[23/23]
I feel like dying.

Months passed, you were now in your second trimester, two weeks nearing your third. Occasionally you would receive small letters from Sasuke, saying that he is doing fine and he hopes he'll hear from you soon.

You tried your best to stay sane and healthy for your baby, but to do so you told yourself to stop waiting for Sasuke, to stop thinking about him. Sasuke did you no well for leaving you through your hardest times, and especially when you are pregnant with his child.

Sighing, you went to open his most recent letter.

"Dear [Name],
how have you been these days? I've been missing you more than ever.
I haven't heard long from you, I hope you're doing fine.
Wait a little longer for me, please."

You crushed the letter, and threw it away. Of course, you love Sasuke and promised to wait for him. But what's the point if you only feel anger towards him? Feeling tears flow down your eyes, you quickly brushed them away. You need to stay strong for your baby, and only for him.

Yes, him.

On your most recent checkup it was revealed to be a babyboy, a small Uchiha  was growing inside you. Waiting to see the world, his mother and father. Your hair shined more, you skin was glowing and you overall looked healthier than ever. All that was missing was the love of your life, Uchiha Sasuke to come back in your arms.

The arms you promised will be wide open for him, accepting him whenever he needed you.

Suddenly you heard a piercing, loud noise rattling all around you, as if somebody was invading the village. Your hideout was secured enough to handle any damage, but either way it worried you. You caressed your belly, reassuring your babyboy that everything will be alright.

Even though there's no way,
You'll come to me

Those same sounds continued all night long, and you began to worry immensely for Sasuke. Was he alright? Your worries got the best of you til the point you felt lightheaded. 

You wanted to scream,
cry all night long.
Beg Sasuke once more to come back,
So everything will be alright again.

"Why can't nothing go right for me!" You yelled, crying. Your legs began to shake, and you felt everything go the same way it once did.

Dizziness.

Blank.

Noise.

Even though I know you're looking somewhere else..

"Dear [Name],
I promised you, that it only makes sense If I die, and you live on. Didn't I? That I will love you forever and always, even if I'm not beside you.

I will love you from afar, even if I can't hear or touch you. Because that's what true love is, love is blind. I've been wondering for long time how you've been, lately my days have gone slow. A war is nearing, and I'm only praying for your safety.

This world will be safe from evil, for our little one. The world I'll create soon, for you and I. I've allied with Konoha to create a safe environment for my child, and for you.

I'm sorry for going our separate ways, my dear [Name]. Our beautiful spring days are coming to an end, and war will soon fill our days.

I will continue to hold you in my heart, until I can hold you in my arms again.

I love you, Senju [Name]."

Ｉ ｄｏｎ＇ｔ ｔｈｉｎｋ,
Ｉ ｃａｎ ｌｅｔ ｇｏ ｏｆ ｙｏｕ.

Sasuke watched as the war ended after two excruciating long days. He laid on the ground, besides Naruto. Panting, trying his best to grasp air.

He looked aside and saw his left arm completely gone, and Naruto chuckled. "I wish [Name] was here to see this..!" Naruto laughed out, coughing.

Sasuke's mind went blank at the name of his lover. The months he waited for a letter back, only for no answer. He knew deep down, you've given up on him.

But he never gave up on you.

Today could've possibly been his last days, but he only thought of you. Senju [Name], his one and only love.

The same [Name] he longs to see once more, the one he wants his forever to be. You, his beautiful lover.

Sasuke closed his eyes and imagined a picture perfect world, with you beside him and his child in your arms.

He felt himself smiling, at the thought of you.

Ｉｆ Ｉｔ Ｉｓ Ｙｏｕ,
I will love you always.
#19. I Miss You.

Sasuke healed quickly, he felt anxious throughout the whole wait at the hospital. Until he heard his door slam open, by the one and only Tsunade.

"You! Where is my [Name]?!" She yelled, having no mercy for Sasuke — who was the patient.

"Don't you see that's why I keep asking to leave this hospital?! It's only to see her!" He snapped, looking away from Tsunade.

"I should've never trusted [Name] alone, especially when I knew all along she was chasing you this whole time." The blonde woman said.

