"Hey Sam." you smiled "Back so soon?"
"Uh yeah." he breathed out laugh "Not many people at the store but uh- I also got something else." he sighed, letting the plastic bags on top of the table.
You slyly peeked inside, seeing the pie there- making Dean smirk just slightly for a second at seeing you. But he cleared his throat and focused more at the urgent topic at hand. Sam didn't look all that pleased with the news he was bring.
"Like?" Dean frowned looking at him.
"Well-" Sam looked between his brother and you, already knowing that he was about to say wasn't just going to go by with Dean.
"I think I found a case, and it's an urgent one."
"What do you mean?" you asked in a low voice, crossing your arms over your chest.
Dean glanced at you in a worried way before looking back at Sam "Is it really that serious?"
"Well, if the Apocalypse isn't happening again then-" Sam stopped, shrugging and you frowned.
"Second Apocalypse?"
"Seems like that yeah." he sighed.
"Ok what happened exactly?" you asked, already feeling an itching feeling to get more into this.
"Seems like almost an entire town was wiped out. Citizens started dying one after the other but the way they did- very few had the same kinds of deaths. You could say it's like a virus but-" he shook his head "Didn't seem like that. And now- I heard some people talking about it on the store- they've seen their neighbors acting the same way."
"It could be spreading to another town?" you asked, raising an eyebrow and he nodded his head.
"We don't have lots of information yet. I could search on it on the way there. But I think there is something about it-" before Sam could complete his sentence Dean cleared his throat.
He got up from his chair "Ok yeah that's not something to talk about here."
"Huh?" you asked, clearly offended.
"No offence (Y/n) but you've just been zapped here. The less you know about this 'case' the better." he clarified.
"Excuse me?" you raised a eyebrow "Sam didn't dare utter a word about the case and I suddenly know a lot to get me in danger? Who said I can't help after all?"
"I did!" he almost roared at you, taking you aback for a second, making you stumble back "Look- this is no walk on the park, (Y/n). The reason we brought you to the bunker is to protect you, we are not going to throw you into harm's way just for the heck of it."
"And what if I actually want to help?" you couldn't help but snap back.
"Then too bad, cause you ain't." he gave you a tight cheeky smile and you groaned.
"Gosh you are even more stubborn than in the show." you growled.
"Thanks, I like to take pride in that!" he said sassily and the only thing you could do was glare at him.
"You're being irrational you know?" you huffed.
"She's right Dean." Sam dared speak only to be met with the death glare of his brother.
He huffed, rolling his eyes "Dean seriously, you can't expect (Y/n) to just stay here while we are away on a case. It's for- it's for the best if she joins in too! To you know- get used to it, maybe?" he said the last words in a lower voice, giving Dean a look which you didn't understand but he obviously did.
Dean clenched his jaw, shaking his head "No. Because there is no getting used to this. If this case is so urgent we will deal with it, without (Y/n), but in the meanwhile and the second it's over- we search for a way for (Y/n) back home. And that'sfinal."
"Wh-what? You mean you really- she really will-" Sam stuttered, eyes going wide.
You looked at Sam with a frown, not knowing what that unspoken conversation was between them. Because you knew this had to do with something more than just the case, but not exactly what.
Dean clenched his jaw, glancing at you that were staring at them confused "Yes Sam. Really." he spoke as firmly as he could, his voice almost in a growl. He was angry at something, someone... himself?
And without a second word he stormed off.
~*~
"You know you're being stupidly stubborn, right?" you grumbled, crossing your arms and leaning against the half opendoor of his bedroom.
"Well, that's Dean Winchester sweetheart. Welcome to Supernatural." he gave you a tight smile, going back to loading his duffel bag with his hunting gear.
He felt awful, truth was that. His body screamed for him to let you join on the hunt because he couldn't go off a second without you close to him but his mind told him it was completely wrong. He knew the chances of you getting hurt were really high and he began going crazy at the mere thought of it. Besides, other than that- he couldn't let you get more into this. As much as it hurt him to admit it he was going to find a way out of here for you. Away from him, yes, but safe at least. And that's all he wanted at the moment.
