-Your POV-

"Oh my god, y/n-" Finn started "So you were faking this whole time?" I said, my voice was breaking I didn't know what to feel. I felt sad, mad, confused and most of all,

Heartbroken.

"Yeah he was" Wyatt smirked. "Shut up dude!" Finn exclaimed. I felt tears fall down my cheeks.

"Y/n I can explain-" "Explain what? I really thought you liked me, all those times you've kissed me and said I have nothing to worry about was just big fucking lie? I should've known I should've fucking known!" I yelled.

"y/n please I, I was going to play with your feelings and pretend to like you but I realized that the feelings are real, y/n I like you so much" Finn explained.

I shook my head and tears fall "No don't try that shit again, I don't know what to believe anymore you fucking lied you  fucking made me believe that you truly had feelings for me, when my dad told me that I'll never be wanted I believed and you changed and actually made feel like someone wanted me.

It made me feel a bit better about myself but I guess my dad was right no one will ever want me, Fuck you Finn, you really made me believe that you would ever change!" I exclaimed.

"No! I did, you don't understand!" He said.

"Don't understand what?!"

"That I love you!"

He loves me?

No.

It's just apart of his act.

I noticed that everyone was now staring at the two of us.

"No you don't. You love the idea of pretending to love me, you're the same old person I met" I walked up to him and looked into his eyes.

"Go to hell you piece of shit" I said and slapped him across the face 'ohhh' got earned from the crowd.

I turned around and quickly ran to the bathroom.

"Y/n! No please wait let's talk!" Finn called out. I ignored him and slammed the bathroom door in front of his face and locked it.

"Y/n please open the door!" Finn said. "No leave me alone! Leave me the fuck alone you lying bastard!" I yelled.

I sat on the floor crying my eyes out, I felt so hurt, I let myself hang out with him and believe his lies just because he wanted to be with me.

But he really didn't it was just a game.

"Y/n please, please open the door!" Finn said, it sounded like he was crying too.

Maybe he really does love me... yeah right.

"I said leave me alone Finn! Okay my dad was fucking right!" I sobbed out."No! You're dad is wrong he's just a lowlife dick of a father, I do want you y/n I want to be with you!" Finn tried opening the door again.

All these emotions came to me at once I didn't know what I felt I just felt so broken than I already was.

So many thoughts attacked my head, I started to breathe heavily and my head was started to get dizzy.

"Y/n! Open the door we can talk come one!" I cried more and more tears just kept coming I couldn't stop, it was getting hard to breathe, I got up and stared at myself in the mirror.

"Dad was right, you'll never be wanted" I said to myself.

My eyes were so red and my nose was too, mascara dripped from my eyes, I looked horrible.

I cried even more and tried to ignore Finns callings and try to open the door

⚠️Trigger warning, selfharm!⚠️

I was in so much pain why put more than I already have? I looked in Asher's bathroom cabinet and saw a sharp tool that you probably use for your beard.

I put the blade on my arm and cut, I cried even more and cut deeper and all over.

Blood spilled out from my arms and wrists going on the counter.

"Y/n please come out!" Finn begs. "I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled.

I cut deeper and it stung like hell but it felt nice, blood spilt from both of my arms and dripped on the floor.

I felt dizzy again and went to the toilet and started throwing up.

"Y/n are you throwing up?!" I heard.

My vision was getting blurry and I heard ringing in my ears.

I threw up more and blood continue to come out of my arms. I finished and tried to get up but I felt my eyes getting heavy and then everything went black.

-Finns POV-

I kept banging on the door and tried to open the door, I heard y/n throwing up and I tried to unlock the door but it was no use. I wiped my tears and tried to open the door.

"Finn! I heard what happened you were faking your feelings for my sister? What the fuck is wrong with you?!" Sophia exclaimed as she walked towards me.

"No you don't understand!I love her that was my original plan but I do have feelings for her okay I fucking love her!"

"Where is she?" She asks "in there, I tried to unlock in and tried to make her open it but she just screamed at me" I explained.

"Allow me. Y/n this is Sophia please open the door okay we can go home." She said.

She put her ear on the door and her face dropped

"what?" I ask "I don't here anything, I don't hear crying or movement" she said.

Please don't tell me she's doing it.

Millie, Chloe and Noah came running to us with very concerned looks "Where's y/n?" Millie asked.

"She's there but I don't hear anything!" Sophia said and her eyes started watering.

"Y/n are you okay it's Millie, Chloe and Noah!" Millie said. she tried to do what I did too. "it's no use" I sighed.

I noticed Noah looked really drunk, "Noah are you drunk?" I asked "Yeah so why it's your fault you kissed my crush and lied to her. she likes you but not me? She's delusional" he slurred.

"okay Millie take Noah's keys and drive him home, he's really drunk, Chloe go with him since he's your brother Sophia and I will stay here" I said.
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hey nodded their heads and left.

"Y/n please tell me you're okay" Sophia sniffled "I have do something hold on" I say and walk away.

I walked over to Wyatt, Jaeden, and Jack and punched Wyatt in the face

"Dude what the fuck!" He yelled "THAT'S FOR BEING A FUCKING DICK, I TOLD I ACTUALLY LIKE HER AND I WAS GOING TO TELL HER BUT NOT LIKE THIS, AND THEN YOU HAD TO CHIME AND RUIN EVERYTHING NOW SHE'S CRYING IN THE BATHROOM DOING GOD KNOWS WHAT!" I yelled. I was mad, I couldn't hold in my anger.

"Oh you're going to regret that Wolfhard, I can beat up in a second because you couldn't take Noah Shnapp so I don't think you should mess with me got that" Wyatt grabbed my shirt and glared at me.

"Ay! If you're going to fight, then leave!" Asher says "I already left" Wyatt said. he left along with Jack and Jaeden.

I walked back to Sophia and got the door to open.

"Oh my god y/n!" She yelled which made me run over to her.

My mouth dropped and my eyes widen, Sophia started to cry. Y/n was laying there, a little pool of blood was coming from her arms

"Y/n?" I said and lightly shook her to wake up but she wasn't waking up.

"Call 911!" Sophia says, I pulled out my phone and quickly dialed 911.

911 what's your emergency?

"Hi, my friend s-she's bleeding alot! She's passed out the floor and blood is everywhere" I started crying as I explained.

Okay sir, calm down what's the address?

"1156 Greenlane Drive" I replied.

Okay ambulance is on it's away

"Okay thank you, thank you!" I say and hang up.

"They're on their way" I checked y/n's pulse, it was slowing down.

"Please stay with me y/n" I whispered.

I heard the sirens and I sighed in relief, everyone was looking out the window.

"In here! Follow me!" I yelled and the paramedics came in with a stretcher and followed me to where y/n was.

"Okay everyone back up okay!" They said and everyone madesroom for them to come through.

They went into the bathroom and carefully picked y/n up.

"Okay looks like she has some deep cuts and she's passed out from the blood loss, she's going to need stitches" One of them said.

"Okay, um I have to call my mom" Sophia said.

The paramedics picked up y/n, Sophia and I quickly followed behind and everyone was whispering and staring.

"My mom's on her way" Sophia says "okay" I said and we quickly run into my car

"I hope she's okay" Sophia says "She will be"

Y/n please be okay, I can't lose you...