𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕

It's been a few days since I last seen Jude.

He's non stop tried to call me and text me so that I would pick up but, I've been focusing on Jeremiah instead.

Today was Monday and Jeremiah is now in year 3 at our local primary school.

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@Inesxrivers

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Caption: good luck to my boy starting year 3! 📚

Comments:
@kiloniiw - he's growing up so fast, I remember when he was still in ur belly 🥺
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@Inesxrivers - I know made me shed a tear 🥲

@Vinijr - good luck from uncle Vini 💙
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@Inesxrivers *liked comment*

@Judebellingham - my handsome boy

@username- aww so sweet.

@username - as if Jude cheated on her when he has a family!!

@denisebellingham - aww lots of love from nana D
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@Inesxrivers - 🫶🏼🫶🏼

@charlotterivers - good luck my sweetheart I know you'll do well, nana C
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As soon as I posted I got a text from Jude.

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Jude ig

7:46am

Jude ig
Hi.. I was wondering if I could have a FaceTime with Jeremiah as I wanna talk to him before he goes to school.

Ines
Uhm sure we don't have long though.

Jude ig
Alright thanks.
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I called Jeremiah into the kitchen "Jeremiah dad wants a FaceTime before you go, hurry you don't have long."

He then quickly ran in "Yayy dad is ringing?"

I nod.

I click onto the FaceTime and pressed his name.

I then quickly passed the phone to Jeremiah as I didn't want him to see me nor see him.

I then heard Jude on the other side of the phone.

"Hello my boy you excited for school?" Jude asked.

Jeremiah nods "Yeah bit nervous."

Jude then says "Don't be , you'll be great and I know you will just go smash it."

Jeremiah then smiled "When you coming back?"

There was then a awkward silence coming from Jude.

"I don't know, sorry son." Jude sadly says.

Jeremiah then all of a sudden as a upset look on his face.

Jude then says "How's mum doing, she okay?" Asking as if I weren't in the room.

Jeremiah then turns to me then back at the screen. "Yeah I think she's fine auntie Kiloni has came round a lot as mum couldn't get out of bed for a few days because she was I'll why?"

I wasn't ill I was just hurt.

Jude then sighs "Nothing son, you best get going or you'll be late I want to know all about it later on okay? I promise I'll see you soon love you son and also tell mum that I love her too."

Jeremiah then nods "Bye dad."

I could no longer hear Jude talking through the phone.

Jeremiah comes up to hand my phone back.

"You ready to go?" I asked Jeremiah.

He nods nervously.

We both walked out the house and I locked the door.

We then both got into the car.

It only took about 10 mins to get to the school due to the busy roads

I parked up and walked Jeremiah to the entrance.

We both stopped walking before he went in.

"Good luck I'll be back here at home time have a good day yeah?" I say.

Jeremiah then comes up to me and hugs me "I love you mum."

I smile of so much happiness "I love you more son."

I then stood there watching him go in.

Seeing Jeremiah growing up makes me realise how fast they grow up.

I walked back to the car and headed back home.

As I got back home I cleaned the house a bit as I didn't really do any house work when I was in bed for a few days.

I also started to prepare for tea tonight and we were going to have spaghetti bolognaise.

Jude's favourite.

I knew when Jude left he wouldn't be able to come back until the international break. Which is in about a few weeks.

I tried so hard to not go on my phone for the past few days as I didn't wanna see any more that I already saw.

I really hope that's it's not true but I seen the photo.

Jude was also telling me how the euros are soon which is in about June so he'll be doing a lot of training.

I miss him a lot but ,I can't be hurt again by him.

I had a hour left until I had to go pick up Jeremiah as cleaning and preparing our tea took half the day to do. So I just sat on the sofa and put on a bit of Netflix before leaving.

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I miss Ines and Jude already!!!

ALSO GUYS 17 DAYS TIL I GET TO SEE JOBE BELLINGHAM AHHHH!!! IM LIKE SO CLOSE TO THE PITCH ASWELL.

I HOPE JUDE IS IN THE AWAY END XOXO 🙏🙏

ALSO SUNDERLAND ARE LIKE OUR RIVALS LOLL 🤭 SO ITS ALREADY BAD ENOUGH THE WHOLE MATCH ILL BE STARING AT JOBE.

BUT ITS FINE WHEN HE ONLY PLAYS UP THE ROAD THAT TAKES 20 MINS 😘😘

~Laylaxybae