THIRD PERSON POV

"What did he say?" Yeonjun asked Sunghoon, who was still in front of Sunoo's room, standing like a statue. Heeseung was also beside him.

"He needs some time. If you don't mind.. can we stay here till evening?" Heeseung asked politely when Sunghoon stayed unresponsive and yeonjun just nodded his head.

"Can you tell me what happened that night?" Yeonjun started to break the awkward silence.

Sunghoon just nodded his head and tooka deep sigh. They slowly moved towards Yeonjun's office or more like his room.

"I kicked him out of the house due to... some.. misunderstandings. And I am regretting that since that night." Sunghoon croaked out and yeonjun inhaled sharply to control his anger. Heeseung could sense the anger so he decided to jump in.

"It was a kind of trap. But we didn't have any idea that.. that something like that would happen. We searched for him everywhere but couldn't find him." He explained and yeonjun just hummed in response.

"So what are you planning now?" Yeonjun leaned over the table, after placing the cup of coffee in front of Sunghoon and heeseung.

"I can't live without him. I will stay here till he.comes with me. I can do anything for him... anything." Sunghoon's voice was determined and a smile formed on yeonjun's lips.

"I am not the person who always remains stuck in past. I believe to live in present and to think about the future. So, I will appreciate your effort.. show him how guilty you are... show him how much you want him back... show him how much you love him." Sunghoon looked up at his words.

"I will." Both yeonjun and heeseung smiled at his answer.

...

Sunoo was sent back to his room. He was
sitting in a daze, thinking about all the words Sunghoon said before. He could sense the pain in his voice... the desperation to talk.. those broken sobs that he never heard before from his lips, were heartbreaking.

His train of thoughts stopped by a knock on the door. Soon someone stepped inside the room but he wasn't Sunghoon. What if he can't see him. he can still feel him.

"S- Sunoo?" Another familiar voice beamed the room and Sunoo felt his eyes getting teary hearing that. He quickly grabbed the sheets and tried to get up from bed to hug the person.

"Hee- seung Hyung." He said with a smile and in the next moment, heeseung hugged him. Letting him cry in his embrace both let themselves be drowned in the pool of feelings.

Heeseung caressed his back gently to calm him. He can't hide as Hyun-So. he can't keep his feeling to himself... He just can't....

"I can't say it but I'm so happy to see you sun"

"Me too, I am also happy Hyung." Sunoo
sobbed, all snuggled up to older's chest. Heeseung slowly pulled back and helped Sunoo to sit back on the bed.

He wiped his tears smoothly and smiled looking at his new hair color. Slightly brushing those soft locks he laughed.

"Your natural hair color is also beautiful, Sunoo." He joked and Sunoo could imagine how his cheeks must be forming a beautiful smile.

"I am smiling like that after a very long time,.Sunoo." He said in low voice and slowly Sunoo's smile dropped, understanding what he wanted to tell.

"Same goes for all others as well... Ni-ki... Jaeyun...Kang-min.. no one smiled since that night. And... Sunghoon, he is living like a corpse, he barely eats or sleep... never smiled since then. Everyone saw
him suffering Sunoo, we all saw him feeling the pain after losing you." Heeseung stopped for a while to see Sunoo's expressions and the brunet was clutching the sheets once again, trying his best not to let his tears fall.

"He... he even tried to kill himself."

"W-what??" Sunoo snapped his neck upon hearing the words. He felt like his heart skipped a beat at the word killing... Sunghoon.

"Yeah, Sunoo. He tried many times to attempt suicide. He was so broken and it took a while for us to make him calm enough to stop that. We almost lost his life but thanks to Jaeyun, jay , and all others. they all helped him." Sunoo couldn't control himself anymore...his tears started to fall down his cheeks and he covered his mouth to stop himself from sobbing.

"I am watching him since my childhood sunoo I never saw him that much broken not even when his father died. The way he cried in pain on losing you was the worst. He searched for you day and night. He loves you a lot Sunoo...please sweetie, give him a chance. Come back with us. Everyone will be so much happy to see you, please." Heeseung pleaded, taking Sunoo's.hands in his own to give an assuring squeeze.

"Please." Sunoo was out of words, he had no idea what to do. He wanted to meet his Hyungs, hug them, and smile with them but his mind was again stopping him.

"Please talk with him. for me.. please," Heeseung said after a while and when Sunoo didn't respond, he took that as a yes and silently left the room. In the next moment, the door opened and sunoo could feel him. even when he was just standing in the doorway. He turned his head to another side engulfing his sobs.. not to show this side to sunghoon.

He heard soft steps approaching him and stopping.at a distance. He heard him taking a deep breath and surprisingly, his mind was giving him the full view of every action other was doing,like portraying it all behind his dark canvas.

"Ang- Sunoo. C-can I say something?" Sunghoon started unsurely. Sunoo didn't respond again but kept on sitting on the bed with his head facing the other side.

Sunghoon was feeling the pang in his chest from the cold shoulder the other was showing him but he knew that he deserved that, maybe worse.

"L-love, I won't tell you to forgive me, hurt me..do anything you want... y-you can hurt me in.any way but please.. come with us. M-my heart is beating for you.. and I felt it stopped beating when you left me.-"

"You kicked me out!" Sunoo snapped at him, correcting the word.

