Chapter 20: I Hate How Much I Love You

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*Two days later…*

-----Ariana’s P.O.V-----

“FUCK OFF ZAYN!” I yelled throwing glasses and pillows at him and he managed to doge everyone.

“I HATE YOU ARIANA!” He yelled back at me and threw a pillow at me. The pillow hit me in the head.

“OH REALLY? REALLY!” I yelled walking over to him and hit him in the shoulder.

What are we fighting over? Let me just put it like this…random things. Yesterday we got into a fight over me seeing Nathan. Yeah, Nathan and I are ‘dating’ you could say, and he’s seeing some other girl who knows what her name is. So he comes over talking to me about her and apparently I was showing some ‘jealous features’. That’s true, but he was too. The day before that I called him a slut and everything went crazy.

“WHY DON’T YOU JUST GO BACK TO NATHAN!!” He said pushing me against the counter.

“DO YOU NOT REALIZE YOU’RE IN MY HOUSE?!” I yelled walking away from him and stepped on some glass.

‘Shit!” I yelled and fell on the floor.

“Ari, you okay?” He ran over and asked me.

“Oh get away from me!” I said pushing him away from me.

“Come here.” He said picking me up and putting me on the kitchen counter.

“Pretty deep.” He said pulling the glass out.

“No duh…OW! Zayn it hurts!” I yelled.

“Sorry babe.” He said and cleaned the cut.

“Now none of this would have happened if you wouldn’t have thrown anything sharp.” He laughed.

I cracked a smile. “Don’t try to make me laugh.” I said trying to hold it in.

We sat there for a few minutes waiting for my foot to get better.

“So, where’s Nathan?” He asked flipping his phone in his hands.

“In America, haven’t heard from him in weeks. What about your girlfriend, Jessica? I think that’s her name.” I said fake smiling.

“I broke up with her, she was only in it for the money.” He sighed.

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

“Well, can you walk on your foot now?” He asked jumping off the counter to help me down. I tripped a little and fell into him, his arms instantly wrapped around me.

“I’m still mad at you asshole. Let me go.” I said trying to walk but I kept limping but he didn’t let me go. I grabbed the table again.

“You aren’t steady. If you stop and listen once in a while, maybe you wont be in so much pain” He sighed.

“Kiss my ass.” I yelled.

“IF I CAN FIND IT!” He yelled back. I was speechless. He went there! I tried to hit him but he caught my hand.

“I cant stand you!” I screamed.

“And I hate you too.” He said moving closer to me… That feeling was coming back again. He leaned in farther and kissed me. BOOM. Magic. I pulled him closer to me and slid off his jacket. He carried me to my room not breaking the kiss. In that instant I forgot about Nathan. He slid off my top and threw it across the room and I went for his belt buckle……….

                                                                *Hour Later*

----------Zayn’s P.O.V----------

“Did we?” I started

“Yes.” She said trying to fix her hair.

“Wow.” I said finding my shirt.

“Shit…” She whispered and grabbed her phone.

“What?”

“I just cheated on Nathan.” She said trying to find his number in her phone.

“Are you gonna tell him?” I said zipping up my pants.

“Im gonna have to stupid.” She sighed. I knew her so well that I knew she was thinking of ways to tell him.

“Im hungry.” She said randomly and we both laughed.

“You have junk food in your cabinets.” I laughed and walked with her to the kitchen.

“Why are you getting dressed now? I’ve already seen you naked.” I winked at her.

“OH MY GOD SHUT UP!” She yelled and wrapped the covers around her and walked to the kitchen. “So does this mean that we’re back together?” I smiled at her.

“Sex doesn’t make me love you Zayn!” She said and started eating strawberries. “But don’t say you didn’t like it.” I smiled and kissed her neck.

“I have a boyfriend!” She yelled. I still wanted her and I was gonna have my way weather she liked it or not. She cant say that she doesn’t love me. I went behind her and wrapped my hands around her stomach and pulled her towards me.

“Zayn…” she started breathing heavy. I kissed her shoulder and laughed.

“I have a boyfriend Zayn.” She said again trying to scoot away from me.

“Why do you know exactly what do so I cant stay mad at you?” She gave in and kissed me.

“You just hate to love me.” I laughed and pulled her closer to me to deepen the kiss.

“OH MY GOD!” We heard someone at the door.

“We’re so sorry!” Eleanor said backing out of the door and Harry laughing.

“Shit.” Ari said putting her face into her shoulder.

“Whats next?” I asked stepping away from her.

“You go with them. I’m gonna get this place cleaned up; call Nathan.” She sighed and pushed her hair out of her face.

“Okay.” I said grabbing my things and kissed her on the cheek.

“I still hate you. Seriously.” She said with a serious look on her face.

“Sure you do love.” I laughed and went out the door to find the others.

-----------Ariana’s P.O.V-------------

God that was amazing! But I still hate him. I hate that through anything he’s always the first to make me smile. It was gonna hurt for me to tell Nathan this. He was amazing and sweet. That’s when he called me before I could call him.

I was shaking so bad when I answered the phone.

“Hey babe.” I sighed. This was gonna be rough.

“Hey babe, um look. I have to tell you something.” He said with a serious tone in his voice.

“Okay what is it?” I said.

“Okay. We we’re in New York and I met this girl; Dionne. And we went for a walk and talked. We had the same things in common…” He said then stopped.

“Yeah I know Dionne. She’s a sweet girl. You Love her don’t you.” I asked him.

“What makes you think that?” He asked instantly.

“Because, I said the same thing to my boyfriend when I met someone new. The way you sound is exactly how I sounded. Full of love.” I smiled.

“Im sorry Ari. I love you; I really do.”

“We love each other; we’re just not in love with each other. We just wanted to give it a try. I understand.” I laughed.

“Please don’t be mad with me, can we still be friends?” He begged. I just laughed.

“Nathan of Corse. I wouldn’t NOT want to be friends with you.” I smiled. He was a amazing guy. I just couldn’t hurt him that way. So I kept the secret to myself.

“Thank you. I do love you, friend.” He laughed.

“I love you too friend. I hope you two will be happy.”

“I hope you and Zayn sort everything out.” He said, I instantly froze.

“Whaa?” I said confused.

“I know you miss him, you’re inlove with him. When we get back I want you to meet up with Dionne and I. I gotta go. Love you.” He said

“Love you too. Bye.” I laughed and hung up the phone.

WOW.

                                *Minutes later*

-----------Zayn’s P.O.V-------

“You guys come on.” I laughed and opened the door

“You Perv! You deflowered Ariana!’ Louis said and closed the door behind them.

“Ariana Grande you have five seconds to get out here! One…two...three!” Alli yelled.

Ariana ran out in her bra and jeans on.

“Oh god this is just the start! Next she’s gonna be walking around naked!” Harry walked hug to her and bear hugged her.

“Does anyone think that she could have seduced me!” I yelled.

“NO WAY.” They all said.

“Did you tell Nathan?” They asked her.

“Yeah…not really. He found someone new. Dionne. We’re just friends now; it doesn’t matter.” She smiled and sat on the couch.

“So are you two?” Niall asked pointing between Ariana and I.

“NO.” Ariana yelled.

“Are you serious? After sex I would’ve made her go back out with me!” Louis yelled till Eleanor hit him over the head.

“On a brighter note, your birthdays next week Plans?” Liam asked her.

“Just spend time with you guys! That’s all I need.” She smiled.

If only she knew about the party we’re throwing her and the gift I was gonna give her. She’d fall back inlove with me…I needed her too.

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