"THAN? THAN??" Heeseung breathed out as he was continuously trying his number but he didn't answer so the poor boy had to search for him by himself.

Sunghoon was just standing there with tears-filled eyes... he was looking totally spaced out. Finding the male near the balcony, heeseung huffed in relief and shook him a bit by his shoulder, causing him to flinch in response.

"What's wrong, THAN?" Heeseung asked when he felt that something is definitely off.

"Find out.. who organized the event in this hall. Find the pianist who performed a while ago. Do it as soon as possible." Sunghoon said in one breath, heeseung was confused but he still nodded his.
head and left to follow the command.

...

"It was beautiful, Hyun-So. I am very grateful for your help. Thanks a lot." Yeonjun hugged the black-haired and the younger returned it happily.

"Now you should rest.. ok," Yeonjun lowkey ordered and Sunoo just nodded with a smile. Soon the older of the two left, leaving a bit confused Sunoo in the room. He was sitting on his bed, thinking about the feelings he got back in the hall.

Why I felt like he was there?? I felt his presence..

like he was close... so close to me.

No. it can't be possible. He can't be here..

His heart started beating hastily when he thought about that.

"It still beats the same way when I think about you... what kind of spell is that Sunghoon?" The beating heart thumped loudly when he smiled sadly, placing his hand on his chest.

"It's ok. he can't be him. even if he is, he will never come back to me. After all he ha- hates me." His voice broke on the words hate.

...

"Jake Hyung?? Why are you pacing back and forth? Seriously you are making me dizzy!" Ni-ki whined watching a continuously walking Jake. Jake looked back at him with a frown on his face.

"I don't know. he didn't call me today." The frown was gone in an instant when he pouted and Ni-ki gasped at his words.

"Who?? Oh my... Heeseung Hyung??" Ni-ki covered his mouth with his hand dramatically. Kang-min came at the same time... hearing those Words he was
also surprised.

"Yeah. Don't you know? He barely contacts us but he always calls him... how rude of him." Kang-min teased with a smile.

"Whatever... see Kang-min hyung, he can't even hear any bad word about him." Ni-ki teased more and Jake was getting red with every passing second.

"Yah! You two, I am your Hyung.. give me some respect. How casually you are talking with me." Jake huffed, trying to show anger but in fact, he was just embarrassed, the other two again laughed shamelessly. At last, Jake had to go from there because he was getting more red due to embarrassment.

"Why he is so shy.. I hope heeseung Hyung just proposes to him as soon as possible. I want to see them together and happy." Ni-ki said and kang-min nodded his head, impatiently waiting for their ship to sail.

...

"Just wait for a moment, Sir. Mr. Choi will be here soon." Soobin informed Sunghoon who was finally standing in the house which was actually for all orphans and a part of the charity organization.

Sunghoon just nodded his head, heeseung was also with him but at a distance. While waiting for the director, he heard some giggles from the ground and his steps took him there. He found children playing with each other, some were English and Some were Korean.

Among the little crowd, he found the small boy who gave the flower to the black-haired. He was about to go to him when he heard the voice.. the voice he wanted to hear the most. The same deep voice.. the same sweet giggle.

"S-slow down, Woonhak." Sunoo giggled when Woonhak dragged him toward the ground but due to lack of vision, Sunoo was a little nervous and afraid but he didn't want to show it to the little boy.

"Ok.. now you are gonna catch me but be careful Hyung," Woonhak said and took a few steps away from Sunoo after leaving his hand slowly.

"Catch me, Hyung" He giggled and Sunoo also giggled at the excited kid. Taking a deep breath, he started taking slow steps, moving his hands in the air here and there to catch the small boy.

Sunghoon was just standing in a daze, his eyes were full of emotions. After so long, he was in front of him, so close.

Observing the male from the distance, his heartbeat quickened when he felt something very different. A very different yet heartbreaking thing.

He felt that Sunoo wasn't watching straight although the small boy was very close to him. He could see a hint of fear of falling in sunoo's eyes, the way he was taking small and very careful steps.

"N-no.. i-it can't be." Sunghoon croaked out when his mind started to give him the possible answer., his heart beating furiously just at the thought that he was praying to be false.

"No Hyung.. not there! You will fall down." Woonhak screamed when Sunoo took the step towards the side where a pot was placed. Sunghoon snapped out of his daze at the little scream and quickly rushed.