"I know and I hate myself for doing so. I can't forgive myself.." Sunoo chuckled bitterly and sunghoon looked up confused. The older saw his tears falling down his cheeks but he was shaking his head while fake laughing.

"H-how pathetic.. this is called fate, Mr. Park Sunghoon. How I met you... how you did everything you wanted to do with me.. treating me like a slave, saying to me that you love me... but in the end.. same happened. You didn't believe in me." Bitterness was in his voice but his eyes were telling something else.

"I believe on you..I do-"

"A-at that time... I wanted to hear those words.. but now. they are nothing to me but a few alphabets." His voice shook and Sunghoon could feel his heart tightens in his chest.

I made him like that... I broke him..

He slowly moved closer to Sunoo but the other just raised his hand in the air.

"Stop, Mr. Park. Don't come any closer." He stated a bit harshly but Sunghoon didn't stop.

"Y-you still love me, angel. I know that. I- I can see in your eyes.. please come with me." Sunghoon said in low voice, so soft like he would break the other with his words, but little did he know, Sunoo was too broken already.

"You are wrong.. so Wrong. Here-" Sunoo
pointed towards his chest, jabbing his finger harshly. "-here the heart is not the one that was head over heels for you.. that was beating for you. That heart died... it died the day you said that you h-hate me." His finger curled slowly on his chest as his hand turned into a fist, clutching the fabric.

Sunghoon was just watching him with his painful face, his every word was stabbing his heart.

"I don't hate you. I never did! I- sh*t... I hate myself. I just hate myself for hurting you.. for breaking you like that.. please let me mend your broken heart.. please." He again pleaded, falling.on the floor and grabbing Sunoo's foot in his hands.

"It is beyond broken. I can't help you to feel better about your guilt." Sunoo mumbled, his lips trembling so his body due to heavy sobs, the warm touch on his feet was just making it difficult.

"Please, I can't live without you. I will die... I will die without you." Sunghoon mumbled leaning his head on Sunoo's foot who again laughed bitterly.

"I said the same.. the same thing, But, ah..
whatever. I can forgive but I can't forget Mr. Park." Sunoo sighed to control his sobs, retreating his foot from the other's grip.

"One more thing, no one dies like that and I am.the best example. I wanted to die but my fate brought me here." He said mockingly, harshly.wiping his tears with his sleeves, he got up from.the bed and stood on a side.

"Leave me alone." Taking a few deep breaths, he.said sternly but Sunoo couldn't bear any more.

"I love you angel. I love you a lot that I can die for you... right now....at the moment. Because I don't want to live a life in which you are not with me. I am more than sorry for my deeds, for my words....just keep that in mind, I love you. and will keep doing so... even in my next life." Sunghoon whispered while wiping his tears and getting up from the floor.

He slowly took out something from his waistband and a click sound echoed in the room.

"Take care love, my angel. I hope you find your happiness..I love you." Sunoo's breath hitched as he remembered the sound.

"N-no, NO STOP!" He yelled... rushing to the possible direction where Sunghoon was standing with his eyes closed, a gun on his temple ready to shoot himself in front of his love. with a desire to die in peace with the last glance of his love.

Sunoo somehow succeeded in grabbing
Sunghoon's hand and stopped him from shooting.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?"

"Let me die, angel I can't bear this pain... I can't see the pain in your eyes. Please let me be at peace for once." sunghoon croaked out as he tried to put the gun again on his temple.

"YOU ALWAYS DO WHAT YOU WANT...AND NEVER CARED FOR ME.. This is what you are doing again." Sunoo cried while grabbing Sunghoon's collar and leaning on his chest. sunghoon was still in the same position but his heart was collar and leaning on his chest. He sensed the care in Sunoo's actions.

"I can't bear any more pain. Stop hurting me.. stop it. Don't you dare to take your life!" Sunoo threatened him, slightly shaking the frozen figure of Sunghoon with his trembling hands.

"B-but my life is nothing without you," Sunghoon mumbled with a sad smile and felt Sunoo's soft hands on his chest, who slightly pulled back.

"Why does your diamond heart always makes a cut on m-my heart??" Sunoo asked with his shaking voice and Sunghoon couldn't comprehend until Sunoo softly traced his fingers on Sunghoon''s face with the other hand he grabbed the gun and threw that on the floor.

"Y-you again w-want me to fa-" Sunoo couldn't complete his words as he felt dizzy because of much crying. He tried to balance himself by taking support from Sunghoon's shoulder who quickly Wrapped his arms around Sunoo's body and picked him up towards the bed.

He gently placed Sunoo the bed and
felt that he got tensed like he didn't want to be alone. Because of too much dizziness, he didn't say anything but clutched his throbbing sobs. Sunghoon noticed his uneasiness and slowly joined him. Wiping his tears softly, he kissed Sunoo's forehead.. one hand massaging his scalp to soothe the physical pain.

"Rest angel. I am here.. just rest a bit."
Sunoo slowly closed his eyes feeling the sarme warmth his body was missing for so long, feeling the same care he wanted to get again, feeling the same person close to his body he fell in love with...

Feeling the same.. as he used to feel before...

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