Author here,....this was the shitty capter that i cant with, so i eddited it. This chapter's old name was military canser but now it's
"toxicity " the story line is different now but the characters still have the same names.)

Re-written

My name is beth, i'm a 20 yearold brown haired young adult, my job is...well i'm jobless and mostly let my roomate do the work while i lazy around and...that's pretty much it, to be honest

Today, i'm telling everybody the story of my broken romance with the person i ever felt so loved with but i was wrong, toxicity could really mess you up like big time.

Samantha got up from bed and putting her clothes on from my desk, it was across the room. I tilt my head and look at the gorgeous woman who likes to get her butt slapped.

(You guys can tell olaf that i found samantha lol -author)

Yes,i'm a lesbian and my family supported my sexuality but that's not the reason how i started it. I started it before we even became a thing and people started to know about us.

She put on an white shirt that wad obviously too big for her, it covered her whole chest to her below knees. She grab her honey blonde hair and tie it up as a high ponytail, she look at me.

I was still on the bed, laying down and the blanket covering my sweaty body, i smile at her then she smile back. Samantha walk back to me and she sat down,beside my head.

I put my head over her lap, i wrap my arms around her legs and i felt her warm hand going around in my hair, it was so satisfying but mostly relaxing.

"I have another house party that i have to go to again,i hope you don't mind." Samantha said then she look down at my reaction or expression about what she told me.

She can't turn down an invite from a friend,it would be rude also she can't really say no to things.

"Heh,two weaks in a row? Are you seriously trying to avoid me or something?" I said sarcastically and she lightly frown at me, she probably thought i meant it.

"Am i not giving you attention for the past weaks? I'm really sorry,beth and i'll try to make some time for you if i can" she said, i warmingly smile right at her and nod.

I didn't tell her that i was sarcastic, hearing those words were really making me warm like. I sat up and kiss her lightly on the cheek, i wrap my arm around her shoulders and we press our backs on the wall.

"Put some clothes on!" She said as she overlooked the fact that i didn't have any. She look away and i can already see her face,blushing madnessly. I smirk and just i hum in acknowledge at her.

"What's that suppose to mean?" Samantha ask me, curiously and dumbfounded at me acknowledging her.

"I acknowledge you but i didn't agree nor disagree that i'm going put on some clothes." She whine and push me lightly, i just laugh and hug her, i kiss her at cheek and put my head down at her shoulders.

Few hours passed, she said she'll be back before 9pm but it's 10:03pm. Of course, as her lover back then, i was deeply worried for her so i go to the house on where she's there to party with her friends and probably some co-workers or anyone she knows.

She's a very social yet a talkative woman, she can make everyone be attach to her in an intsant and keeps secrets very well hidden. The owner of the house, is actually my friend too, his name is TJ as in Tyrone Joseph.

When i arrived to the party, i thought that everyone and everybody in thier will let me in since of course, samantha would have told them about her lover but the opposite happened.

They didn't let me in and it took a lot of convincing to make them belive me until they did. They finally let me in, i asked them where she was and a group of girls only knew where is and won't tell me.

The other people of the party didn't even know where she is and a few of other people didn't even don't know where other people are at and especially their friends that they went with in the party. but there drunk so,you get the point.

"C'mon,tell where my girlfriend is!" I said to them,almost sounding threatening but it's normal for me but they looked nervous about it. This proves that samantha didn't really told anyone about me but these girls knew i was close to her.

I was suppose to say something again but they cut me off my changing to something so stupid and i don't realy have interest on. I got annoyed so i storm off into another room,i found a bunch load of pot and dudes were mostly in there smoking it.

"Ay, got any extras?" I pull out my lighter, they all chuckle and toss me some. I caught it by hand and began to smoke pot. I noticed that my drug dealer was here.

"Ay, wassup foaster!" He said as he raise his hands enthusiastically then folding them, putting them behind his head as a pillow.

"Stephen, i didn't know you go to house parties,ou could have said so and i could smoke the $#@% out of this!!" I said then smoke out the toxic gass, i earn a few chortles from the dudes in here and smirks.

Stephen look at me,confused and suprised about what i just said. I look at him with curiosity and confusion. He fix his sitting in the bean bag then look up to me.

"samantha tells me that your starting to quit pot and she told me that to not tell you since she really supports that-"

" WHAT THE F#$%, WHY WOULD I-" i said then kick the wall, a few people in glared at me but didn't really care about it and kept on smoking. Stephen looked annoyed and face palmed.

"That b&##h told me that one of my best customer stopped doing drugs,i'mma f$%@ing kill her." He said, grudge building in his voice. I scoffed then look at him again.

"Where is she? I'm ganna talk some sense with her,i'm so F@#%ing pissed!"

Stephen told where she is, i got of the room and rushed towards upstairs. I noticed one of the girls seeing me going there and they quickly tried to catch me before i walk in that room but it was too late.

I kick the door wide open and say Tyrone and her having sex on the bed. Samantha was on top of him and she was in a crawling postion but when thier eyes whipped into my direction and saw me. They quickly got up and covered their bodies of the bed's blanket.

"....." i was speechless but my mind wasn't, it was filled in anger, shook,sadness and every other negative feeling that i human can have.

The girls already saw me but they just retreated downstairs because they don't want to go enter that scenario.(an:just like my readers-) samantha looked at me with digust while tyrone was embarrassed. I was pissed at the way she was staring right at me.

