"𝐍𝐎, 𝐈 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄, 𝐈 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐍𝐎𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐄𝐋𝐒𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔."

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TW: drug talk, abusive talk? just prepare yourself.

3rd pov

"you sure your gonna be okay going by yourself star?" violet asked as she leaned in estrellas doorway, watching her get her stuff together.

"yes v, i've dealt with way worse than him okay, if anything i'll call you okay, you know where he lives and all that." estrella said as she put her sunglasses on and grabbed her purse.

"okay just call me and i'll be there right away." estrella nodded her head, both girls walked down the stairs and to the front door. She quickly said bye to her dad and her mom then walked out the door with violet.

"well you know call me if anything star please."

"oh my gosh, it's fine v, okay, i'm gonna be okay, and if anything you know i know how to handle myself." estrella said smiling softly and putting a hand on violets shoulder.

"this ain't my first rodeo v." violet nodded, after hearing all the stuff estrella went through while she was with quinn she was mad, the whole band was mad. But violet understood where estrella was coming from when she said she wanted to go alone.

"now i gotta go v." estrella said as she removed her hand from violets shoulder and started walking towards her car.

"love you !" violet yelled as she saw estrella get in her car. Estrella rolled her window down and started to pull out of her drive way.

"love you more !" estrella yelled back, waving and driving away.

As estrella drove to quinn's house she could feel her hands getting a bit sweaty on the steering wheel as she drove, she could feel a lump in her throat and felt her left leg shaking a bit as she drove.

She turned on his street and her nerves were going through the roof, she didn't know what he would do and that's what scared her. She pulled into his driveway next to his car, she reached for the keys and pulled them from the ignition, she sighed and placed her keys in her purse then leaned back in her seat. She was mentally preparing herself for the shit show she was about to walk into.

She sighed, then opened her car, putting her hair in a quick ponytail and walking out, holding her bag tight and close to her, when she got to this front door she reached for the door bell then hesitated, a part of her wish she brought mateo or quinn just if anything, she breathed in an out before ringing the bell.

"yo, i'm coming." estrella heard a bit of a slurred voice yell, she winced knowing that this was gonna turn south if she ticked him off but prayed for the best.

"oh..it's you." quinn said as he opened the door, estrella saw that he had a bad black eye and a cut on his lip, estrella chewed on her lip a bit as she nodded.

"uhh can i come in? I need to get my stuff." estrella said looking down, quinn's eyebrows furrowed, the kid was completely clueless and that this was code word for 'we're breaking up so can i get my stuff.'

"sure.." quinn said dragging out the e a bit as he moved out the way for estrella to come in. She made a b-line for his room and closet, quick grabbing her things and putting them in the bag she brought, if she was being honest she didn't have much things at quinn's, just a few pieces of clothing and a little make up bag for when she would stay the night. She quickly placed her things in her bag, she wanted to leave that place as fast as she could.

"why are you taking everything ?" quinn questioned as he saw the hispanic girl walk out of his room with a bag full of all her things. Estrella stopped in her tracks, she knew she would have to say it to his face because he really doesn't get the memo sometimes but she was really nervous, she could feel her hands start to shake and a lump form in her throat, she felt sweat start to go down her neck, she quickly cleared her throat then turned to face him. She motioned her head to sit on the bar stools he had right in front of his counter, he nodded and sat down as she stayed standing up a few feet from him.

"So, this is the last thing i want to do quinn trust me, but.. your just not the same anymore quinn, your abusive, and i'm not gonna stand for that anymore, i'm sick of it, the fact that you hit me in front of all those people the other day opened my eyes." Estrella said as she clutched her bag close to her and started to put her guard up.

"but you hit back ?"

"that's called self defense dumbass, my mother and father always, always ! taught me to stand my own ground and that's what i did, i wasn't gonna sit back and take it anymore." estrella said as her voiced started to slowly raise. She saw quinn make a thinking face as his leg started to bounce, estrella started to mentally prepare herself for what's to come.

"your dad huh?" she heard him mumble, that caused her eyebrows to furrow.

"what about my dad quinn?" estrella spoke with a stern voice, she heard him chuckle and stand up, slowly walking towards her.

"it's just, you put your dad on this pedestal but he was this junkie that would shoot up in front of his daughter- hell he even died because he got high and shot himself !" quinn begun to yell at her towards the end of this speech, the closer her got the more she could see how low and red his eyes were, he was definitely high because she could smell it on him now.

"stop quinn, your high, get your shit together, stop talking about my dad like that when yours was no better." estrella said staring in straight in the eyes.

"you know what star, you what." quinn started to go on about as he started to pace back a fourth.

"what quinn, tell me, what!" estrella yelled a bit, quinn stopped and got right in her face.

"i bet your gonna end up just like your dad, a crackhead junkie that'll die and be a failure to their kids, your a failure star, and just like your dad !" quinn yelled in her face, estrella winced and felt the lump in her again and her lip quivered.

"you know what i'm done, we're done, i want nothing to do with you, don't text me, call me, come to my house, and if you do i will go to the police and report everything you've ever done to me." estrella spoke through a broken voice and rushed towards the front door, she didn't hear quinn's footsteps untill she got right in front of the front door.

"so that's it start !? Your gonna throw away everything we have!?" quinn yelled as estrella opened her car, got im quickly and locked it. The faded boy was standing right in front to her car.

"yes i am, i'm done with your ass." estrella said as her voice cracked, she put her key in the ignition and back out and left as fast as she could, ignoring his yells of her name, her hands were shaking and her breathing was unsteady, she kept repeating what quinn said to her and couldn't let it go. She stopped at a red light and reached for her phone that was in her purse right next to her in the passenger seat, she called violet but was sent straight to voice mail, she called each of her band mates but was sent to straight to voice mail.

"FUCK, why doesn't anyone wanna answer." estrella sobbed out as she called bill and was sent to voicemail again, she looked at her contacts and came across a name, she thought about it for a second knowing that they wouldn't answer probably but in that moment she didn't care because she needed someone.

ring....ring...ring...ri-

"hello?"

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