Nicki's POV

I kissed her! Like I REALLY kissed Beyoncé! And I actually liked it. I throw cold water on my face to come to reality. "Everything alright?", she joins me in the bathroom. "I don't know", I say. "Let's talk about it", she took my hand taking me to her bed. "How do you feel?", I smile. I didn't know how I feel, no one has ever asked me that before, not even Nas. She holds my hands and looks at me, giving me her full attention. "Our kiss is confusing me. I liked it ALOT! But I have Nas", I whispered the last part. "I liked it too, but Nas isn't important right now", she kisses my cheek.

      I wanted to say more but I couldn't speak. I looked her over and she was sexy. From her white tank top to her sweats that showed her abdomen just a little. "You're beautiful Onika", she stared at me with the same lust I had in my eyes. I couldn't resist so I kiss her. She travels down to my neck causing me to rub her thighs. She suddenly chokes me and I moan aloud. That was my weakness and I thinks she knows it now. She stopped choking to suck on my neck. She kissed down my stomach which made me arch my back.

She stopped again which was annoying me. "No no keep going", I begged. "You sure?", I nod. She hovers over me licking her lips. She lines herself up with me and began to thrust into me. She continues to do it until I want more. I pin her against the bed and got on top of her. I take her pants off revealing something I wasn't expecting but I didn't complain. "Is this too much for you?", she seemed serious. "It's huge if that's what you're asking", she laughs. I go to take her underwear off but she flips me. She kissed me roughly while taking my pants off. "Your body is so perfect", she said while licking my abdomen. I smiled because Beyoncé is nothing like I expected. She pulled my panties down with her teeth which was soooo sexy. "I bet you taste so good", she rubbed my inner thigh. I became hornier than ever. I pushed her head into my pussy blowing she would eat me. She began sucking my clit and I whined. "Baby", I moaned. She began licking my clit harder and I began to get hot. Mmm", I push her into me harder.

She continued to eat me even after I came twice. "I need you inside me", I whisper in her ear. "You ain't said nothing but a thang", she smirks. She rubbed circles on my clit before rubbing her dick against my clit. She put the tip but was stopped by a knock at the door. "Yo B, open up", I hear Rih's voice. We both groaned as she continued knocking. Beyoncé pulled her pants up and threw covers on me. "I'll be back", she kissed my forehead before leaving the room.

Let's forget last night. Come back.

Did he really think that would fix us? As if his little text was suppose to fix everything.

Fuck you

I got angrier because I was horny and ready for Beyoncé to fuck my insides up. I still heard her and Rih talking.

Stop bitching and come home

I start to cry because I knew the sad reality. Once the weekend leaves Beyoncé and I will become strangers again. We'll walk past each other like nothing happened. And I'll be with Nas, the guy who's cheated on me more times than I can count on my fingers. But I hoped that wouldn't happen.
I didn't want to be seen in Nas's light anymore. It wasn't me, I just did it so I had a place to live.

"Good news, she's gone", she got in bed next to me. She pulled her pants down but stopped for some reason. "What's wrong?", she tilted my chin. I went to lie but her eyes wouldn't allow it. "Monday we'll be strangers again. And I'll be back where I started", I cry. She wiped my tears and hugged me. "I won't let that happen Nicki. Why do you think that?", I showed her Nas's text. "He's an ass Nick. But you aren't so why do you let him control your feelings?", she was right and also wrong. I had to be a little honest with her. "It's not that easy...I need Nas", she asks why.

"He's my stability. He's the reason I have nice things. And why I got the scholarship to pay for semesters", Beyoncé got up pacing the room. "Let me think for a minute", she bit at her bottom lip as she thought about everything. She stopped walking to gaze out at the sun. "So you've been with him since freshmen year because, of stability", she made it sound worser than it was. "Yes but those three years hadn't been all bad", I only say to make myself feel better about this. "You don't even like him, that sounds very miserable", she had sympathy written ALL over her face. She felt sorry for me, FUCK! "I don't need pity right now", I hid myself under the covers. I couldn't see her right now, I was embarrassed. I shouldn't have told her. "So I'm not allowed to feel sorry for you? Why?", she got in the covers behind me. "I don't deserve it", I admit. No one's ever felt sorry for me, my whole life. Besides pity doesn't fix problems, Nas does. She didn't have to worry about my poor ass problems. I got my phone and slammed the door before she could say anything. Nas was right, she was an asshole. A really pretty one.

The walk from Beyoncé's house to Nas's felt like forever. The ground was wet, and leaves piled the streets. Still, their neighborhood looked perfect. Nothing like the streets by my house.

I knocked on Nas's door full of regret. I shouldn't have came here. Before I could walk away he was pulling me in. "The fuck have you been Nick?", he looked me up and down. "I was at home, you put me out in the rain dumbass", he laughs at me. "Yea so. You don't look wet to me", he brushed me off going upstairs. I missed Beyoncé. Like the idiot I am, I follow him to his cold bedroom.