"Um...can you get out of the room for-"

"Are you really lesbian or have you just been using me since i'm from  rich family, you whore" tyrone quickly look at shook then scooted a few inches away from samantha.

She couldn't say anything and was basically looking at me angrily. I'm basically piss more on her looking because she thinks she has a right to be angry at her own lover.

"W-wait, she told me she's straight and single-" my eyes already widen and my heart sunk, i know that she goes to house parties for the years we've been dating but she was secretly being a snake and doing this to other men. It all makes sences now.

"SHUT UP TYRONE!!" Samantha yelled at him, makimg him shut up and look at her surprisingly. I scoffed at her and grab a little sculpture from a table near the door. I threw ir at her and it hit her shoulder, the sculpter was still intact but her shoulder bleed.

"We're breaking up, i'll burn your stuff" with that she quickly tried to get up to stop me but it was too late.

I did what i said, when i first get in the house. I burn everything she owned and threw away that belongings THAT WE BOTH own. She was outrage but i snap at her then i began beating her up...she sued me and being the tattle tail of a slut...she told that cops that i'm an addict.

It took two months to get a retraining order and i even got in jail for two weaks until my family paid me out...that's bascially my broken story of romance.
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"Now, i need my water." beth said, as she twist the bottle cap and began drinking the water. The way she told them the story had them going speechless but almost on cue, as beth closed the water people the people applaud for her.

She thanked the audience and bowed down, beth got out of the center and quick walk over to her chair and took a seat. Another person got in the center to tell thiet story.
After the person told them thier story, another one will go up in the center and do the same thing but diffrent stories.

This kept going and going until they were done, the only person in the room who wasn't an addict or the person is trying to make them not an addict anymore announce something but beth wasn't really into it but she is still listening to the guy.

As the person finished, everybody gone home in thier vechiles,took a buss and ect but for beth,she just took a long walk to her home.

It was suggested since that she calms down in  places that gave no attention to her and she alone, it can help her urdge of taking drugs since she use drugs to relax and coll down but she's trying to quit for her family.

"'Every thing stays but it still changes' sounds like some cartoon quote that i used to watch...uh, it starts with a letter 'a' and ends with the word 'time'...i can't really remember" she said to herself while walking on the side walks.

People occasionally walk pass to her and bump at her but she didn't really mind it. It was surprisingly buzy at this time of day,there was even traffic on the roads and it was obviously annoying the poor drivers.

But she still kept on walking until she saw a bar, it has only a few people in it and she thought why not to take a drink for now. She went inside the bar and ordered a drink, a lady in a tights red dress was right next to her. Beth glance at her and it was samantha.

She felt bitter and pissed off by her so she took an empty seat away from samantha and it was next to her so of course she would notice. Samantha glance at her and knew it was beth, she scoffed and moved to table instead of the chairs aline at the counter.

"Here, madam" the bartender said, beth took a sip and smack her lips at the tatse. It was a strong type of alcohol that she didn't knew but she likes it.

"Thanks, compadre" she said then began drinking the beverage and when it was half way done, she stopped drinking it and pull out her phone.

Beth open her gallery and went through some photos in her childhood. It was mostly her and her mom together instead with her father because they're not that much close. One photo that made her heart sunk and she almost cried.

It was a photo of her mother,wearing her soilder uniform and holding little beth's hand while the other hand was holding a little cute plush toy of a calico cat. The backround was a road and a few places like house and stores.

She can see the memory how her mother died, her mother was talking to her father,the wind was too strong, it made little beth lost her grip on the top and it flew right in the middle of the roads.

Little beth didn't even hesitated to whip her hand away from her mother and ran to her toy. The mother yelled for her since a car was driving too fast towards little beth, the mother ran towards her and push her away then got herself ranover by the car instead of little beth.

"...if i wasn't such a loser, she would still be with me." She said as she zoom in to her mother's face. She felt her tears in her eyes about to fall until the bartender look at her, she quickly wiper her tears away and pretended nothing was wrong but the bartender clearly saw her crying.

"Are you okay,ma'am?" The bartender ask, beth paused for a momment before opening her lips to speak.

"Yes,got any more of these?" She said as she raise her drink, the bartender nod then she auickly chug the rest of the beverage and place the empty glass in front of the bartender. "I'll take six or a couple more of these,thank you very much."

"You do realise that each drink of that cost, ten dollars?" He said as he grab her wmpty glass and putting the same type of beverage that it was. She face palmed and look at her wallet, there was only 48 dollars.

"make that four then." She said as she place down the 40 dollars at the counter. The bartender took a mental note that he has to refill her drink two more times.

Almost an hour, she got back home and her alcoholic stench was so order full that her room mate could smell it as she was going down. She didn't even talk to her about but went to the kitchen to do what she was suppose to do.

Beth drunkenly walk towards her room, open her door. She close and lock the door, she didn't even bother to shower first before going to bed to sleep, she wasn't sleeping yet. Beth took out something from her bed.

It was old and torn but the thread kept it together, it was still adorable and badass to beth's eyes of her childhood toy. She hug the toy and remember the fun times of her and her deceased mother.

"the drinks bring back the memorise of everything we went through."
-beth

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An: i feel like this is better than the orginal and i'm more satisfied with this since the original was pretty stupid and cringe in my perspective and i hope you enjoy this chapter anyway yeet and yeet my readers are yeeters

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