyes drowsy, wanting to sleep already but you can't. You stand up, silently cussing at how your having a headache right now. You were suppose to wake up the twins by now but looks like the two were now up and just walk in the kitchen, looking frightened. You felt sort of awful hat you forget your phone on the twins room and remembered you set an alarm clock in case you were deeply asleep. You coo at how scared the twins look and is now hugging you, telling you that they thought a bad vampire was going to eat them. You placed the kids on the tall chair and smiled at them, guaranteed that no one will eat them since you and their uncle is with them.  You were relieved that the kids were calm now, talking to each other about their dreams last night, you were chuckling at how cute the two are and how good their sleep is even if they woke up terrified. You then stood up from your chair, about to make the twins breakfast but Ten told you to sit down since he'll be doing it for you. You told him that you still have the proper thinking to cook but, he didn't let you.

"Nugget," Ten whined at how you forcing to cook, making you huffed and sat down like he asked you. He smiled at how pissed you are, laughing at your pouty face. Even if you already have kids he still call you with that nickname. "Why can't you let me nugget? C'mmon, I barely stay here now. I kinda miss staying at the house and spend mornings with you and the kids." he mumbled, making you let the half be and cook some eggs and noodles.

The half only took a few minutes before he turn off the stove. Putting the eggs on a plate and putting in the table, when the half was about to get the twins' small plates, Daisy suddenly called him. The half hummed, giving the girl a smile and asking as to why she called him. You then looked Daisy, your little girl having her brows furrowed. "Why would you call mommy nugget when, she isn't food." she scoffed, giving her uncle a look.

"But for your dad, she is sweetie." Ten answered , cocky. A laugh escaping from his lips when he saw you blushing hard, you were surprise at the remark. You were expecting that blunt comment but never knew you'll be hearing  it early in the morning. Plus the fact you barely have sleep.

"Chittaphon!" you called out the male, realizing he said that in front of the kids. You don't want the kids' innocence at a very young age. "Don't you dare destroy my kids' mind with your dirty mouth. My kids are too young for your grossness, gheez!" you scolded him, wanting to hit the half with your bare heads but you were tired, you also wanting to use your ability but you can't concentrate your restless mind.

You saw how clueless the twins are on you scolding Ten and the half's answer on Daisy's question. The two looking at each other, eyes blinking at curiosity. You try to dig Ten's unappropriated words and trying to conceive a child friendly excuse, you remembering the reason why Ten called you nugget, telling it to the kids that their uncle loves you and find your tiny existence precious thus it made him call you nugget. You were relieved that the twins understand your explanation and already forgot what Ten just said. You seeing Ten getting the plates for the twins and helping the two to eat.

While you were waiting for the twins to be finished on eating, you rest your head on the table and wanting to get a short nap because, you really are tired. You feel your eyes finally closing when Ten suggested that he'll be the one who'll take the kids to day care. You immediately sat and fix composure and telling him you can do it. You know that Ten will be reporting to work, making it a burden if he did the job when literally you should be doing your mother duties. Ten asked if you're alright to send the kids to school and you convinced him. 

"Before you send the kids to school, you should eat first nugget." Ten instructed you, concern on your well being. Before you could protest of respond, Ten continued speaking. "You don't want Doyoung to eat you instead, right?" he snickered, a sly smirk showing on his teasing face.

"Dad's going to eat mom?" Dopyo asked, scared at the idea. He was blessed with some height makes him easily go down on his chair, sprinting his way towards your place and hugging your legs, his eyes show terrified on losing you. "Mom, please don't get eaten. I don't want you die." he huffed, his eyes started to prick. He didn't want his mom to leave him forever. You immediately telling the boy that Ten is joking around, but the half already done the damage to the young and innocent boy.

You comforted the little boy, shushing and wiping Dopyo's tears and telling him it's just a joke. After your little prince finally calm down and stop crying. You immediately glare at the half, telling him to start running in your mind. You excused yourself from your youngest and stand up, teleporting beside Ten and hit his head. "That's for making the Dopyo cry at your dirty non-sense— come back here, you're really testing my nerves Ten!" you yelled when the half really ran away from you. You gritted your teeth and went on a chase with the half. You know Ten also didn't sleep making the battle fair. You instantly caught Ten from his own racing game and hit his head again, scolding him about his antics on destroying the kids' innocence. The half laughing at how cute you are but instantly regretting it because of you hitting him more brutally than the first one. You were already done with Ten and his sinful mouth and you don't want to hear from it ever again.

You went back to the kitchen with a smile, pretending that you didn't chase Ten and wanting to kill him. You and the twins went onto their room and made the two take a bath and made them wear warm clothes because the weather was cold these days. You putting a beanie on the twins and cooing, adoring the two and telling them how much you love them. You asked the kids to get their bags and assisted them on putting their tiny bags on their back. You looked at the time, it was twenty minutes early for their call time and since Ten mentioned on you should eat, you went back to the kitchen, let the kids watch tv for a few minutes as they wait for you. You only eat an egg and a small serving of noodles. You were opted on drinking coffee but you went to water instead since you were already a mess with your emotions and consuming your caffeine will just make you more vulnerable. You'll just send the twins to school and after that you'll sleep so that you can have energy at least when you pick them up from the daycare.

You were already dressed up neatly and you called the twins, telling them that you'll be going. You turn off the tv and you were holding two sandwiches, placing it on their bags and remind them to eat it on recess. The two assuring you that they didn't forget something and you nodded in response. Well, you were about to send the kids to school but someone just had to show up, and from the looks from the vampire, he looked mad, really mad.