I sat on his bed while he played the game. He was always loud whenever he played, which was annoying. I couldn't complain though, he gave me a place to stay.

"Nasir I'm starving", I say loud so he'd hear me over his loud cursing. "Damn you need me to bathe you too", the guys he games with laughed. He loved attention so he kept going. "Yo moms ain't feed you at home", I close my eyes trying not to cry. "Sit ya greedy ass down", they all laughed at me. She was right, this wasn't worth it. He humiliates me every chance he gets. He looked back at me and smiled. "I'll hop on later boys", he turned the tv off. "My bad baby", he kissed my neck. I felt disgusted as she touched my thigh. "Not now Nasir, I'm starving", he rolled his eyes. "Here, order you something. Call me when you're ready to fuck", he winked before grabbing his keys. I didn't question him, I knew where he was going.

My food arrived not long after Nas left. I tried watching tv for awhile to get my mind off things. I turned on some movie about romance that only made me cry. Why can't I have that? I grew alarmed by a knock at the door. I wasn't expecting anyone so I grabbed a knife from the kitchen. I look through the peephole but it was covered. I held the knife up, ready to stab. I open the door and it was Beyoncé. "Beyoncé", she puts her hands in the air surrendering. "Uh hey", she put her hands in her pockets. "What're doing here?", she smiles. "I wanted to apologize, plus I missed you", I hid my smile. I missed her too. "You could've called me", I opened the door wide for her to come in. "I don't have a phone...plus I don't think your boyfriend would like this so much", she pointed between the two of us. "Then let's go", I grabbed his house keys from the counter and locked it up. "Damn ok", she smiled the whole way to her house. "You're real cheesy today", we reached her door. "I'm high", she whispered in my ear sending chills down my arms. "Oh", she opened the door to a full house again. "Mom I'm back," her mom called for her in the kitchen. She held my hand, as we walked to everyone.

"Everyone this is my girlfriend Onika, Onika this is some of my family", I looked at them one by one and they all had something similar to Beyoncé. Whether it was the nose, skin color, or just the eyes. "It's nice meeting you", they all hugged me before I could finish talking. Damn, they were nice too. "She's so pretty", a younger version of Beyoncé said. "She is", Beyoncé picked the little girl up spinning her around. "Sissy", she couldn't stop giggling if she wanted to. "Is this your sister?", I wanted to meet the little girl who seemed important to Beyoncé. "Yes, her name is Solo", she reached for me. I held her and she hugged my neck. "You're pretty too", I tickle her and she smiles. "Solo baby", a woman says and Solo went running. "Hey I hope you're hungry, my mom cooked dinner", I gave her the thumbs up since I hadn't finished my McDonald's. "It'll be ready soon, I'll call you girls down", her mom said before waving at me. I waved back before Beyoncé and I headed upstairs.

"Sorry about that", she nervously said. "Its cool. I'd kill to have family like that", I tug at my zipper. "Yea well we can share them. Except Solo, she's mine", she playfully pushed me. "That can't happen, I'm sorry", she smiles at me. "Let's make you change your mind", she looks in my eyes as she came closer to me. Our foreheads were now touching. "I'm sorry, I should've listened to you", she whispered. "I agree. But you're right, Nas isn't for me", I replied. "So what now?", I didn't know the answer to that. "I don't know", she closed her eyes. "We'll figure it out...just don't leave again", she sounded sad. "Ok", I didn't promise her anything. Who knows when I'd need to walk out again.

Beyoncé had been on her computer while I showered before dinner. That was the best hot shower I'd taken, although it didn't have much competition. I stood in front of Beyoncé's desk and she gave me a smile as she looked over at me. I slowly untied my robe and Beyoncé bit her lip. "So sexy", she tried looking at me and the laptop. "Come here", I walk into her arms. She hugs me before opening my robe. She circled my nipples with her thumb before kissing them. Beyoncé was so gentle, I couldn't wait to see her in bed. "Sissy", I heard little footsteps approach her door. I tied my robe up and Beyoncé laughed as the little girl bust into the room. "Sissy...food...ready", she took sips of her juice each time she spoke. I smiled at her cuteness. "We'll be down soon munchkin", she sent her back downstairs.

Beyoncé and I were both dressed for dinner. She's been quiet for awhile, which was new for her. "What's wrong?", I poke my lip out hoping she'd tell me. "It's nothing", she didn't look me in the eye. "Don't lie", she pointed to her pants that had the biggest bulge. "Wow", I didn't know what to say. "Whatever", she walked out all hostile. I followed her and she stopped once she reached the steps. "Never walk away from me", I rubbed her penis. She bit her lip and smiled. She pushed me against the wall holding my throat. "You're all mine tonight", she whispered before jogging down the long staircase. Damn. I got turned on just thinking about what she'd do to me. "Baby", she called from the steps. "Coming", I hurry to her side.

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