"Dean" you whispered, your voice going from mad to almost sad.
And oh gosh that's what he didn't want. He already dreaded to hear more. He knew he would give in any second, especially if he looked at you. He knew those eyes would be able to make him do anything they wanted. They were going to play him just like a puppet and secretly he would like it a little more than he should.
"...Don't you trust me?" your voice sounded so broken and he could only imagine the look on your face.
He closed his eyes tightly for a second, stilling himself "That's not it." he said through greeted teeth.
"Then what?" you asked, tilting your head to the side and taking a step closer to him.
"Did I... say something? Do even?" you asked again like a little child not knowing what they'd done wrong.
Dean let out a sigh, closing his eyes for a second. Just a few words and you had already started making him cave in.
"That's not it, (Y/n). Really." his voice was hoarse, but his back still turned to you.
"Then- then why won't you let me come with you?"
"Because-" he swallowed hard, turning to look at you. He regretted it from the very first second of locking eyes with you. The look on your face just made him want to take everything back to wipe that sad expression off.
He sighed "Because it's dangerous (Y/n). You heard Sam. I can't- I can't risk your life." he shook his head.
"But you won't!" you insisted "That's what you don't get. With you- a-and Sam of course there, not only will the case beover with soon but- but we will all be safe. I will!"
"You can't be so sure about that." he clenched his jaw.
"I am, though. I am. I know that with you there I won't have to worry about a single thing." you smiled at him softly "Please. You are already doing so much for me, trying to get me back home- just- just let me do something this time. I want to help, really."
"(Y/n)." he groaned, rolling his eyes and he already knew he would give in any second. Those eyes were going to be the death of him, he knew it.
"Please." you begged "I want to be able to do something too, Dean. I- I can't just sit here, waiting for you two to comeback- Not knowing if you will make it at that! It will drive me crazy!"
"(Y/n) you can't-" but he didn't have time to complete his sentence.
"Please, Dean. I need to help. You saved me- I need to do something. I promise- I promise I will be carefully, very much.And- and I could stick a lot to research, I swear! I will follow your lead and never do anything risky. I swear!" you were getting closer by the minute. Too close for Dean's liking, because he was literally reaching his breaking point.
"(Y/n)" he clenched his jaw for a second, his palms sweating.
"Please Dean. I know I can help. It's not as if I will get super involved in hunting after this anyway. Besides- You said you were going to take me out to see the places you've been too! All those things I saw on TV, but now for real! What better way than taking me in a hunt with you! Long car drive, classic rock blasting, us jamming to the song-"
Dean felt a small smile twitch on his lips at the adoration with which you said everything. He wanted this now more than any other time.
"-Sam complaining, gas stops and some junk food, motel room, research, oldy and rusty creepy houses and warehouses. Everything. Come on Dean."
"(Y/n)" his voice trembled, not really being worried at what could happen to you but- at the effect you already had on him. And that- that's what scared him to no end.
This whole soulmate thing- he had always tried to play it off. His entire life that's what he said and did. But now- now you were in front of him and made Dean feel all kinds of things that he had never had before. How could someone have such a strong effect on him at just a few hours of knowing each other? If only it felt like that. Dean felt as if he'd known you for years, no matter how cheesy, crazy or stupid that sounded, and you- you seemed to know him better than he did with himself. But maybe that was just how soulmates worked. And as that the itching feeling to see his name tattooed on your wrist came again. Dean had to hold himself back.
And all of this? All of this scared him to no end. Not just how easily he wanted to give into you, in the good way, but just because he knew that when the time came... he probably would. And he didn't want that. He wanted to have the strength to push you away and send you back to your home and away from him. He could already imagine it that you would want to stop him, that you'd ask him to let you stay and Dean- he could already feel his entire body screaming for him to agree. To keep you there, as close as possible. Dean had never longed for something- someone actually, so much. And certainly not to have these kind of feelings. He'd never had them before and now it was overwhelming to say the least. And Deanwas terrified that he wouldn't push you away the right moment.
Like now.