Before you could even ask on the reason of his scowling expression, Doyoung already spoke the answer to you. "You enrolled the kids to school?"  he asked, snorting in anger. Eyes bulging at you.

That was odd, why will he mad at that when literally, the kids are obligated on attending school. Having nothing to say, you stare at him a brow raised. "And?" you asked, not getting where his anger is coming from. "I'm only doing the right thing here."

"Yeah, right..." He scoffed, smirking in disbelief.

"Why is there anything wrong on sending the twins to school?" you asked him, somewhat pissed on his rude comment.

Doyoung stare at you deeply, calming himself down and closing his eyes. "I think the twins should be homeschooled instead." he said, clearing his throat.

"I already enrolled the kids so excuse us, I'll be sending the twins now. If you want to tag along, I'll be glad." you smiled, trying your best to be calm too because you're already pissed on him and his behavior. You looked back, realizing the twins were hiding not on your back but instead on the couch that is far away from you and Doyoung. You don't know if the twins are terrified on what Ten said earlier or their dad looking mad, probably both but you don't want to think about that right now.

You called the twins once more, the two shaking their heads into a no and not wanting to come near you. You sighed, you walking near the twins and telling Doyoung that you and the twins will get going. Your eyes widening when you felt Doyoung's hands grip onto your arm. You giving him a look, he's really getting into your nerves now.

"And where do you think you're going?"

"Wow since when did your brain started becoming dumb and your can't comprehend on what I just said early, Dongyoung?" You rolled your eyes and remove his grip on you, you eyeing on him as you were having a hard time doing so. "What's wrong with you? can you let me go now?" you gritted your teeth at him, unamused at all.

The vampire smirked and finally let you go, you were still eyeing on him, using last of your energy to read his mind. You gasp, finding his thought offensive. Why would he even think you can't handle the twins when you practically raised them well, he's being too much now. "Say that in face." you told him, your hands forming in fist.

He stared at you, clueless on what you're talking about and you asked him again, knuckles whitening as you were now mad at his judgement. "Say what? I don't know you're talking about." he mocked, still having a smirk onto his face.

"Tell me what you just thought a second ago and let the kids hear it." You commanded him, emphasizing every word. Your tongue clicking, your eyes were pricky at how mad you are. The thought itself was already a foul to you, how can he tell that easily when you were trying your best to raise the kids on your own for four years? "Don't act dumb, I clearly heard your thought. Why can't you say it to my face, tell me how much I'm bad parent, hmm? C'mmon don't be shy, say it." you challenged him, smiling.

You interrupted Doyoung from speaking and you continued. "See? this is the problem. You say things without even thinking, young. Just because you're mad that your idea isn't being followed that doesn't mean you should say nasty thing and let your mind wonder any word it can say because of your anger." you told him, you staring directly to his eyes. You let out a laugh, finding the situation pathetic for the both of you. "You shouldn't say things without rethinking. You don't know it deep your words hurt, Doyoung."

"Also Dongyoung, don't you dare judge me on parenting. May I just remind you, you were just conscious for two weeks? You don't know anything yet you judge so easily. Don't say something you never knew off. I tried okay, I tried raising them well, tried taking care of the two and tried my best on loving them. And if for you it isn't enough, I'm sorry. But, why will I apologize to you when I know the effort I'm putting on raising the kids is enough? like what I said, you don't know anything sweetie." you added, your voice calm and you smiling weakly to him.

Doyoung just stood there, having no words going out on the tip of his tongue. He was shock on your words, finding himself staring blankly. He then saw your smile, not really know what the smile is truly hiding. Were you sad? angry? offended?, he never knew. All he    did was to be silent. He don't kmow how to respond to you nor having the courage to speak up.

"Now look at you, it hurts when your words will go against you now, doesn't it? That's why there is a saying keep your mouth or your thoughts shut when you don't have anythinh good to say." You blink your eyes and realized that your were already crying. You wipe the tears, still having a smile flashed. You then looked back at the kids, carrying Daisy who was looking at you, dazed at your eyes being puffy. You grab Dopyo's soft hand and intertwine it yours. Only five minutes left for the calltime in their daycare. "Goodbye young, I gotta take the kids to school." you didn't wait for any response and teleported already along with the twins.

The whole short walk with the twins are oddly quiet, you wanting to talk to your kids but seeing them this silent was already a sign that the two doesn't want to say anything, you sighing at realization that the kids saw you and Doyoung fight in front of them. Minutes of walking, you finally arrive at the daycare. You reminding your kids to be nice and have fun. You can see how confused they look at you, finding it weird that you're smiling even if you fought with Doyoung moments ago. You press a small peck on the twins' cheeks, watching them go inside the room and taking their seats. The two looking at each other, still silent until now. Usually, you watched the two until the start of their class but this time you didn't.

You started walking away from the day care, hands on your pocket. A long sigh escaping on your lips. The original plan of you wanting to sleep vanished. You know that you won't fall asleep, after hearing the harsh thought of Doyoung not trusting with his kids. Your anger vanished too, already converted to tears. You realizing you were wearing that long loved scarf you have and decided to fix it properly. You wanting no one to see your face as you walk around the city while crying silently, wanting to remove all the anger and pain you feel from early and yesterday.

You don't know anymore, you're just tired, in all aspects...