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✧ 𝟎𝟐𝟒. ❝ sleepless nights❞ ✧🦋
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IRL

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SOPHIAS POV

"BABY I COULD BUILD A CASTLE, OUT OF ALL THE BRICKS YOU THREW AT ME" Sasha was singing while she was jumping on our bed. The speaker was blasting through the room and I kept wondering when someone was going to come and kick us out.

We had all checked into a hotel tonight, after the forth show. Today's show had been absolutely awesome. One of the best actually. Like always the triplets had killed it on stage and I was convinced that Chris was actually made for the stage more than I was. He was such a natural.

That was just one more point to add to the list of reasons to why I admire him so much.

All my friends kept thanking me for letting them tag along and for giving them the best experience of their lives. My answer was always the same. You should thank the triplets I always told them. To which they just rolled their eyes and told me that they were only there for me.

I knew it was a lie. They had been fans of them for as long as I can remember, so I was sure that they appreciated being on tour with them. But I never doubted their enthusiasm to my performance. Ever.

I went to the speaker and turned it off. Sasha who was still dancing on the bed, turned to me, eying me down like a archer does its pray. Soon to follow, Aurora came out of the bathroom, in only a towel.

"Why did you stop the music" Aurora asked Sasha. Sasha let herself dramatically fall onto the bed. Her face stuffed into the pillow.

"I didn't, she did" Sasha pointed to me, hiding her face in the pillow, while kicking her legs on the comforters. She looked just like a toddler whose mom didn't give him the toy he asked for.

Aurora whined from behind me. "Why would you do that Soph, I was vibing in the shower" I laughed at her. I was interrupted by Madeleine and Nova, opening the door to our room. They were almost on the floor because they were laughing so much.

In their arms, they held a million bags of chips, some of them falling out, and being left in front of our door. I wanted to tell them to grab the chips, but Matt was quick to pick it up and make his way into our room.

"I see you guys are having fun" Matt spoke, while throwing the chips on to mine and Sasha's bed. By hearing Matts voice, Sasha turned around completely, yelping out of the bed and jumping into Matts arms.

This was the forth time they were hugging in only today. I raised my eyebrow. I knew that this was the start of something new. The start of probably one of the best romance novels you'll ever read.

I had a proud smile on my face. I knew Sash had always been a Matt girl. So much was obvious by the way she talked about him when we watched their videos together. Now, she was here hugging him and the best part was, that he was hugging her back.

I wish I could do this with Chris, but after the little stunt I pulled, by taking him up to the stage with me, I was getting ripped apart by the fandom. By now they weren't criticizing my music anymore, just me as whole, as a person.

I wasn't sure I wanted to be with him anymore. I couldn't. I needed to stay as far away from a relationship with Chris as I can. For my own mental health.

I sighed, sad that this was happening to me. I wasn't a bad person, so I have no idea of what I did to deserve this.

Matt and Sasha were now standing side by side, Matts arm around her body, and she was almost nestling into him. They were definitely, my new favorite almost couple.

I went over to my bed, ignoring the noise my friende were making by talking to each other. I grabbed my phone and turned it on. At the moment it was almost midnight. I cursed at myself, because I knew that I needed a good night sleep for tomorrow.

"Sorry Matty, but I think it's time for you to go away, we all need our beauty sleeps" I said while I tried to get him out. "I don't know about you, but Sash definitely needs one" He said, already giggling at his own joke.

Sasha slapped his arms, but accompanied him to the door nonetheless. They hugged again, before he left the room. I went to lay on my bed and through the wall behind the headboard of the bed, I heard a door open and close again.

Nova and Madeleine, went and shared the bed on the bed next to mine and Sashas. Aurora, who had won rock paper scissors, had a whole bed on the opposite side of the room, all for herself.

"Goodnight babes" I said, while I turned off the lamp next to my bed. I got a chorus of goodnights back. I closed by eyes and waited for sleep to envelop me.

I had my eyes closed, for what felt like hours, but sleep never came. I blindly reached for my phone, almost pushing the lamp off the bedside table. I turned it on and looked at the clock. It was 2am. I gazed through the room, trying to make anything out in the darkness.

Everybody else was sleeping so I took my chance and I moved up to adjust myself on the bed and I accidentally hit my head hard on the headboard and yelped out an ouch. I held my breath, praying not to have woken up any of them, because they would kill me.