"Please Dean." you whispered and he let out a long sigh, his eyes casting down.
"Fine." he breathed out and instantly a bright grin spread on your lips.
"Oh my Chuck!" you exclaimed, throwing your arms around him. Dean frowned for a second at the expression but didn't have the mind to think about it when- when you were wrapped all over him.
"Thank you so so much Dean! I promise you won't regret this!" you exclaimed, pulling away before Dean had the time to envelope you in his arms; making him almost feel a little sad.
"Yeah you better." he tried to keep his cool "Just until we know what it really is, you are stuck on research you hear me? And no actually fighting. You will have a gun to protect yourself but you'll be right behind me all the time got it? And by nomeans- I mean no means are you playing the hero, ok?" he growled the last words.
You huffed a laugh "You mean the way you've done so many times?" you raised an eyebrow.
He rolled his eyes "Yeah well I am an idiot." he gave you a tight smile and you giggled. Dean couldn't help but let a soft smile spread on his lips. Your own happiness was contagious to him.
"Yes you are. A total one, but I wouldn't have you any other way." you shrugged shyly, making Dean look at you almost in awe.
He could swear he saw a blush creep up your cheeks – or was he feeling his own heat up? - but he didn't have time to question it as you wrapped your arms around him again. And this time, slowly but surely, Dean had the chance to bring his around your waist and hug you tightly to himself. Maybe he could enjoy these moments as long as he had them, right?
Subconsciously he tighten his grip on you and buried his face in your hair, taking in a deep breath. It all felt like... home. Everything about you. His one hand moved up and squeezed your shoulder and you tightened your grip around his shoulders as well, your face burying in his chest. He heard you let out a content sigh and a small smile rested on his lips.
He already started missing the warmth of your body once you started pulling away. Again it seemed too early for his liking but then again, he never wanted to let you go. He felt like a sap at thinking how his heart skipped a beat at the smile you gave him but- nobody had to know right?
"Great then! I better... go ask Sam for some more clothes or anything." you chuckled "And I will definitely go take that pie for the road." you winked and he chuckled.
"You better." he nodded with a grin and letting your hands fall you were almost running out of the room in excitement making Dean almost laugh.
Well this was not going to be that easy.
~*~
"Alright, gear in the trunk, clothes here, books and laptop for you nerds up front, beer and pie in the backseat and- Where the heck is (Y/n)?" Dean raised an eyebrow looking around the garage but was unable to spot you there.
Sam chuckled, putting his duffel back in the trunk as well "Uh I helped her find some clothes, not many but will be enough. She would take some books too and be here any minute."
"Damn you are total nerds aren't you?" Dean scoffed playfully, leaning against the Impala.
"Hey! Just because we like the same books a-and are into technology doesn't make us nerds ok? Besides-" a sly smile spread on Sam's lips "-I think for the first time I approve 100% of your girl."
Dean groaned, avoiding eye-contact "She's not my girl Sam." he wished so much he could say differently.
Sam scoffed with a shake of his head "Yeah because you are such a stubborn ass but- so is she, I can tell and sooner or later-"
"No, Sam. Stop it." Dean said in a rough voice "There is no later and certainly no sooner because once we're done with this case-" Dean swallowed thickly "-Once we're done with it, we are going to find a way to send her back home." his eyes casted down without him realizing it.
Sam shook his head "You're seriously unbelievable. Dean! Just because you're scared that- that you might hurt her, that something might happen to her you can't seriously push her away! She's your soulmate for crying out loud!"
"Yes Sam, exactly! My soulmate, so you have no say in this." he glared at his brother who huffed.
"Yes yes you're right, but then what about her? Doesn't she have a say in this?" he raised an eyebrow and Dean clearly avoided eye-contact.
"Dean look- (Y/n)- she's completely different from any woman- and I mean any woman you've ever been with. And I am not talking about the things you two have in common, which I am sure will be plenty because you're soulmates but alsobecause- Dean she's a lot of things that you aren't and that's important. You-" Sam let a small sigh, smiling softly.
