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A familiar voice rings through your ears but before you can register who called your name your figure is embraced and your head is forced to rest against the mystery person's chest.

W-who...

You managed to muster up the courage to raise your head to meet their gaze and you are met with a face filled with worry and panic.

"K-Koushi..." your brothers name escapes your lips as some form of whimper as you feel your throat swell up from the volume of water falling from your shimmering hazel eyes.

"I knew you weren't ready...c'mon let's take you to the nurses office..." he sighs before picking you up bridal style and slinging your bag over his free shoulder.

I can't speak...
I want to but I can't!
I'm such an idiot...
I knew I wasn't ready so why did I push it?!

You glance up at your brother and you see him lightly biting his bottom lip and his eyes are dead straight, he knows your watching him but he doesn't take any notice of it. All he wants to do is help you calm down, as long as he can prevent a much larger panic attack he feels like he's done his job as a brother.

He must be so disappointed in me...
I never do anything right...

More tears fall from your red raw eyes and many sniffles can be heard whilst you try to hold them back. A sigh can be heard coming from above you and then your brothers calming tone eases you slightly, "I'm not angry Y/n just...I wish you would of waited a bit longer..." he flashes you his signature mum smile and you nuzzle your head further into his chest as an apology.

I'm so fortunate to have such a caring brother...
Oh Koushi...what would I do without you?

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You lean back in the infirmary bed with your legs crossed and your phone resting up against your calves, allowing the screen to be fully visible to you.

On your phone you have a video filled with dozens of beautiful sceneries that were also accompanied by some soothing music (video attached at the top), you managed to calm down by slowing your breathing to be in sync with the sweet melodies flowing through your ear drums.

Your brother stayed with you the whole time, he was braiding some of your hair when he notices some scratches on your fingers, I think there's some plasters around here, they should stop her causing any more damage...

He proceeds to get up and search through a couple drawers until he find a fresh pack of plasters, he grins to himself before walking back over to you and tenderly wrapping a single plaster around each finger excluding your thumbs.

You turn down the volume of your music and give your brother a kind smile, "thank you Koushi and once again I'm sorry...I shouldn't of pushed it..." you pause your music, shut down the app, remove your earphones and turn off your phone all whilst glancing continuously at your silent brother.

"It's okay Y/n...I'm proud of you for wanting to try but I still had to follow you just in case and I'm glad I did..." he places his left hand on top of yours and pats your head with the other.

"What time is it?" You mutter to yourself as you turn your phone on again to check 3:37pm, "school ended nearly ten minutes ago, don't you have practice?" You turn to face your brother with a puzzled expression.

"Mhm! But I didn't want to leave you just yet!" He chuckles at himself before receiving a flick on the forehead from you causing him to suddenly whine an 'ow!'

"You idiot! Don't skip practice because of me, I'll make my way there when I'm ready!" I sit up properly on the bed and dangle my legs over the edge while pushing him away and trying to make him go to practice.

I hate how my condition affects him and his life so much...
He always tries to miss a bit of practice just to make sure that I am okay and it annoys the life out of me!

"But Y/n you-" you cut him off by shoving him out of the room and shutting the door, a sigh escapes your lips before they curl into a smile.

Live your life Koushi...
Don't let me hold you back all of the time...

You walk back over to the bed and sit down on it with quite a bit of force causing a creaking noise to be heard, oops you giggle before grabbing your phone again and turning it on.

You scroll through your camera roll and reminisce all of the memories that you have with you older brother. Some people think your relationship with Koushi is a bit strange because every pair of siblings that they've seen have been nowhere near as close as you two, but you can't help that you've basically been best friends ever since you were born.

Even when you were a toddler and he was in elementary school he would try his best to look after you and your mother would even sometimes have to chase him around the house to get you back from his grasp. He's always had a motherly nature and that's primarily because we've been raised by our mother and grandmother our whole lives so the household is pretty much female orientated, excluding Koushi but if you gave him some extensions he could probably pass for a girl you giggle once again but this time it was at your thoughts and not your actions.

Then, all of a sudden you come across a photo that was taken on Halloween when you and Koushi were around the ages of 8 and 7, you could remember the night vividly. "Mummy I'm scared, what if they laugh at my costume!" You scream and cry at your mother who was trying her best to calm you down, "they won't honey I promise!" She holds you close and kisses your forehead. Koushi then runs down the stairs in his costume, he was wearing a pumpkin suit with a small orange beret on top with a fake green leaf to finish off the illusion that he was actually inside of a pumpkin, "look how adorable your brother looks Y/n!" You wipe your tears and instantly start giggling as you see him standing there in a heroic pose, hands on his hips and chest puffed out! "Don't cry Y/n! Brother Koushi is here to help!" He runs over to you, picks you up and spins around with you in his arms "hold on let me grab the camera!" Your mother gets up hastily and comes back in little to no time holding a small disposable camera.
"Say Boo!" She tells you both and you and Koushi cheer the word whilst your mother snaps a few photos of you both and, once they were ready to be printed your mother also received digital versions hence why it is on your phone now. And that is how the photo of you in a ghost costume and your brother in a silly pumpkin costume found it's way onto your phone, and it shall be there until the day I die! You thought about how many further opportunities you may have to tease him with these.

"I'm so stupid!" You facepalm as you realise why your brother was so persistent to stay with you.

I have no idea where the gym is...

"Maybe I can see it from over there..." your legs plant themselves on the floor and carry you over to the window, you peek outside of it and look for a gym-like building until you spot something.

Is that a volleyball?

A yellow, blue and white ball rolls out of two large doors and you then notice a tall male with short, fuzzy hair run out and grab it.

Daichi!

"Okay so I need to make my way down the stairs, turn right and walk out through those doors there? That must be it!" You run back over to the bed and grab your bag making sure to secure the straps around your shoulders. A quick look outside of the door to check for any lingering students and your off, following the path that you worked out in you head.

However, just as you manage to get through the doors that leads to the little shelter area just before the gym you hear muttering, laughing and something else coming from the outside of the gym.

Your name...

"What is it with that girl Y/n?" This time you hear the voice loud and clear and you are able to direct your vision to a group of girls leaning up against the outside wall of the gym, just under one of the windows.

That's my name, why are they saying my name? What are they saying about me? What have I done? What do I do?

Questions fill your mind and your breathing rate significantly increases as your steps become slower and more cautious, don't alert them...stay quiet...

"Speak of the devil..." No! They've seen me! You stop where you are and slowly turn to face them only to be greeted with a glare from each and everyone of the girls.

But I'm so close to the doors! Koushi!

You try to yell for your brother but all that escapes your lips is a small squeak.

"We have a few questions for you Y/n Sugawara~" the girl on the far left sings as they all approach you gradually, clearly trying to use their height against you as an intimidation method.

Koushi please!

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