Warning ; Attack on titan manga spoilers

Traitor ; ˈtreɪtə

S o n g S u g g e s t i o n ~

* All the stars ; Kendrick Lamar

* Favourite crime ; Olivia Rodrigo

~ [ y / n ] ' s P O V ~

"oi fousc [y/n]!"

Reiner finally manage to snap in your head

"I'm sorry, the plan?" you said as you massaged your head in awe

Reiner sighed and gave you a note

"revise it, remember Annie is going to the forest and your going to try get answers and distract the Levi squad" Reiner instructed

It was late at night and you had been revising the plan in secret

"yeah yeah" you gestured

"I'm serious your our secret weapon" Reiner reasoned, mentioning to you, that you will only use your titan form in the last resort, when wall Maria is conquered, the plan which you got from Hanji, after being close to her

You scoffed and stood up, " time to go, bye bye! i will report to you soon!" you faked a smile and shoved the man out the door

After you locked your door, you sigh and fell back in the bed in exhaustion

You sat on your bed thinking about the training earlier, you didn't want to admit it because of your duties but you had developed a crush on the captain as you joined

This was very distracting, half because he was always around you for some reason and it always made you nervous, this leading to you always ruining half the plan

The captain always looked after you and that's why you fell in love in the process

You slump back in your bed and massage your head

" go to sleep [l/n], everything will go to plan tomorrow" you mumbled as you climbed in the sheets

Honestly, you wondered about your family and right now, you didn't miss them as much and you were convinced you wanted to stay in Paradise

You were alone...

___

" Captain where are we going?" You ask the stoic man as you ready your horse with him

He tches

" Erwin might change his mind" Levi said

You frowned and caught a glance at Eren and smiled and waved, of course this was all an act

___

The expedition was okay, but the mission wasn't accomplished, it was wrong from the beginning and all a mess, countless life's lost in the process and Eren escaped

You were currently walking through the hallways after having your dinner and heard sniffling?

You press your ear on the door

You open the door after a long pause and see Levi sitting down with seats circling him but they were all empty

"U-um captain?" You manage to break the silence

The monotone captain looked up at you as you were already by his side

" why are you crying?" You ask softly

" nothing " he manage to say with his puffy eyes

You knew something was wrong but made a choice to leave so you turned back around

You were about to walk out until a hand grabbed your wrist

" Actually, no it's not nothing, can you stay?" Levi asked you

You turned around and couldn't help but blush

' [y/n] remember not to fall in love damnit' you thought but it was all useless of course

~ T I m e s k I p ( brought to you by burrito I mean Bertolt) ; A F e w W e e k s L a t e r ? ( I'm not sure) ~

" you guys are kidding right?" Eren manage to say

You slam your head in frustration you were next to Eren and Reiner had to be a stupid bitch

Mikasa then stabbed Reiners neck as lighting sparkled around him and his friend

You gulped but their was no way in hell you were going to transform, it wasn't the right moment

Reiner and Bertolt looked at you and you stared back hoping they got the message back so they can cover for you to the time the scouts are sealing wall Maria

You pulled Eren back a little before getting in your fighting stance

' just play along ' you thought to yourself

~ T I m e s k I p (brought to you by the picture of Levi at the beginning 🛐💞💖💝) ; W a l l M a r I a B e I n g S e a l e d ~

By now you were probably the most trusted Cadet among the others, Reiner didn't spill a thing and everything was going to plan...well deep inside you wished it wasn't the case

The rock had been thrown and you were waiting in your hiding spot

" you ready [y/n]?" Zeke came to you in pieces

" god what happened to you?" You asked as you stared at Pieck

" nothing just take the cape and go" he ordered

You nodded and put your coat on and hid in the big casket

" did you get any information?" Zeke questioned to you as the cart titan moved

You nodded, " a lot "

" good, the others will think your probably dead so that's good, everything is going to plan" Zeke said as he adjusted his glasses

You sighed at the thought of Levi realising he lost you...after he confessed to you and you declined the day before, you couldn't help but feel so guilty

