Yoohyeon's POV
Later on things seemed a bit weird again. Yeri and Gahyeon weren't talking or bickering like always. Bora was still loud along with Siyeon. Dadong was still the same, in their peaceful, normal selves. Minji was talking to everyone. And I was observing everyone like always. But I was sure something was wrong with Yeri and Gahyeon and I was worried. Gahyeon was looking at her food and only that and Yeri was talking a bit to the rest of the girls not looking at her. Have they talked about it? Did they fight?
"What are you thinking?" Minji whispered to me.
"Just...them." I told her and looked at Yehyeon. Minji looked at them too.
"Do you know what happened after Gahyeon left our room?" I asked her. She shook her head. Great!
After eating breakfast I took Gahyeon's hand and dragged her to my room.
"We need to talk." I told her.
"Spill it."
"What?"
"You know what Gahyeon."
"Fine. She...she had woken up when I returned to our room. She was worried about me. I told her I was fine. And that."
"Wait, what? Just that? And why are you like this? So cold with each other?"
"I don't know really. I think I started it. I started being cold to her. Cause I still feel weird unnie."
"Why don't you tell her? She isn't a psychic to know how you feel!"
"I'll try. But I can't promise you that we will be fine any time soon."
"Why?"
"She avoids me now. She ignores my presence and she even went with Bora unnie and Siyeon unnie to play golf. She tries everything just to be away from me." Gahyeon said in a sad tone. She was in the verge of tears. I hugged her.
"It's ok. I'll try to help you. Give her some time too." Aish! This was a really messy situation.
The rest of the day I was observing them. Yeri was avoiding Gahyeon. She was indeed doing that.
"Try talk to her when it will be time for you two to sleep. She can't avoid you there. You will be alone. Just the two of you. In your room. She just can't do that anymore. And text me what will happen. Ok?" I told Gahyeon. She nodded. It hurt to see her like this. She was looking sad all day. I hated misunderstandings. A lot.
When it was night time, I was waiting anxiously a text from Gahyeon. I was tapping my foot impatiently on the floor. Was she fine? Did she talk with Yeri?
"Baby, calm down. She will be fine. She will text you as soon as she can. Ok?" I nodded.
"Now, come here." I did as I was told to. Minji hugged me and caressed my back trying to calm me down. I was on edge. But soon I relaxed in her arms and fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning and I immediately remembered Gahyeon. I quickly took my phone in my hands and looked for a possible text. Fortunately she had texted me yesterday, late at night.
-I'll tell you tomorrow unnie.
And that was it. Was I worried you ask me? Yes, I was. Really worried.
"Baby? Did Gahyeon text you? Is she fine?"
"Minji! Don't ever do that to me!" I yelled at her.
"What did I do?" She asked and hugged my waist. She was still sleepy.
"I'm saying. That, when we will make love, don't ever do that to me. I know Yeri is a good girl. But look how Gahyeon is. Don't ever ignore me. I'm serious! And not just for that. Don't ever ignore me in general! It hurts! A lot!"
"Hey, hey. I never ignored you." She said and kissed my shoulder.
"Oh really? I was trying to reach you for one year!"
"It was different. You knew I needed time. Maybe Yeri needs time too."
"I hope so. But really. Don't ever do that."
"I won't. I promise. Now come back to bed."
"Ani."
"Wae?"
"I have to meet Gahyeon."
"Now? Isn't she asleep?"
"Yeah, but-"
"No buts Kim Yoohyeon! You helped your friends enough already. It's time to take care of your girlfriend too. She needs you here Yoo." She said and then tried to convince me by making a cute face. I smiled at the mention of the word 'girlfriend'. Yeah, I was her girlfriend.
"You need me? How much?" I teased her.
"You can't imagine! Let's cuddle now and rest for a bit more." She said cutely.
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When I woke up later that day, Gahyeon had texted me to meet her at the rooftop of the mansion. I didn't even went to the kitchen to eat. I stood up from bed and was about to go when Minji stopped me.
"Where are you going?" She asked, still a bit sleepy.
"Gahyeon said she wanted to meet up on the rooftop." I said. Then, I went over to Minji and kissed her temple.
"Wait for me. I want us to have breakfast together." She nodded smiling and I left.
"Gahyeon! Are you ok?" I asked her worriedly and hugged her immediately as soon as I reached the rooftop. She smiled.
"You are worrying too much. I'm fine."
"Did you talk? What did she say?"
"I feel like this matter is not only mine."
"What do you mean?" I asked her confused.
"Unnie, I know you are afraid to make this step with Minji unnie. So you aren't just worried about me. You are also worried about yourself. This made you think more of this thing than all the other times. You want to know if I'm alright so you can be able to make this step too." I looked at her shocked.
"Haven't you realised it?" She asked laughing a bit. I shook my head.
"Well, then you should be glad you have friends by your side that can read you that easily!" I nodded.
"Well, we talked...I went to bed when she got outside from the bathroom. She looked at me. Just a quick glance. And then she grabbed her clothes ready to go to change at the bathroom.
"You can change here. It's not like I haven't seen you naked."
"You sure?" She asked me. I nodded. She shrugged her shoulders and started changing in our room. As she took of the towel, her naked body made me feel really weird. I felt my heart beating faster. I was feeling hot."
"Hold up. Are you planning to tell me how you two...you know!" I interrupted her.
"Let me finish." I mumbled a 'sorry' and she continued.
"I observed her body for a little while. Her white skin was full of my marks. The marks I left on her the night before. I blushed at that memory and soon felt myself heat up more. I quickly looked away.
