ONCE AGAIN, I'm going to rant. FINN LOOKS SO AMAZING IN THAT PHOTO I REMEMBER THE PHOTOSHOOT AND THEY WAY HIS HAIR IS STYLED IS SO CUTE AND HIS FUCKING EYES AND HIS LIPS SO SOFT  HE CAN BE LIKE 😗✌🏻 AND STILL LOOK LIKE A GORGEOUS KING HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO PERFECT AHHHHHH

I'm sorry about this- ok to the story😭

-Your POV-

It was Thanksgiving day and unfortunately I couldn't spend it with my family because most of them lived back home.

Sophia and I helped mom make Thanksgiving dinner,"Mom how come we aren't going back home for Thanksgiving?" I ask "well I don't want the family knowing about your stitches and I don't have enough money right now" She explained.

"Oh okay, what about Christmas?" I ask "Yeah we are for Christmas, when I get my paycheck I'll get the tickets and everything" mom says

We finished making dinner and set it up, "Hold on mom I have to call Finn" "okay, sweetie"

Phone call

Normal: you

Italics: Finn

Heyy

hii happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving

I wish I could be with you but you know family and shit

Yeah but it's okay, I'll see you tonight right?

Yup

Oh I also have to tell you something

What? Is it something bad!

No, for Christmas I'm going back home

Oh...

Yeah, but I'll call you everyday

Okayyy, ugh I have to go my little cousins are making me play with them

Okay I have to go soon just wanted to hear your voice

I love you byeee

I love you too, bye

End of phone call

We started eating and I felt sad that I wasn't with Finn right now. "Y/n you okay?" Mom asks "Yeah, I just miss Finn"

"You're literally with him everyday, you can't handle a couple hours? How are you going to deal with a week?" Sophia asks 

"Shut up, I'm allowed to miss my boyfriend even though I'm going to see him in a few hours!" "Girls please don't fight right now" mom says "Sorry mom"

-TIME SKIP-

We finished eating Thanksgiving dinner and I was watching Netflix in my bed (fat mood)

I smiled as I got a phone call from Finn

Normal: you

Italics: Finn

hi baby

Hey, why are you out of breathe?

My little cousins they're making me chase them around the house, I finally got out of it and ran to the bathroom so they don't make me play something else

Oh they sound like a lot of fun

Yeah so much fun

How was your dinner?

It was good, how was yours?

It was okay, it's just the three of us so it was a bit meh

Yeah, but at least you'll see family for Christmas even though it'll be hell without you

Yeah it will be

Finn! Let's play with aunt Vivian's makeup!

Shit. they found me I'm sorry love, I have to go

It's okay, please send me a photo of your makeup I want to see how your little cousins did

Okay Angel, bye

Byee

Y/n come down stairs for dessert!" I hear mom yell from downstairs "coming!" I quickly walk down the stairs and sit down at the table.
"Apple pie and ice cream fuck yeah!" "Language!"

"So mom Sadie asked me to sleepover at her place tomorrow can I go?" Sophia  asks "sure"

"Oh y/n I need to tell you something" mom says "What is it?" I ask

"At the hospital the nurse was talking to me about your mental health and she recommended me a therapist" Mom says "What? Why!"

"Y/n you have all these things and you need someone to help you with it" she says "But I don't want a therapist, I went to the hospital one time and now a need a therapist?" I questioned.

"Y/n this isn't the first time you've hurt yourself, you need someone to help you with your mental health issues!"

"No I don't!" I say "don't try and argue with me, I'm taking you to a therapist, twice a week!" She says "Fuck you!" I yelled and ran up to my room.

I slammed my door and cried into my pillow, I looked at my stitches and cried more, "Worst fucking Thanksgiving" I mumbled.

I got up and I was about to go to Finns room but I forgot he wasn't home

I paced around my room looking for something to do.

"Fuck!"

I looked for something sharp but I couldn't!

I decided to go to sleep and stay in my room for the rest of the night.

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I woke up and saw Finns light on, I quickly got up and flashed my LED lights, Finn immediately noticed and quickly rushed over to my room.

"Baby what's wrong?" He asked "Thank, God you're home I-I my mom she did something bad!"

"What did she do?" "She got me a therapist for my mental health but I don't want to, I don't need it!"

"Why is that bad? y/n/n, you need someone to help you though" "So you're on my mom's side?!" I exclaimed.

"Yes because-" "I don't need it!" I yelled and started to cry again."please just listen to me, your dad was horrible to you I was horrible to you, you have all these bad feelings, I want you to feel happy all the time"

"But you make me happy, you're the reason I haven't done anything to myself" I said between sobs. "I know, but you have to go, how about I come with you?" He asks

"Yes please" "Okay but you have to talk to the therapist" he says "I will"

Finn pulls me into his embrance and I hold onto him really tight.

"I don't want to feel like this" I mumble into his chest. "I know" 

"You're okay my love" he says and kissed my forehead, I closed my eyes and hugged finn tighter.

A/N my phones at 4% and I don't have a charger  and I'm at someone's house 😭

Qotd: Is Finn gorgeous?

Easy, HE IS!

Okay actually qotd: Do you believe in astrology?

Idk what else to ask lmao