Sunoo heard the steps and turned quickly thinking that the boy came forth but during this, his foot bumped into the pot and he tripped with a hiss. Before he could fall onto the hard ground and feel the pain, Sunghoon quickly grabbed his falling figure in his strong arms.

Sunoo was baffled by the situation when he felt a very familiar sensation... same grip... and the scent... that strong cologne that he used to inhale to calm himself.

Woonhak stopped in his tracks, looking at both males. Heeseung also saw both from the distance and he thought that it was just a dream.

Sunoo's heartbeat quickened as ever, his hands slowly moved to the arms of the person who was holding him, under his palms he felt the same muscles. His hands moved more and his fingers traced the person's face. Feeling the features under his fingers, he could imagine the face in his mind. His breath hitched and his hands started trembling when everything felt very familiarity.

Sunghoon could feel the touch on his skin, that lingering touch he craved, he could feel how Sunoo's eyes were unfocused.. how his hands were trembling.

No.. he can't be him... No..

Having that thought wild in his mind, Sunoo quickly reverted as he slightly pushed the person but Sunghoon didn't let him go completely.

Sweat beads started to form on his forehead and Sunghoon felt that he wasn't feeling good.

"Su-n..A-angel," His voice came out broken when Sunoo pushed him more, and that was the final blow when Sunoo started shaking his head furiously all while mumbling a no... all the dreadful memories came to his mind as flashbacks. He felt suffocated in the open air and he just wanted to turn back and rush out of the place but couldn't as he felt his breath become totally ragged.

"Angel!" Sunghoon whisper-yelled when he felt Sunoo stumbling and then falling but he again.caught him, he caught the limp boy who was totally drenched in sweat, his face pale.

"Sun?? SUNOO?? ANGEL?" Sunghoon screamed shaking the boy in his arms gently but he didn't respond. The younger one fell unconscious due to shock.

"HEESEUNG!" Sunghoon yelled while picking him up bridal style but before he could step out of the place.. he heard someone behind him.

"Where are you taking him?Oh, Hyun-So!? Take himn inside.. we have doctors. What are you waiting for... take him!" Yeonjun almost snapped at him and finally Sunghoon followed him to a medical room.

"Please leave." The doctor said to Sunghoon who was still sticking with Sunoo

Yeonjun tapped his shoulder and finally took him out of the room.

"We need to talk," Yeonjun stated with a serious tone while Sunghoon was still watching from the door of the room where Sunoo was on the bed.

"Where are you from? Are you Korean?"
Yeonjun started and Sunghoon sighed deeply. He needs to talk too, he had to know the whole thing... how Sunoo ended up here.

"I will talk.. but how is he?" Sunghoon breathed out. Fora while, both waited till the doctor came out of the room. Sunghoon quickly stepped forward with questioning eyes.

"He fainted due to shock. He will be fine. But Mr.Choi I told you not to let him be depressed. his body is still recovering." The doctor informed both of them and looked displeased.

"He is fine?? Is his body recovering?? W-what happened to him??" Sunghoon turned back to the doctor who just gave him a confused look, glancing over at Yeonjun who was standing with a blank face.

"Due to a heart transplant, his body is still under recovery. If he couldn't recover completely, his vision will be at risk." The doctor informed him with a glint of sadness and left.

Sunghoon stumbled on his foot but Heeseung quickly grabbed him and helped him to a room where yeonjun gestured to him.

"Who are you, Mr. Park? Do you know him?" Yeonjun started again once they were inside the room.

"H-he is Sunoo. M-my Sunoo... my angel."
Sunghoon stuttered badly, head hanging low with a reeling mind after hearing what the doctor said.

"Sunoo??" Sunghoon just nodded his head in response.

"How did you find him???" Sunghoon asked snapping his head up and yeonjun was definitely giving him a death glare.

"So, you do care about him now?" He retorted to Sunghoon who just frowned at his words.

"Do you haye any idea, how much he suffered? How he fought for his life? And now you are saying that he is YOURS???" Yeonjun muttered with a clenched jaw, remembering all the pain the boy went through in front of his eyes.

