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✧ 𝟎𝟐𝟗. ❝get them out!❞ ✧🦋
irl, intsagram...

IRL

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CHRIS POV

It had been a few hours since I last saw Sophia. But It had only been a few seconds since I've last thought about how she'd sent me away and left my heart in a million pieces.

I'd tried to go over to her room a million times, but every time I'd knock on her door, one of her friends would come to the door and tell me to come back later. Eventually when I'd come back, it was different friend telling me the same thing. It became a cicle that I couldn't get out of.

The circle had stretched out over so many hours, that I couldn't get my eyes on her until now. I was standing on the side of the stage, like always, only waiting for Sophia to come on stage, for me to finally see her again.

I was biting all my fingernails. My hands were shaking in between my lips. I was very nervous to see her perform. I kept wondering if she would be able to sing the songs without breaking down or if the second she stepped in stage, she'd break down.

I just knew that if she did, I'd be here to help her back up. Just some days prior she singing a song with me on stage, looking at me as if she was ready to risk it all but now she couldn't even looking at me while she walked trough the stage.

Differently from every other show, this time, she didn't speak to the crowd. She only sat down on her chair again, taking her trusty guitar with her. She started strumming the song and there was a deep silence in the crowd. Not even a whisper was heard. The only thing that I could hear was the beating of my own heart.

"If you weren't born with it, you could buy a couple ornaments" She started singing the song I knew meant most to her. But now? It all made so much more sense, seeing what she was  going through right now.

She strummed the guitar chords, her slim fingers holding the pick, like it was her only reason to live. She sang the song with the softest tone I'd ever heard from her. "Kids forever, kids forever, baby soft skin turn into leather" Her voice broke at every word.

My heart stopped beating for a second, when looked at her and saw the tears streaming down her face. She wasn't really singing, she was crying the song. She was being the most vulnerable version of herself. I looked at her with empathy in my eyes. "Oh, Misses potato head told me, is it true that pain is beauty. Does a new face come with a warenty." She sang.

I closed my eyes. I couldn't look at her and see her crying on stage, while not being able to hug her. Only because of all the hate she was getting.

She cried every word of the song, almost sobbing. It was giving the song a completely new meaning for me, for her, for everyone. Because now when they heard this song, they'd think about this.

"Stay forever, stay forever, even if her face don't stay tog-" She sang before looking up for the first time and looking through the crowd. I could see her eyes scan every face, until her face fell and let out a loud sob, covering her mouth with her hand. Her eyes never leaving the spot infront of her.

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. I scanned over the crowd but from here, I couldn't see anything suspicious. For help, I looked up to where my brothers and my friends were standing, watching her perform.

Sasha and Aurora were covering their mouths in schock while Madelein and Nova, were fumbling trying to get around my brothers to find a way back down. Matt and Nick were looking at me shaking their heads and gritting their teeth.

By their reactions I knew I needed to see what was happening in the crowd, that left everyone so schocked. By now Sophia had stopped singing for a good minute and even the whole crowd was now whispering between themselves.

I took a deep breath and walked on to the stage. When the wave of girls saw me, they all started screaming and jumping. Ignoring the crowd for a second, I walked over to Sophia, trying to grab her wrist but she shrugged it off instantly.

I immediately understood why she was doing that. She didn't want people to see. And even if I really wanted to, I couldn't judge her actions, because they were so comprehensible. I hated her for this.

I grabbed the mic that was in the halter, my eyes not leaving Sophia. "Can you all please stop jumping and yelling." I tried to reason with the crowd and they listened. Thankfully.

When they stopped jumping and yelling, I finally looked at the crowd and I saw it. Clear as day what had left Sophia so sad. There were two girls with two signs. One said get off stage sophia! while the other one said fuck you sophia. Both girls were standing in the front row

Anger consumed me, as I looked at those girls. I knew that I should go about this respectfully and seriously, but I couldn't, not after knowing what this was doing to Sophia. I jumped off the stage, while I went up to the and grabbed the signs. I started ripping them apart, not caring about the looks that were on me.

The security guard approached me, warning me that I was to close to the fans. But instead of listening, I just yelled "Get them out!". They looked at me with baffled faces but I didn't back down. "Don't look at me like that, get them the fuck out" I spat back while pointing at the exit.

