did i write this half asleep in the middle of the night? yea😍 So uhh expect mistakes and things to not be written correctly or be written in big words that i don't understand right now. I also might do a time skip soon for like 1-3 years ahead- idrk actually- anyways enough of me talking enjoy this chap! :) (i also dont know what to name this chap-)

Ranboo's POV:
TW'S: Swearing

I tried sleeping but I just couldn't. I knew something was bothering me but I couldn't place my finger on it. I turned around on my bed god knows how many times, I looked over to Tubbo and Tommy, they seemed like they were asleep but it was hard to tell in the dark. I turned around again now looking at the bathroom door. I stared at the bathroom door for around thirty minutes before I decided to get up. I didn't really know where I was going but I was going somewhere, that's for sure. I walked out of the room and looked around the hallway I was currently in. I walked around for a good while before stopping to look around at where I was at the moment. I didn't really know where I was. There were few book shelves that lined the walls, and on top of that there was nobody around. I didn't know if that was a good or bad thing. I continued walking but the longer I walked the more uneasy I felt. I ignored it until I heard something break. I looked back to where I heard the noise from but I couldn't see anything beyond a few feet. I turned back around to where I was originally facing, but everything felt normal again until I heard somebody call my name.

I blinked and the next thing I knew I was back there with them.. I saw them all looking at me with anger and hatred in their eyes. They then began approaching me, of course my first thought was to run away from them. Which I did run and ended up in a dead end. I heard them yell my name again. ''RANBOO.'' They yelled even louder than before. I now began panicking, they were gonna get me, I'm done for. I then heard them repeat my name again but this time it sounded like they were right behind me, which I then turned my head around and saw them looking down at me but this time they were just a black silhouette. They had the face of one of those drama masks, the sad looking ones. The silhouette then lifted their hand. I stared at their hand like if I looked away It would get me which it didn't do anything to help in the slightest. I then heard my name right as the silhouettes hand fell down and came towards my face. The next thing I knew I was back in my room. It was like in that dream, I think it was a dream. Tommy and Tubbo were still asleep. I genuinely think Tubbo passed his insomnia to me, because now he can sleep like in those cartoons when once they hit or even make contact with their bed they're asleep.

Which is just strange to me, honestly. I look back around the room, it's the same. Like always none of us have added to our room. Tubbo's writing is still on the dresser, the sticky notes I stuck on the wall beside the bathroom door, and the flower Tommy got from that time we went to the park, it was put in a glass jar with a single ice cube. I took a deep breath and laid back down to see if I would be able to sleep. We probably would go back tomorrow if I felt better, I still felt paranoid though, but I don't wanna miss a lot at school. I should care about my grades, and so should Tubbo and Tommy. They shouldn't be missing school just cause i felt paranoid and punched and then broke a mirror. It isn't that worrying right? It might be to them since I normally keep to myself but it isn't that surprising everybody has broken a mirror at least once in their life. I almost fell asleep after thinking about things, until I saw something.. or somebody move. I didn't get up yet to check it out, since it was probably just my mind playing games on me. So I ignored it and tried going to sleep, since I was so close to but that made me more awake then how I was before, which was like, I was on the verge of sleep. I then shut my eyes once more, hoping to actually fall asleep this time.

I heard something fall this time, I sat up and looked at Tubbo and Tommy. It didn't wake them. It was surprising they were light sleepers. I then looked at where the thing fell from. I didn't see anything on the ground. I grew suspicious of my surroundings, what if I was in another dream. That would be weird. I was tempted to try and wake Tubbo or Tommy to see if it was a dream, but first I went to look at where I heard the noise from. I stood up from my bed and began walking towards where I heard the sound. I got to the corner of the room, where I heard the sound from. There was nothing on the ground or anything that could have fallen off from somewhere. It might have been my mind playing tricks with me again. I then turned around and looked at both Tommy and Tubbo. What if I tried to wake them. No, I don't want to bother them just cause my mind is messing around with me. But what if.. what if it was just a dream? I mean it's possible but that'd be weird. I looked at the ground and then back at them. ''It wouldn't hurt to try, wouldn't it..'' I said quietly to myself before walking towards their beds. Once I got there, I looked at them before taking a deep breath and moving my hand towards Tubbo first. I then lightly shook him and he didn't wake up so I shook him more aggressively than lightly. He still didn't wake up.