Sunghoon was already feeling a pang in his chest by seeing the younger in such a condition. His love isn't able to see.. his angel was in pain and he knew that behind all of his pain it was him Yeonjun calmed down taking deep breaths when he observed the pained expressions on Sunghoon's face.

"I found him in Seoul two and a half months ago. A car hit him and he lost too much blood. I waited for his family but when no one showed up, I took him here with me. He went through two surgeries and woke up after 2 months. His vision is no more but there is still hope that it will be fine. After whole week he woke up, he told me his name was Hyun-So." Yeonjun compiled.

Sunghoon was feeling the pain in his chest like his heart was being stabbed by hundreds of knives.

He was a lack of words, nothing came out of his mouth except for some broken sobs. Not knowing what to do, he covered his face in his palm hearing all those facts... he was cursing himself more.

I did that to him. I gave him this all pain. I hate myself. for hurting you, my angel.

"Do you know why he didn't tell us his real identity?" Yeonjun asked after a little silence and Sunghoon looked up with his teary eyes, dreading the anSwer.

"Because I know. he wants to forget his past. His pains... his so-called family." He deadpanned but Sunghoon didn't say anything. Deep inside he knew that the person was right, his every word was right, unfortunately.

"I- I want to take him back." After a while. Sunghoon said, wiping his tears. Heeseung was standing behind him, feeling the same pain after hearing all the suffering that fragile boy went through just because of some misunderstandings.

"I won't stop you but depends on his decision,'' yeonjun replied and the door was opened by Soobin who asked Yeonjun about something and he excused himself.

Sunghoon slowly opened the door of the room and found Sunoo on the bed. His eyes closed, and his hair was showing his natural black color. The raven-haired slowly sat on the bed and grabbed Sunoo's hand softly, caressing the back gently, he kissed the knuckles.

"I am sorry love... I- ruined it. I am guilty of everything.. I am sorry.. sorry angel." He cried silently, head resting on Sunoo's hand as sobs never stopped.

Sunoo slowly opened his eyes, feeling a
warmth in his hands. he quickly snapped
his head in the direction of the sobs and felt a presence.. the presence he wanted to avoid.

Without thinking, he quickly removed his hand from Sunghoon's grip who looked up at his action.

"Angel, Sunoo?"

"Hyun-So," Sunoo retorted, slowly getting up to sit.

"Love.. don't do it.. please I know you are my Sunoo.. my angel. I am sorry for everything.. please. I can't live without you lo-"

"I am Hyun-So Sir.. you are mistaken. C-can you please leave?" Sunoo said with a blank expression and Sunghoon could hear the breaking of his heart.

"An- angel,"

"Please stop calling me that... and just go... GO!" Sunoo yelled at him trying his best not to cry because his heart was hurting.

"Please, I am sorry. I know i was wrong... no actually it was a sin. But please... I admit... I admit my fault. Please love, don't do it. I love you Kim Sunoo. I love you."Sunghoon was a crying mess at that point. Heeseung was standing outside of the room, hearing him plead with teary eyes.

Sunoo felt a pang in his heart after hearing those sobs. His heart was saying him to hug the sobbing boy but his mind was mocking him...

He hurt you Sunoo... he hates you. I can't bear that pain again. I can't see hate in his eyes. What if he doesn't trust me again? What if that Wonyoung poisoned his thoughts again? No. not again.

"Are you going or Should I leave instead?" Sunoo deadpanned after making up his mind to not get dragged again.

"Please-"

"Fine.. you stay here Mr," Sunoo said and
started getting up from bed only to stumble towards the door but Sunghoon stopped him.

"- am going.. you.. just rest." He said, voice barely a whisper and Sunoo turned back, fighting his urge to do something else.
Sunghoon took some steps backward.. eyes not leaving the back of Sunoo.

"I love you Sunoo. I know the truth now.. everything is clear. I am s-sorry for every word I said that day. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness.. but.. just give me chance... a chance to heal your wounds that I gave you, please... I will do anything for y-ou. Anything Angel. take care. I am always here.. waiting f-for you.. for m-my angel... love you." Sunghoon managed in between his sniffles and then Sunoo heard the door shutting down.

Just when he was sure to be alone, the brunet broke down and fell on the floor.. his eyes started to let his emotions fall.

"D- don't do it S- Sunghoon.. I will lose it." He mumbled, feeling his heart almost at the edge of giving up.

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