I let the pieces of the paper fall to the floor. "How could you even let these girls in!!!" I yelled at them, not even caring that the whole room was hearing me loose my cool.

When the security didn't even move I yelled one last time. "Get them out, now!" And the security finally understood. Both went through the crowd taking the two girls and kicking them out.

I sighed it relief, climbing back onto the stage. But then I remembered the girl that was most definitely suffering because all of this right now. I turned back to her and she was a complete mess. She couldn't even look at me. I walked over to her, but she was already running off stage.

I ran after her but her friends that were standing on the backstage, tried to hold me back. "Don't Chris. You'll only make it worse" Madeleine tried to convince me to stay behind but I knew I wouldn't.

"I'm sorry Mads, but let me go" I said, my tone firm, my message passed. She looked at me with a lot of incertaty, before I saw Sasha nod at her and then she finally let me through.

She was gone. "Sophia!" I yelled looking for her everywhere. I decided to knock on the door to her dressing room but when nobody opened I decided to walk in nonetheless. I opened the door a little and peaked inside.

My heart broke at the sight. I saw Sophia sitting in the corner of the room, face burried in knees, while her hands tugged at her hair. She was sobbing so loud, that every sob could be felt throughout the whole floor and every bone in my body.

I walked inside without making too much noise, closing the door slowly after me. I kneed beside her, putting my hand on her knee. I felt her stiffen before she looked up. Her bottom lip was trembling and her eyes were running like a faucet.

I hugged her. "Soph. I'm so sorry. I don't know how they got in, I don't know why nobody checked their posters. I'm so so sorry" I started rambling, but she kept looking at me with nothing but an empty stare.

"You destroyed me" She whispered and I felt what was left from my heart turn grey in less than a millisecond. "You don't mean that" I whispered, trying to convince myself more than her. "This isn't my fault" I added.

She never answered. "This is not only happening to you Soph. It's happening to me too" I tried to reason with her but I noticed that that was the wrong approach to take, when a sad look crossed over her face.

She huffed, cleaning some tears off. "You're not getting any hate, nor are you getting death threats but you're right. It's happening to you too." She said, seemingly very irritated.

Before I could answer with a defense on my part, she interrupted me with life changing news. "I want out off the tour" She told me suddenly and those news left me stumbling all over my words trying to form any coherent response to giver her.

And the only one I found, was to agree. I'd argued with her yesterday. I'd argued with her today so I quickly came to the conclusion that I was not going to argue any more. If this is what she wants, this is what she's going to get and I'm going to help her.

I nodded. "Okay" I breathed out.

"Okay?" She whispered from her spot, her question letting me know that she didn't believe me.

I nodded again. "I'll find a way to get you out off tour. Some loophole, I don't know. I'll do it" I told her while I pressed a kiss on her forhead. "Under one condition" I added.

She looked at me and nodded for me to continue.

"I need you to text me everyday, so that I can keep up with you" I told her and when she seemed a little skeptical I pleaded more. "Please Sophia. Can you please just do it" I asked her.

She sighed and nodded.

So I got her off tour.

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sturniolo.triplets hello everyone, we just made this post to let everyone know, that sadly the incredible sophia davis, will not be with us on tour anymore. we hope that you appreciated every moment with her as much as we did.

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nicolassturniolo soph>>>
↳ sophiadavis you>>

nicolassturniolo i'll miss u so bad 😕
↳ sophiadavis i will too :(

matthew.sturniolo i still can't believe it. im so sorry that she has to go through all of this.
↳ sophiadavis i love u
↳ matthew.sturniolo i love u

sashaharrington the world fumbled
↳ sophiadavis ❤️❤️

madeleinegarcia you deserve so much better baby😕
↳ sophiadavis i have u still so it's okay :)

auroralewis i'll forever be your biggest fan!
↳ sophiadavis thank you🫶🏻

novarodriguez youll always be in my heary. loved to see you on stage🙂
↳ sophiadavis i loved having you with me🙃

christophersturniolo she was born for the stage. she'll be back. i know it🩵
↳ sophiadavis you've always been my biggest supporter 🫶🏻

sophiadavis thank you so much for granting me the best time of my life ❤️‍🩹🪩
↳ sturniolo.triplets same goes to you. tour will not be the same without you❤️❤️❤️.

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soooo this happened.
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