𝐉𝐔𝐃𝐄'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕

Our International break starts on Saturday and it is now Thursday.

I really badly needed to talk to Ines.

I've barely talked to Jeremiah as it's awkward on the phone with Ines.

I miss him so much. I miss her so much

As much as I was stressed with the whole situation I needed to focus for tonight's game as the euros are round the corner.

I went round my mums so I could spend some time her and Jobe before the match.

I entered my mums house and shouted upstairs that I was there.

Don't think she heard me.

I entered the living room and see Jobe was already on the sofa playing fifa.

Mum then came downstairs "Oh Jude your here mind helping me with putting the dishes away?"

I nodded "Sure."

We both went into the kitchen.

As I was helping mum with the dishes I think she noticed something was up because I was quiet.

"Whats up with you? Ever since you came back from Birmingham you've looked down." She said.

I wanted to tell her what happened but I knew she wouldn't believe me.

"Nothing just missing Ines and Jeremiah." I said trying to change the subject.

Mum then nods and goes back upstairs.

I go back into the living room to sit with Jobe.

"Hey man." I said.

He continued looking at the tv screen while he was playing fifa.

"Hey." He said back.

I tried to have a conversation as it seemed awkward.

"So, what have you been up to?" I asked.

He then puts his controller down.

"Nothing much just been chilling, oh yeah and also got a new contract to play for Sunderland." He says.

"Omg that's amazing news, well hope it all goes well for you." I tell him.

He smiles .

"Is it true?" Jobe asks.

"Is what true?" I ask back.

I didn't know what Jobe would of been asking as i didn't know if he seen the article or not.

"You kissing that Instagram model." He says sarcastically.

I took a second to answer back as it sounded bad but they don't know the story.

"Yep." I said full with regret.

Jobe then looked and me disgustingly .

"Wow, poor Ines, why though? Why?" Jobe asks confused.

"When I tell Ines I'll tell you , I need to get my family back first. " I said while looking down as I know Jobe would of had the look of disappointment.

Jobe then nods "Ok."

Jobe then walks off upstairs leaving me alone drowning with all my thoughts.

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Yes Jude and Jobe's dad (Mark Bellingham) lives in Spain with Jobe and Denise he's just irrelevant ig ahah....

Thank you smm for 20k!!! Really means a lot to me that much people are reading my story.

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