"We people do faces a lot challenges. It may be in love, in family, in work, in friends and especially in our selves. But the challenges we encounter doesn't make us weak it only makes us more than what we are today,"

Stooding up from my seat, I patted the dog that the Drysdale's family had. The whole place is big enough for a movie room and because of the fight I had with Ransom last night if it may be called fight.

I decided to just stay at one of their movie rooms to avoid seeing Ransom or any one from his family. I don't want to heard Joni or Linda with their remarks as they lectured me from being an idiot.

I only wanted peace and being here, alone is helping me to think about the situation of my relationship. The thought of breaking everything we had never crossed my mind because it will makes me feel like wanted to give up the amazing thing I experience just for a small reason.

May not be small but still. This is just one of the problem that we might faced in the near future when we'll get married and making him realize what he did might be a good example on fixing each other's mistake.

"I was looking for you in hours but I-I'm just glad that you hadn't left..."

I continue playing with dodger's whilst a familiar voice appears on the entrance. Instead of saying anything that would not make any sense, I just kept quiet.

"Y/n, baby... say something please-"

"What do you want me to say Ransom?" I exclaimed, once I realize that I was being too mean, I sigh frustratedly. "I'm sorry, okay? But I cannot do this anymore Ran-"

"No, baby-"

Standing properly, I shifted my head to gaze him, Ransom looks exhausted even he does sleep last night. I just don't know if it was a good one but like him, I am also in pain and suffering.

"Like this." I stated, "This is just a simple conversation but we cannot heard one another's side, just like what you did. You cutted me off when I am at the middle of saying that, 'I am not breaking-up with you but I will not also be with your side. I wanted you to learn things from different perspective and even you are sorry it felt like you didn't meant it."

As I watched Dodger run towards the exit with wagging tail, I didn't maintain our eye contact. "You do things you always say you wouldn't because you know that even no matter what mistake you will done, the certain thing that will stay with you is me and I am not dumb to not notice it,"

Ransom lower his head when tears started to brim on his eyes. Since, Ransom and I started to be together, the two of us actually didn't have a lot of time seperated from each other. We two are like living as one and even we had arguments and fights that experience along the way the two of us still won from it and got engaged.

That's why I don't have any reason to not trust him-us to not survive this problem. Marriage isn't a joke and if we failed in here, we'd probably are not ready to be wed.

"I love you," Ransom mumble, trying so hard to avoid his voice from cracking, "Guess, we should really need some time for our selves to figure this things out but always remember that, I knew what before this misunderstanding happen, I already knew what I want and it's you. It's us that I wanted to for so long,"

"I love you, Ransom." is the last word I respond to his words before I pick-up the blanket and pillow I used earlier.

One duffel bag and 1 big luggage that are full of clothes is what I am carrying back on the house, we live in New York. I arrive from the airport of the city at 12 mid night and I came home at 12:30.

From the outside, I let out a cold sigh once I get out from the cab I rented. Watching our colorful house became lifeless as all of the lights of it are turn off. The familiar warmth of it is currently not there anymore making me shiver a little.

"Wooh." I chuckle whilst releasing a breath, "Welcome home, Y/n..."

After how many struggle in opening the front door of the house, I finally squel in delight when it opened but automatically grimace when the dark room greeted my eyes.

As I turn on the lights on the wall, the sight of mine instantly diverted on the kitchen area which flickers some memories flood back into mine.

"STOP doing that, Ransom!"

Wiggling from his arms, I tried to make my boyfriend let go of me when I am cooking as he does tickle me from behind.

"Nah, that's not gonna happen!" he respond mischevously before I felt my self float from the floor as he throw me on his shoulder, "Gonna throw you outside the window,"

Slapping his back whilst giggling, the noise that came out from me cannot be contain anymore as he really opened the window beside the faucet area. "Babyyyyy! Nooooo! Hugh Ransom Drysdale, don't make me kick your ass!"

"Your ass is currently on my face, you know?" he smugly smile, slapping my butt cheeks at the process,"You look so adorable," Ransom was chasing his breath once he is done laughing after placing me at the counter with furrowed brows. "Come one, love gimme a kiss."

Staring like crazy at my boyfriend, I was torn between smacking his head or kick his balls. I felt like I was a baby that had a no fight on him. My clothes are move upward showing my tummy on him.

"Oh look at this, Y/n Evans Drysdale such a beautiful woman in front of me even she look liked mess," Ransom joke, trying to cooed me but I just rolled my eyes on him making him but his lower lip to avoid laughing.

"Do you think it's funny? Doesn't mean your big, you can actually twisted me in any position. I can do it to you too, Mr. Drysdale." I crinkled my nose before crossing my arms, "I am quiet strong, stronger than you expected."

Playfully Rolling his eyes, Ransom smiled at me as he opens the refrigerator, the light of us shining through the kitchen as it is the only thing that lighten the house except from the moon light from the outside.

Ransom then open the speaker and started picking a song from our favorite Artist Taylor Swift. When the music started, my boyfriend positioned in front of me, holding out a hand as I gladly accepted it.

We could leave the Christmas lights up 'til January
And this is our place, we make the rules
And there's a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you dear
Have I known you 20 seconds or 20 years?

Our bodies swayed as the music continued to play. The smile we shared on each other is brighter than anything else, my arms on his neck as his are on my waist. The he gaze me melt my heart.