I then thought about what else could possibly wake Tubbo up. I then thought of jumping on his bed and that's what I did. I got up onto his bed and stood up on it. I then began jumping multiple times. He still didn't move an inch, still sleeping peacefully. I looked over towards Tommy. I should try waking him up cause Tubbo maybe became a heavy sleeper, and by heavy I mean it. I then got off Tubbo's bed sighing in defeat since I didn't wake him up, not even make him turn or move. I looked at Tommy and he looked like he wasn't in a deep sleep, so I first poked the side of his arm multiple times before shaking him lightly to aggressively. He didn't move or seem to be bothered by it at all. I then decided to do the same as I did with Tubbo, jump on his bed. I got up onto his bed and began jumping, while trying not to step on him of course, it's Tommy, you know how he gets. He didn't wake up from that. At this point I was starting to get worried..

I thought about what else I could do that could wake them up, I mean I haven't done things to wake them up that use sound or noise, like yelling at them. I could do both of those together, shaking them and yelling in their ear. It took me a moment to remember that screaming wasn't my type of thing, and it really wasn't. I then took a deep breath and shouted. ''TOMMY TUBBO, GET UP.'' I shouted this out loudly completely forgetting about the fact that if this wasn't a dream, I would wake up everybody else. After I had shouted that out, I took a moment to realize how loudly I shouted that out. I then breathed in and shouted again. ''WAKE UP'' This time I shouted that multiple times while aggressively shaking them. They didn't even move.. not even an inch. I didn't know what to do now so I kinda just fell to the ground. I began crying quietly, I was trying to make myself stop crying, which obviously didn't work out too well, since I was now curled up into a tiny ball on the ground crying slightly louder than before. I then began hearing two voices shouting out my name, I couldn't tell whose voice it was. It sounded like     them, which I wasn't too glad about. I then shut my eyes tightly, when the burning feeling finally started, I completely forgot that I was part enderman.

I shot up and saw Tommy and Tubbo shaking me and yelling my name. ''Ranboo! What's wrong!?'' Tommy shouted at me, I looked at him and his face had a worried look on his face. I touched my face slowly and felt a small burning feeling on my fingers and then on my face. ''Ranboo? You alright?'' Tubbo asked me, I looked at him now, he had the same expression as Tommy, worried. I simply shook my head to the side, which meant a no. I closed my eyes and hugged myself, after a second I felt two pairs of arms wrap around me. It was Tommy and Tubbo. I hugged them back, ''You wanna talk about what happened?'' Tommy asked me as he sat on my side looking at me. ''Yea, you seem like you're still shaky.'' Tubbo said to me as he also sat down beside me. ''I guess talking about it would help.. Well, it was a nightmare that's for sure.'' I said quietly as I began telling them about my dream. At this point I completely forgot about how I was crying ten minutes ago. Mainly because Tubbo and Tommy were cracking jokes here and there, it helped, a lot. By the end of me telling them my nightmare, I felt really tired and it was around three am. The three of us ended up falling asleep huddled up on my bed.

It was just a dream, nothing more and nothing less.

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I find this chap pretty small, cause normally i write 2000+ word chapters- but oh well- I also tried writing something slightly angsty? but as you can probably see its not the easiest thing for me to write since im more of a fluff person👍 but ill try to put more chapters out since summer is coming closer but during may i might not post a lot a of chapters cause its gonna be busy month for me-

words for this chapter alone
and no extra messages: 1684

words for this
chapter in total: 1896

(PS: remember you are important and you matter, and do take breaks from time to time. You cant do your best or feel great if you don't take a break, and as always please try to drink water or anything and eat something at least a bite<3)

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