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Story resumes
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Another long day had passed and it was time to go back to Wilbur's house. To say I was nervous would be an understatement. I didn't understand why I was so freaked out by the thought of going back. I was currently sitting on the cold bathroom floor of Philza's house. Part of me was begging for him to walk through the door and find me. But the other half was crying out that he didn't.

My breathing became choppy and I began subconsciously grabbing at my hair. Shit. Shit. Shit. Tears filled my eyes and the quiet bathroom soon became filled with the sounds of heavy sobs and broken breaths. The slight tugging soon turned into rough yanking. It was like everything blacked out. And it stayed like that for quite a while. Until I was suddenly wrapped in warm arms. I looked up and tried to figure out who had just hugged me. I was finally able to make out the blurry figure that I was able to identify as Phil.

Very, very slowly, my mind soon crept back into reality. Phil looked at me with a worried expression on his face. I frowned and looked down slightly. Phil let out a soft sigh and slowly rubbed my back to help me calm down.

"What's going on, Kid??" He questioned.

"What if he hates me Phil..? What if he's gonna hurt me when I go back. What if he tries to do something to me..? What if-"

"I'm gonna stop you right there, (Y/N). First off, he wouldn't do that. And second off, if he did there is no way in fucking hell I would let him get away with it." Phil spoke protectively.

I just sat there, stunned by the man's words. I was soon embraced again in the man's warn arms. We both sat there for quite a while, Phil comforting me and me trying not to cry again.

"Why don't I take you back, kid?" Phil spoke after a while of comfortable silence.

I nodded softly, "Yeah... That would be great..."

Phil smiled and nodded, "Do you wanna go now? We could grab something to eat. Or I could take you to get coffee if you want."

I grinned softly, "Yeah... Thanks, Phil..."

"No problem, mate." Phil stood and held a hand out to help me up.

I grabbed his hand and he pulled me up, catching me as I almost fell over due to getting dizzy. We both walked out to his car and I slid into the front passenger seat while Phil got in the driver's side. He turned on the heat, it being quite literally freezing outside, and pulled out of the driveway. The blonde "crow father" drove for a little bit in silence. He then broke the silence with a simple question.

"Where do you wanna go?" He asked, momentarily break eye contact from the road to look at me.

"Could we maybe just go to a supermarket and get a Monster?" I asked quietly, being slightly cut off by a yawn.

"Alright, but you need something to eat. It not healthy to drink things like that on an empty stomach." Phil lectured. (For real, listen to Phil idiots smh)

"Fine.." I grumbled.

"I won't make you get a lot though." He smiled softly.

My small crown curved upwards and a small grin formed. We continued driving and soon pulled into a supermarket parking lot. We both got out and walked in together. We got one of those bags of donuts and a Monster (favorite monster) for me.

We walked to one of the cash registers and I handed Phil the Monster so I didn't have to socialize at all.

"Good morning you two!" The cashier beamed, "How are you and your son today." She spoke, smiling innocently.

Phil and I looked at each other before I started laughing, and I mean hard, and he just chuckled awkwardly.

"He's not my son, ma'am, he's just a friend." Phil smiled softly.

The cashier's face reddened, "My apologies Sir!! I am so sorry!" She covered her face in embarrassment.

I soon composed my self and stood back up straight, "It's fine, don't sweat it. He might as well be my father to be honest." I grinned and looked at the girl.

She smiled awkwardly and finished scanning our items, "Your total is $7.46." she spoke softer, still flustered from the scene.

Phil paid from it and took the bag, "have a good day ma'am," he smiled and walked out, I followed behind.

"Thanks, Dad." I giggled softly.

"Oh shut up, (Y/N)." He chuckled softly as we both got into his car.

He handed me the donuts and Monster and began driving again. I opened the bag of donuts and popped one in my mouth before opening the drink. (To be clear they're the mini ones) We continued driving for a bit. Once we started getting closer to Wilbur's place, however, I started panicking again. My breathing got heavy and I could feel my heart in my chest.

Phil glanced at me and frowned, "you sure you're okay..?"

I nodded gently, "yeah... I'm okay.

He sighed and turned onto the street Wilbur lived on. He continued driving, paying attention to both the road and myself to make sure I didn't fall into another attack. Phil pulled into the driveway and looked to me again, wanting to make sure that I was still okay with coming back. Even without him saying anything I nodded.

A deep part of me wanted to run in there and apologize. Hell, maybe even kiss him again. But again the other part was overpowering and screaming at me that Wilbur now hates me. And of course I always listened to it. I let out a long breath I had been holding for God knows how long and opened the car door, getting out.

Wilbur was sitting on his porch, watching me with a sad look on his face. I looked down, honestly ashamed with myself and walked over to Phil. Phil looked at me, a puzzled look clouding his face. He put a hand on my shoulder and I looked up at him.

"I'm scared, Phil...." I whispered to the blonde male.

"I know, mate. But trust me, it's better to fight through the fear than let it hold you captive." He smiled reassuringly.

I smiled and turned around, beginning to walk towards the house. Phil followed behind, he agreed to stay for a little bit that day to make sure nothing happened and to just help me feel safe. I walked up to the porch and Wilbur smiled softly. He stood up and I hesitantly stepped on to the porch, standing in front of him. The brunette let out a soft sigh and wrapped his arms around me. I flinched softly at the sudden affection but soon wrapped my arms around him as well.

"I'm sorry, (Y/N)..." Wilbur mumbled out.

Small tears formed in my eyes. I buried my face in Wilbur's chest and silently cried. Wilbur ran his hands through my (h/c) hair and gently kissed the top of my head.

"Do you wanna go inside? It's a lot warmer than out here." Wilbur spoke in a soft tone, trying to be as comforting as possible.

I nodded, I didn't even wanna try and talk cause I knew I would just break if I tried. To my surprise, I was lifted off my feet and carried me into the house, bridal style. I could feel my face heating up. He sat me down on the couch and went into the kitchen for something. Phil came in and sat on the couch next to me.

"You doing okay?" He asked as he rubbed small circles into my back.

I nodded gently. I honestly wasn't I had so many different emotions going on. Wilbur walked back in with two cups of warm tea in either hand. He handed one to me and the other to Phil. I smiled softly and he sat down on the other couch. It was kind of awkward if I'm being honest. Frequently, I got the urge to just spill everything out to him.

>> Timeskip : Later into the evening

"I'm going to leave now, (Y/N). It's getting late." He smiled softly.

"Okay..." I answered quietly.

"If you need, me don't be afraid to text me." He pulled me into a quick hug and pat my head gently.

I nodded gently, "okay, I will."

He walked over to Wilbur and said something I couldn't quite hear. Wilbur nodded and Phil then left. Wilbur looked at me, making eye contact. I felt my face flush red again and I quickly averted my gaze to the floor. He walked over and dragged me over to the living room and made me sit on the couch. He sat beside me and looked directly at me.

"What happened? Why are you so scared..?" Wilbur frowned softly.

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Sorry for the wait! There's been family stuff going on :)
Also don't be afraid to comment or DM me ideas for this story, I'm running out tbh lmao.