Oct 12
8:45am

[ Xiao 🥀 ]

Xiao
hello y/n

i uh

i'm sorry

Y/n
why

i mean i know why but i'm going to ask anyway because i genuinely don't know how else to respond

Xiao
i.

for everything

i've been harsh to you for no apparent reason

well ig there was a reason

but it wasn't a good one

Y/n
i understand

and it's alright

Xiao
i'm not done, shut

i mean uh be quiet for a moment

Y/n
oh ok...

Xiao
i don't blame you for what happened

i was just upset that you also played a role in the accident

before finding out it was you, i wanted to hate the driver

but i can't hate you

so i hate myself for it instead

and i know pitying myself won't do anything but it makes living a bit more tolerable

it's way easier to hate myself than to hate you

regardless of that, i just wanted to explain why i treated you in such a manner

i don't know why i'm like this but i am

Y/n
i don't feel any sort of resentment towards you

i understand why you acted the way you did

you don't need to apologize for it

Xiao
but i do

you've been nothing but kind to me yet i still treated you like shit

idk why you've tolerated me for so long

Y/n
isn't it kind of obvious

Xiao
what's obvious?

Y/n
hh nothing nvm

but i do appreciate your apology

so yeah thanks

Xiao
i understand if you wish to part with me now

Y/n
what no

you're making it seem like i've been completely innocent in this case

when i'm also at fault for what happened

Xiao
no you're not

there was no way you could've prevented the accident

Y/n
same goes for you

Xiao
ig you're right abt that

but you should stop blaming yourself for it

Y/n
i will if you will

Xiao
why tf

Y/n
seriously tho

Xiao
fine then, whatever you say

Y/n
good smh

Xiao
i really don't deserve your kindness

Y/n
idk what makes you say that

but who cares if you do or not

i'm nice to you because i choose to be

Xiao
yea ig so

but it's still really weird

Y/n
then ig i'm weird

Xiao

you are

Y/n
so are you smh

Xiao
hm

let's be weird together then

Y/n
omg you said it this time

Xiao
wait ignore that

why the fuck did i say that what

Y/n
IT'S TOO LATE HAHA

don't think deleting your message will do anything

i already saw it and screenshotted 😋

Xiao
stfu. no you didn't

Y/n
LMAO

are you embarrassed

Xiao
no.

Y/n
mhm

Xiao
shut up, don't mhm me

Y/n
mhm mhm

Xiao
😐

Y/n
i'm sorry i'll stop

it's just fun teasing you

Xiao
and also incredibly irritating

Y/n
nahh you probably also have fun

Xiao
no, i do not

Y/n
sure

Xiao
smh

and also

thank you, y/n

Y/n
for

Xiao
for understanding, idiot

Y/n
ohh

you're welcome 😹👍

Xiao
is that sarcasm

Y/n
NO NO

i just didn't know how else to respond

but fr tho

you don't need to thank me for that

Xiao
i do

Y/n
ohjfjf

well now it's awkward again

Xiao
it's only awkward if you make it awkward

Y/n
then how do i make it not awkward

Xiao

you're asking the wrong person

Y/n
dammit, i forgot we are both equally as awkward.

Xiao
haha

Y/n
that haha was terrifying

never laugh like that again

Xiao
i've also seen you laugh like that fym

Y/n
i do it ironically??

i don't actually laugh like haha

wait, can you even laugh

Xiao
no. i haven't laughed once in my entire lifetime

Y/n
i genuinely can't tell if that's sarcasm or not

Xiao
it's not

Y/n
or that

Xiao
are you dumb

Y/n
yeah. i thought we already established that

multiple times

Xiao
dumbass

Y/n
can i be your dumbass

Xiao
sure

Y/n
HUH

are you being slash jay or slash es are es rn

Xiao
idk what that means but i was kidding

Y/n
NOO

time to violently sob into my pillow

Xiao
haha why tf

Y/n
no offense but you're dense

and stop saying "haha" say lol or smth idk

Xiao
how am i dense

Y/n
internally screaming rn

nothing! nevermind!!

Xiao
you're being strange

lol

Y/n
just in my goofy mood

i am not okay! hahaha

Xiao
why are you being so confusing

Y/n
bcuz you're being difficult

Xiao
how am i being difficult

Y/n
siri, how do i answer a question without answering the question

Xiao

wtf are you talking about

Y/n
i feel like i'm just giving the both of us a headache so i will stop now

quickly changing the topic

hru

Xiao
hru

Y/n
but hru

Xiao
no hru

Y/n
i asked first mf. hru

Xiao
idc you answer first. hru

Y/n
no 😐

you answer first. hru

Xiao
too bad 😐 you're going to need to answer first. hru

Y/n
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

did that answer your question

Xiao
what the fuck

are you ok

Y/n
yes, never have been better

now answer my question

Xiao
i'm alright

Y/n
fr? or are you lying to get me to leave you alone

Xiao
fr

Y/n
ok good...

Xiao
idiot

Y/n
idiot

Xiao
wtf. did you just call me an idiot

Y/n
maybe

Xiao
you're the idiot, not me

Y/n
no you

Xiao
no you

Y/n
no you

i realize now that we argue too much

Xiao
no you

you just realized?

Y/n
no you

yes!

Xiao
is that a bad thing

Y/n
idk

i don't think so

i mean, i argue with hu all the time and we're still friends

Xiao
right, we're friends

Y/n
yeah

yeah...

welp ima go eat smth now, ttyl xiaoxiao

Xiao
ttyl idiot y/n

Liked by Y/n