"Get out this hospital, and I'll give you two days to bring [Name] back. If you don't, count your days Uchiha." Tsunade scolded, slamming the door shut. Sasuke sighed, relived that the old hag left his room. Only for his moment of silence to be cut short.

Sakura worriedly opened the door again, walking in with a cup of water and some medicine. "Hey, Sasuke.. I recommend you take these before you leave.." She said, making Sasuke roll his eyes.

"Are you okay, Sasuke? If [Name] is away why would-"

Sasuke felt his patience run thin hearing Sakura say your name.

"Shut it, Sakura. I need to find [Name] regardless of what you think. She is the mother of my child, and let Tsunade know that." He declared, slipping on the hospital shoes and leaving his bed.

Sasuke walked away with hospital pijamas and sandals, and began to find his way back to [Name].

Ｌｏａｄｉｎｇ ．．． １００％

Sasuke wandered endlessly trying to find you, he remembers the hideout vividly but today his memory seemed foggy. "[Name]!" He yelled.

His anxiety skyrocketed, he knew you were sick.

Is she okay?

Does she feel ill?

[Name]
Are you

Okay?!

Please.. Don't go.

Sasuke's appearance changed drastically from the last time you saw him, his hair grew longer, his right eye was activated in a Rinnegan and well.. he was missing an arm.

He desperately walked the direction of the hideout and yelled out your name.

Only to no response.

"[Name]!!!" Sasuke yelled, feeling more anxious. "Senju. Please.."

Sasuke looked around your hideout and saw things thrown everywhere, as If someone attacked you. He only panicked even more, the Uchiha never felt this way, only when he saw his parents get murdered.

He saw his letters thrown to the side, unopened and not even touched. He stood up and continued looking, seeing if you left anything behind.

Sasuke noticed a letter left on a desk, and picked it up.

"My Sasuke,
I was meaning to write back earlier.
I'm sorry, for never answering.
Don't worry about me, I'm doing fine.
I heard about the war and I've relocated. Meet me where the cherry blossoms bloom. Where you and I first met."

Sasuke read the last part over and over again.

"Meet me where the cherry blossoms bloom.
Where you and I first met."

He instantly knew where he had to go, the old Senju compound that was across the Uchiha compound.

That's where the cherry blossoms bloom, that's where you and Sasuke first met. Sasuke teleported himself back to the gates of Konoha and walked his way to the Senju compound, waiting to see if you were waiting for him.

"Onee-San!"
"I missed you!!"

Sasuke heard cheerful sounds come outside your clans compound, and he smiled to himself. The big, beautiful cherry blossom tree stood above him, petals falling one by one. The Uchiha waited, in his hospital clothes.

He heard you laugh, which mended his heart.

"Onee-San! A boy is waiting outside!!" Your younger brother yelled, making you turn and walk outside your household.

You smiled seeing Sasuke.

"You came back."  You said, "I've been waiting for you." Your tears slowly builded up but you let them fall this time, you walked Sasuke's direction and he immediately ran to hug you.

"I've waited so long to hold you in my arms again.." he muttered, brushing his fingers through your hair and kissing your forehead. Sasuke looked down at you and touched your belly, "It's a boy..." You said, looking up to see his reaction.

His eyes seemed to glisten, and you chuckled. Cupping Sasuke's face, you pressed your forehead against his.

"This is our fate, Sasuke. I am yours."

Two years passed, your baby boy [Son's Name] was born and a year old.  Sasuke seemed in love with his only son, giving him all the time he could. The two of you traveled across villages as Sasuke adventured. 

"Babe, I think I want another baby." He confessed, making you groan.

"It was enough work popping [Son's Name] out!" You whined, hugging his waist. The Uchiha chuckled and smirked down at you, "How about we start right now?" He slyly said.

You playfully hit him and snuggled closer to his neck, "Just give it time, Babe. I'll be more than happy with another baby, but I want to spend more time with you.." you confessed, blushing underneath his touch.

Sasuke kissed you softly, letting you know that he'll be happy with you forever. "You really are, my fate." He said, poking your forehead. "Thank you for healing me, [Name]. I love you."

"And I love you more."

"If It Is You,
I am yours forever.
You'll be my one and only lover.
The fate that awaited me."