" I just have to make a stop and make sure that Levi doesn't come" Zeke said

Your eyes widen a little at the mention of Levi's name, it also made you terribly sad as well

~ T I m e s k I p (brought to you by Mikasa and Jean's baby ) ; S e a s o n 4 ; E p i s o d e 8~

" what the" you turned as you heard the sound of 3DM gear

Your eyes widened

" shit this can't be happening!" You said as you ran to the big parade

You were then stopped by a large figure falling and you realised it was Zeke

You looked up and you saw Levi

Levi looked at the gear and his eyes widened at the sight of you

He looked like he was going to hug you, " [y/n]? It can't be" he seemed to mumbled until he snapped into reality when he saw you in the uniform

You gulped and he closed his eyes,

" why [y/n]?" He questioned as he gripped his knuckles

it looked like he was going to cry but he held it in and hooked to another building leaving you shocked

You shake your head from the thoughts and lifted your hand,

It was now or never

~ T I m e s k I p (brought to you by Monkey boi ) ; M a n a g a S p o l I e r s A h e a d ~

After joining Zeke in his mission to use Eren as the key, you were so empty, you only joined because you couldn't stand being on Marley's side, perhaps Zeke's visions are for freedom right?

You were riding along with the yeagerists when you stop at a wreck

"what happened there" you said getting off your horse, Hanji, seemed to mimic your actions

You walk closer to the wreck and was horrified to see the body of Levi, if you were honest you were on the verge of tears

Hanji sprinted into action

"we need to keep moving" Floch told you

You looked at him and saw guns aimed at you

"I wouldn't try that, go ahead, I will meet up with you...with Hanji" you said, showing your hand

Floch nodded and rode off with his group, you were right after all

You turn to Hanji

"we need to move his body" Hanji said

you nod panicking a little as you shifted his body somewhere else

"did Zeke do this" you mumble to yourself as you put his body somewhere safer

Hanji had to operate on him while you bite your nails nervously while walking around in circles

___

"is he okay?" you ask

Hanji nodded and looked away from you

"you are going to bring me to him are you?" she asked, prefering to Floch

You stood there, thinking of a response

"no" you said making Hanji stare at you

"right now I don't know whos side I'm on, but I know we all have to work together on this" you said determined

Hanji stared at you, a little convinced

"I'm going to have a word with Levi, you can watch" you said as you passed her

Hanji sighed and followed you

You reach Levi's unconscious body and fall to your knees, tugging some hair away from his face

"I'm sorry Levi...i couldn't save you or that time I betrayed you and everyone" you said with tears on the brim of your eyes

Hanji watched in awe

You leaned in closer to his face and kissed his cheek, whispering the words, " I love you" before standing up again

"Hanji i will find some food" you called turning away, trying to hide the tears from spilling out

___

It had been a few days and Hanji had forgiven you which was the good part but Levi hadden woken up since

You were currently talking about your day to him when his eyes began to flutter

You were shocked and called Hanji over only to realise she was gone, probably for food

"what happened" Levi began to murmur

"don't sit up" you calmy announced, supporting him back down

Levi tensed at the sound of your voice, he was also a little shocked, judging by his body gesture

"what, Zeke!" Levi tried to joint upwards but you stopped him softly

You told him to lay down again and he sighed

"what are you doing here?" his voice shallow but still bearable

"Hanji...and I found you" you said after a long pause

"how bad is it ?" Levi preferred to himself

You looked away, thinking of a response

"bad..." was all you said, nothing more, nothing less

After some silence, Levi sighed in frustration

"look i'm sorry for betraying you, I had no choice-"

Before you can finish a wrist grabbed you, Levi then realised his missing digits and looked away

"it's okay...I still like you though" Levi mentioned, the actions making you shocked

Your eyes water at the sound of that, it was out of the blue and all you could do was softly laugh

"me too..." you said making Levi smile a bit

"were going to work through this okay?" you asked as you carelessly stroke his cheek

You smiled as you enjoyed the peaceful moment until the sound of things dropped

You turned around and saw Hanji smile

" I knew you two were a thing" she teased

T h e E n d ~