"I...wanted us to talk, actually." I said a bit hesitant.
"About what?" She asked. I looked at her and I was glad that she was dressed fully now.
"About yesterday night..." I said. She looked at me seriously. But I could see that she seemed a bit afraid? What was she afraid of?
"Look-"
"I'm sorry"
We both said.
"No, don't be. Let me talk to you about this." I said first. She nodded. I sat down at the bed and signaled her to sit down with me too. And so she did.
"I liked everything about yesterday. I love you so much Yeri. You know that. I loved everything about it. It was magical. We were together, and we were one. And we are one from now on. It's just..."
"I traumatized you didn't I? You weren't ready, were you?" She interrupted me.
"It's not that. It's just...it's a really big step. And to give all of yourself to someone, well, it scares me. But I know you are the right person. You are the one I want to be with for the rest of my life. I didn't regret it. I'm just a bit afraid. It happens. Especially when it's your first time. I'll be fine. Don't worry. But I'll be fine if we are together to this. If you will help me. Cause ignoring me didn't make it better. It made me feel guilty actually."
"I'm sorry." She said.
"I wanna know what's on your mind too though."
"Well, I was afraid too. And...especially after I woke up alone. I was sure I did the wrong move with you. Stepping this forward. And then, you didn't talk to me about it. So I was sure I traumatized you. And from then, I was really afraid to talk to you. To touch you, to kiss you. So I just distant myself till you would be ready." She said and she was in the verge of tears. I hugged her and she cried in my arms.
"You didn't traumatize me. I'm fine. I was just a bit afraid. And I want you to be there for me when I'm afraid. Don't disappear. And don't blame yourself. We both were wrong for not talking to each other. Let's just be more true to each other and to ourselves too, ok?" She smiled and nodded. So, we are good now. Then, we rested on our bed for awhile when I remembered you. I texted you but it was already really late. So you didn't reply. You know the rest." I hugged her feeling so happy that both of them were fine now.
After a while, Siyeon told me that Yeri was feeling so guilty all day yesterday. She had told her and Bora while they were playing golf. I never thought that Yeri wasn't a good person. I knew she had her issues about the whole thing. I was just too worried for Gahyeon. And she was right. I was too worried cause I was thinking about myself too. And then I thought about it more. And I was sure that I hurt one person with my actions. The person I loved the most.
"Unnie!" I yelled at her as I got outside. It was afternoon now. The sun had just hid himself behind the mountains. Minji was sitting at a sea inflatable crocodile in the swimming pool outside the house. Bora was swimming next to her and she would sit every now and then at a similar stuff.
"What is it puppy?" Minji asked me. Well, I was all the afternoon at the backyard thinking deeply. Till I realised that I hurt the most precious person in my life with my actions.
She was smiling. But now that I looked at her more, I could see she was hurting. And I remembered her smiles yesterday. She was holding in her pain.
"I want us to talk." I said.
"What is it? What happened?" She asked me a bit confused and raised her eyebrows. Cute, I thought. Yoohyeon! Just tell her what is it and don't distract yourself with other things just to avoid this topic!
"I want to talk to you about something. Just the two of us. Is it alright with you Bora unnie?" Bora nodded. Minji went out of the pool. And she once again looked so beautiful. Her body was wet, her black hair were wet, she moved some of them away so she could see me more and she smiled. She was so gorgeous.
"You are staring puppy." She said chuckling.
"I'm sorry. Well,..." I took her hand in mine and started walking a bit further. She grabbed a towel so she wouldn't get cold even if it was still a bit warm outside and followed me. When I was sure we were far enough I turned to look at her.
"Unnie...I...Well, you know I was worried about Gahyeon these past two days, right?" She nodded.
"She is fine now. Are you still worried?" She asked me.
"No, I'm not. It's just... when Gahyeon felt like this, I understood that it was a problem that I'm also facing. And I'm trying to push it away. We said we will take it slow. And I trust you. But I also overreacted these days. I was too worried for Gahyeon. Cause I wasn't only for Gahyeon. I was for me too. I wanted to know if Gahyeon was alright so I could take the same step with you one day. But I didn't realize that...I hurt you unnie. I was being so afraid and worried that I ignored you. That you were there for me. That you are the one I am in relationship with. That you are the one I love and you should be the one I'm discussing my worries and not Gahyeon. Gahyeon is a friend yes. We can talk about that. But this problem involves you too. So it's best if we talk about this and not just me trying to calm myself with how the events turned out for Gahyeon." I finally said it. Minji looked at me and was about to say something but I interrupted her.
"I'm sorry unnie." And I hugged her tightly. She hugged me back.
"It's fine. I'm glad you wanted to discuss it with me. So, what do you want us to discuss, about this topic?"
"Well, we will have plenty of time to talk about it later. Firstly you should go shower and dry yourself. And also dress yourself. Cause you being like this is making me feel weird." I said blushing and took my hands away from her feeling really shy. She chuckled and agreed to that. We spent that night talking to each other about it and soon I felt myself feeling fine with it. I was more sure about this. Still not ready, but more sure.
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Author's note:
Well, I can't believe that Yoohyeon is so slow. Even the maknaes are moving faster than her. But Yoohyeon has her issues so...
Anyway! Remember that English is not my first language so there might be mistakes. I hope you all liked it! Don't forget to like the chapter, and comment, if you want. It helps me A Lot. Bye! See you on Tuesday! Dream of Dreamcatcher!
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