When I didn't hear anything else, I let out a breath. I closed my eyes again, wanting to finally sleep, when the light of my phone turned on. I grabbed it and to my surprise I could see Chris' name big on my screen.

iMESSAGE

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chris❤️

chris❤️
did you just hit your head on the fucking wall soph?? :)

sophia❤️
no..

chris❤️
so it was a ghost who made a loud noise and yelled out ouch?

sophia❤️
your point being?

chris❤️
are you okay? did you hurt yourself?

chris❤️
OKAY I GET IT STOP KNOCKING ON THE WALL

chris❤️
you almost woke Nick and Matt up dumbass

sophia❤️
oh sorry 😣

sophia❤️
so why are you up at this godforsaken time??

chris❤️
I could ask you the same thing baby

sophia❤️
baby?

chris❤️
yes lovely?

sophia❤️
gosh you make me crazy

chris❤️
in a good or bad way??

sophia❤️
bad.

sophia❤️
definitely

chris❤️
😏

sophia❤️
you're crazy!

chris❤️
im awake bcs I can't sleep, theres too many thoughts in my head.

sophia❤️
care to share?

sophia❤️
a dollar per thought

chris❤️
i feel like you're ripping me off sophie😑

sophia❤️
me??

sophia❤️
pffttt

sophia❤️
never :)

chris❤️
doesn't matter.

chris❤️
i can't tell you.

chris❤️
i wish i could.

sophia❤️

chris❤️
wdym same??

chris❤️
what u thinking about pretty?

sophia❤️
nothin.

chris❤️
meet me outside in ten??

sophia❤️
yk it :)

chris❤️
❤️❤️❤️

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I tried to get out of my bed, while making the least amount of noise possible. I put both my feet on the grownd and the bed squeaked. Still, I made my way through our room, out of the door. My hands always stretched out infront of me.

I tried to close the door as slowly as possible, it creaked a little, but I got it. I turned around, only to be met with Chris towering over me.

He looked at me but no words were spoken. Only when his gaze dropped to my lips, did he decide to say something. "Wanna go watch a movie?" He said, while extending his hand to me.

With Chris, I never thought twice about things. I just did them. He made this incredible and fearless side of me come out. I felt free, I felt incredible.

I put my hand into his, but not without interlacing out fingers for more closeness and touch. He smiled while he looked down at our interlaced hands. He leaned in and kissed my forhead and then went a little lower and kissed my cheek.

My heart was practically laying on the floor already, by how much it was beating out of my freaking chest. I felt the tingles, running through my veins, and I was desperate for a real kiss. I wanted to kiss him.

I was leaning in, about to actually kiss him, but then I remembered all the consequences that this could have. So I held back. I could see the frown on his face, but he hid it with a smile. "What was that for" I whispered, not trusting my voice not to betray me.

He shrugged. "I just wanted to kiss you. And tell you how much I appreciate you. You're the best" He said and I felt myself immediately smile. "Same goes for you Chris. Thank you" I said as he led us to the car we'd rented to drive around the
city tomorrow.

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bigchrizz mcdonalds and movie night (more like morning) ps. when she has her license 😍😍🫶🏻🩷
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230 comments

maneaternick this explains why you were both sleeping in the car, when we were looking for you
↳ bigchrizz my back hurts so bad bruh
↳ sophielaughsalot same 😣 i need a massage
↳ maneaternick ik chris would give you one
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↳ bigchrizz shut up nick i wouldn't

bigbadb that's a sign for you to get ur license
↳ bigchrizz no need to when i have soph
↳ sophielaughsalot ofc. always ready to drive you ANYWHERE 🫡
↳ bigbadb oh my god🤦🏻‍♂️🤦🏻‍♂️
↳ bigchrizz see?
↳ bigbadb yeah i see it. don't you?

notgilmorerory at least invite us next time?
↳ bigchrizz no.
↳ notgilmorerory WHY NOT??
↳ bigchrizz its me and soph's thing
↳ sophielaughsalot yk it
↳ notgilmorerory CRAZY

maddiesmischief was she the one who made a loud noise at night?
↳ bigchrizz she says it wasnt her but i heard her hit her head on the headboard
↳ sophielaughsalot I DIDNT
↳ bigchrizz SURE..

steveharrington im not gonna say ANYTHING to this🤐
↳ bigchrizz ??

jinglebellsy GIRLS REUNION ASAP!
↳ bigchrizz GIRLS AND CHRIS
↳ jinglebellsy no?

sophielaughsalot loved the movie❤️
↳ bigchrizz you would, wouldn't you, seen as you chose it :)
↳ sophielaughsalot i loved hanging out with you too :)
↳ bigchrizz that's better
↳ sophielaughsalot i think we should do this more often 😊
↳ bigchrizz yeah?
↳ sophielaughsalot your user is really coming into play here😋
↳ bigchrizz its a lifestyle

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