Ransom was once the bestfriend I always wanted, the two of us has been very close but being this more intimate with him is nicer above anything all. It's not even sexual type of thing but it is the kind of emotions that touches your inside emotionally.

"What? You're staring at me thoroughly is there some dirt on my face? Or you're just trying to intimidate me?" Ransom then narrow his eyes before pinching my waist a little.

"Awww." I laugh, "You did really pinch me huh? I was just looking at you innocently." Once, Ransom puckered his lower lip a squel came out from my lips. "Ah I see, Mr. Hugh Ransom Drysdale is becoming sensitive," I tease.

"Oh, shut up Ms. Evans," he retorted back before twirling me around.

Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out, and take me home
You're my, my, my, my
Lover

As Ransom pulled me back on his body, I then quickly inhale his fresh wood scent before laying my head on his chistled chest. "Damn, you are hard as rock."

The smirk my boyfriend had on his lips didn't go unnotice on me before he dipped his head down to kiss my lips. We stayed kissing each other for a minute and so before I break it up once we both smell a burnt hotdogs.

"Oh my god!" I squel in horror, leaving him behind as I made my way back to the stove with teary eyes watching how the food I cooked go to trash.

The presence of him was felt after I look away at the garbage can. "This is your fault!" I pointed Ransom with the spatula I am holding, "You are now officially banned in the kitchen!" I then placed my hands on my waist.

With raised brows, amusement is written on Ransom's face. "Woah, I am not the only whose at fault!"

Turning my back on him, Ransom continue to explain his side as I started to cook once again.

Looking away from the kitchen, I get the phone on my pocket when it buzz. Glancing on it, a name popped on the screen. It's Linda who sent a picture of Ransom with the girl who's the back is only thing can be seen but the two of them are obviously ravishing each other's lip.

Closing it back, I massages my temples before getting my things upstairs, ready for another sleep less night.

•Ransom Drysdale•

"Bye, everyone! See you at the party later!"

Playing with the car keys on my fingers, I watched Julia bid her good byes on her work mates as some of them nod at my direction. The blood like wine publishing company had an anniversary party and the workers had been dismissed earlier than they should supposed to be.

Since, Y/n left from Boston the family of mine repeatedly asks inappropriate questions that only made me want to snapped their neck. Those assholes are really testing my patience as they all talk about shits on me and on how I handle, Y/n and I's relationship.

What I did was wrong, I am not perfect and I regretted what I did. I forgot the boundaries that I was supposed to draw between me and Julia even my intentions on her is purely clean the way I showed it was different making me and Y/n had a misunderstanding.

Since this is the last time I planned on staying in Boston, I decided to meet-up with Julia. Not only to explain my side on why I needed to stopped being close with her but also to be frank that what I did is just being friendly.

"Ransom!" the lady voice of Juliet awaken me from thinking as she stood up in front of me with a wide smile on her lips. "I didn't expected to see you in here," she paused, gazing me from face to foot before twirling her hand on her hair. "I am glad that you are here for me,"

Nodding at her, I keep quiet before distancing my self when I felt like she's moving closer on my chest. "I am here to have a word. Are you free?" I inquire before looking down at my watch.

If I can make this conversation faster than I am planning to, I can surely make my way on airport to get a one way ticket to NY. I wanted to be back at Y/n, I misses her.

"Oh, ofcourse." Julie immediately fixes her hair still smiling at me whilst I tried to not grimace because her glance is getting creepier.

Shifting on my feet, I open the front seat for her when something came crashing back to me like an electricity.

Smiling contentedly, I glance sideways at my girlfriend as we sings on her favorite song from Taylor. I then burst out into a loud laugh when I almost run the red 'cause I was looking over at her. Y/n then give me a wide-eye gaze before, she smile back at me sweetly.

"You're wild eyes doesn't know how to behave, aren't they?" Y/n tease as I watch how her hair dance in the cold wind.

Instead of answering her question, I only wink at her before getting her left hand and place a kiss on it.

"You're such a distraction, always getting my attention everytime I had an important thing to do," I respond seeing her cheeks turned red, "That's why I felt like throwing you outside the window," I joke as I saw Y/n beautiful face contorted in annoyance making me chuckle.

"I was just kidding love," I was about to withdraw my word when she sat up properly, raising her middle finger on me. "Baby, talk to me."

"You're rich then buy someone to talk to," she sassily replied, puffing a bubble gum on her pinkish lips. "And I won't gonna be cooed by your puppy eyes, not anymore Hugh."

I continue driving using my left hand as my right slowly crawl on her thigh. "Aww, that hurts." I glance at my girlfriend who slapped my hands using her sling bag that feels like a cement made. "I am sorry,"

Y/n then smirked to me, "And I am not. You forgot that you are talking to your highness," she proudly retorted as I cutted her off.

"The highness who kneels on a jerk like me-"

"Pervert!"

The car was filled of teasing, laughing and complaints as we both drive our way on the suburbs.

I'd never walk Cornelia Street again
And baby, I get mystified by how this city screams your name
And baby, I'm so terrified of if you ever walk away
I'd never walk Cornelia Street again

"Ahhh!" A yelp from Julie caught me off guard when she tripped and it was my instinct to place my hands on his hips before she could crash down and kiss me but instead of asking her if she's okay, a flash of a camera made me frown which who gets my all attention.

Moving her aside, I caught a glimpse of my Mother and Joni as the two of them had back on the tree. I could only hope that the won't cause me trouble even it is impossible to happen.