"You will be able to finally feel things differently than you always have. She will make you feel new things too. Your life- it will be the way you always wanted and- that feeling that something's missing? Well it won't be there anymore." he said with a hopeful smile and-
Although for a split second he saw a feeling of longing in his brother's eyes, something that said that he desperately wanted that, it was soon gone as Dean shook his head and averted his eyes.
"Yeah real sweet Samantha, but next time you are gonna go all '10 steps on how to get your soulmate' warn me first so that I can walk away." he said with a sarcastic smile that made Sam roll his eyes.
"Yeah right. Whatever jerk." Sam said with a smile, knowing that his brother didn't want anything to show but really wanted this nonetheless.
"Sure thing bitch." Dean said with a smirk.
"Hey assbutts!" you exclaimed, chuckling as you made your way to the boys with your half empty duffel. Just a couple pieces of clothing and some books, that was all.
Dean's back immediately straightened and before he could realize it, although he was tha farthest away he came by your side and took the bag before Sam could. The younger Winchester gave him a look which made Dean realize what he had just done but with a glare that went unnoticed by you he put it in the trunk and closed it.
"Wow" you breathed out, eyes going completely wide as soon as you took notice of the car right in front of you.
Sam and Dean exchanged a look. Sam having a small smirk and Dean looking at you with awe written all over his face.
"It's..." your eyes roamed the black car as you ran your hands over it, bending to see on the inside too "Baby."
"Yeah it is." Sam said with a chuckle because Dean was too busy staring at you.
"It's..." you kept opening and closing your mouth "Whow" you breathed out with a trembling breath.
You were too caught up on your staring at the car. You were trying to take in as much as possible, running your fingers over the smooth black exterior. You already knew the car, every piece and part almost by heart but it was so much different having it right in front of you, finally able to touch it. It was literally the best car you had seen in your entire life, even if it was through a screen, and real life it was so much better.
You looked over at the hood and your eyes fell on Sam and Dean that were looking at you. Maybe you got a little too carried away. You laughed nervously.
"Sorry just had an orgasm." you chuckled and a small smile formed on Dean's lips "This car is seriously to die for." you added with a small sheepish shrug.
Sam chuckled as well "Great. A second Dean." he muttered a little to himself but you caught and giggled.
"Sorry Sam."
He shook his head smiling, glancing for a second at his brother "No problem (Y/n). You can take shotgun too."
"What? No Sam this- this is your place." you shook your head.
"(Y/n) really, no problem. I am kinda tired actually and I will crash really early. Will need lots of space and Dean not putting plastic spoons in my mouth." he chuckled and you did the same.
"Alright then." you smiled widely, not missing the chance to open the door and jump inside. Sam getting in the back seat too. Only Dean stood there outside.
"You coming?" Sam asked and he seemed to be snapped out of his trail of thoughts and clearing his throat he opened the drivers door and got inside. You gave him a look with a frown and he shook his head, giving you a reassuring smile.
"Alright then, let's get this started." Dean breathed out, turning the car that gave out a pleasing rumble.
His eyes immediately fell you next to him and he couldn't help but stare for a few second as you still were trying to take in as much of the car as possible. Almost looking like a little kid at a candy store. The smile formed on his lips without him realizing it.
But it turned into a glare as soon as Sam cleared his throat and gave him a teasing smirk. Dean just pressed on the petal and the car moved.
~*~
"Wow he wasn't joking when he said he would crash any minute given." you chuckled glancing at Sam in the backseat, sprawled out.
Truth was you would have fallen asleep too. You were exhausted after the Winchesters found you this noon and you woke up from passing out. But the sleep you got prevented you from shutting an eye at the moment. That along with the fact that you were riding shotgun in Baby and Dean was driving. You just wanted to live every moment of this and sleep wasn't your priority at the moment.
Dean glanced at him as well chuckling "He's a real sleepyhead sometimes." he shrugged going back to driving.
"Hm." you chewed on your lower lip, glancing at the cassettes waiting there for you. You glance between them and Dean.
"Can I- take a look?" you asked slowly and Dean looked at you before grinning widely.
"Sure thing
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