Tay.

Liam pulled me onto his lap, my legs across Zayn's thighs. I lay my head on his shoulder as he hugged me tightly. "I want you to know that you're the most beautiful little girl we've ever met. What those people are saying is a big lie. You should be able to see your beauty..." Liam said, rubbing up and down my arm.

"Thanks Liam, but that isn't what bothers me about it. I couldn't give less a shit about my weight or how I look. It's the fact that I didn't do anything... except date Harry, but why is that so bad?" I said.

"It's not..." Harry said. I looked over at him. "Why do you care about what they say? It's exactly like what you said, they don't know you. They're only trying to make you feel bad about yourself."

I looked at all the boys and smiled. "Thanks guys. You're the greatest." I smiled.

There is nothing better then having people tell you how perfect you are, I thought. I smiled at the thought.

"We have a concert in two hours. Let's go. We're at the arena," Louis said, getting up.

I climbed off Liam and Zayn and followed Louis to the door, the boys coming behind me.

****

I sat on a couch back stage while the boys got hair, make-up and wardrobe done. 5SOS were done being the boys' opening act, which I was pretty upset about but we can keep in touch.

Josh smiled at me and sat next to me on the couch, putting his arm around me shoulder. "Hi Tay."

"Hey Josh." I smiled eagerly at him.

"How have you been?" he asked, looking concerned.

"Much better. Thanks Josh." I smiled again, leaning into his side as I grinned up at him.

I would be lying if I said I didn't have a crush on Josh. He was funny, creative, kind, helpful... cute. He was probably one of the sweetest guys I've ever met, but I can't date him. Harry would either kill him or me. I see the way he looks when I'm near Josh; purely jealous.

The boys came out of there dressing rooms, bouncing and ready to be out on stage. Josh secretly kissed my head and stood up. I gave all the boys a hug and a 'good luck' as they went out on stage. I went down some stairs and out to the front of the crowd to join in on the fangirls eager screams.

****

They were on their, about, sixth song when I tripped over somebody and fell back, waiting to hit the floor, but I didn't. I landed in someone's arms. I looked up to see someone, a good looking someone. 

"Sorry," I mumbled, standing back up.

He grabbed my hand and helped me up. "It's okay." I was surprised he heard me over the screams. "I'm Austin. You are?"

"I'm Tay!" I smiled, shouting over the screaming girls.

I looked down to see he was still holding my hand. I giggled and looked back into his eyes. He noticed our hand as well, but didn't let go. He smirked at me. He had a cute little smile. He was cute, really cute.

****

We spent the rest of the night laughing and joking. I couldn't help but glance at Harry and Josh every now and again. Harry didn't notice me much and when he did, he seemed okay with Austin. But Josh, he stared at me the whole time, looked extremely jealous. Whenever Austin would lay a finger on me, Josh looked like he would explode.

Just before the concert ended, Austin leaned in and whispered in my ear. "I had fun. Call me sometime, beautiful." He slipped a piece of paper into my pocket and smiled at me before leaving.

I waited until everybody was gone, then climbed onto the stage. Josh was sitting at his drum set, just tapping lightly at the drums and sorting everything out. I sat down with my legs crossed in front of the small platform the drums were on. "You guys were great." I smiled.

"Oh... you noticed," he mumbled, "I thought you were too busy playing with your new boyfriend."

I giggled. "I don't even like him like that Josh. I like somebody else." I smiled, resting my elbows on my knees and my chin on my palms.

His head shot up. "Who?" he asked, his face beaming.

"Jealous much?" I teased.

"Oh, c'mon. Tell me!" he whined. He climbed down and sat in front of me, legs crossed, his elbows on his knees and chin on my palms.

"Well..." I started. "He has the most gorgeous eyes. Cute, rosy cheeks. Soft brown hair." I smiled at him. I moved in a little closer to him and stared into his eyes. "He's kind, caring, funny, cute. I could go on for a long time."

I think Josh caught on. He stared back at me. "Does he have a name?" he asked, taking his lip between his teeth.

"He has the most perfect name," I gushed. 

I took a quick glimpse at his lips. "And... the most kissable lips."

"I don't think he would mind if you kissed him," Josh whispered.

"He wouldn't? Hmm. Maybe I will then." I smirked.

"Go on then," he said.

We both slowly began moving in. Before I know it, his lips are pressed against mine. His lips were soft and warm. They were perfect.

He pulled back and smiled at me and I smiled back. "He's also a great kisser." I smirked.

"Will you be his girlfriend?" he asked sweetly.

"Of course I will Josh," I said, excited. "You're perfect." I whispered.

"You're perfect-er," he whispered.

2 Weeks Later.

I would like to thanks Louis for explaining to Harry about me and Josh. Wow, a lot of boys.

Austin and me became friends. Too bad I'm on tour and can never see him, but we keep in touch.

Niall is better at this then I thought. He still hasn't blinked yet, neither have I. He made a silly face without blinking. I bit my lip so I wouldn't laugh.

"I'm hungry!" Niall groaned.

I try not giggle or blink. "What's new?" I let out a little chuckle and blink slightly.

"Ha! The muffin is miiiiine!" Niall throws his arms in the air and runs to the kitchen.

I sigh and fall back onto the couch, crossing my arms over my chest. Harry comes in and smiles at me, sitting next to me and patting my knee. "Hey, bub. Josh should be here soon." 

"Thanks, Harry." I smile at him.

As if on cue I hear a motorbike outside, but it's followed with a lot of yelling. I turn around to see the window slightly open and sit up, peeping my head out to see what's happening outside.

Josh is there, leaning against his motorbike... with another girl? She seems angry and she's yelling about... me?

Josh stands up and hugs her, silencing her shouts. Upon pulling back from the hug, he cups his hand around her face and leans in, kissing her hard on the lips. Snogged her would be a better word.

My eyes widened and I got up and ran out the door, ignoring the sound of someone following me. Tears blurred my vision as I ran straight at Josh and punched him in the mouth then continuing to wipe my face as he grabbed his chin, flinching away. I was about to kick him in the crotch when I was pulled back. 

I fell into someone's arms and could instantly tell it was Harry, holding him tightly, I cried into his shirt as he glared Josh down. Harry then picked me up, holding me tight on his hip. 

Zayn then picked me up out of Harry arms and held me bridal style, worried from noticing how angry Harry seemed. He stalked over to Josh and screamed at him, pushing him back. "What the fuck, Josh?! You fucking hurt her! What the fuck is the matter with you, you son of a bitch?!"

"I hurt her? She fucking punched me in the face!" Josh argued back, still holding his jaw.

"You cheated and lied to her. You said you loved her and you lied! Do you not understand how much this poor girl has been through? I thought you knew! She thought you cared!" Harry seemed more angry then me.

"I'm sorry..." Josh mumbled, clearly more angry than sorry.

"Sorry for what? Sorry you cheated on her, or sorry you got caught?"

"Am I fired?" Josh asked with a sigh.

"The only reason you're not is because we won't be able to get another drummer by tomorrow. Just stay the fuck away from us and her!" Harry shoved his finger in Josh's chest before spitting on the ground by his bike.

Harry walked back over and him and Zayn walk in, with me still in Zayn's arms.

I was handed over to Harry and he walked into the living room area. He sat on the couch with me on his lap. "I'm so sorry," he whispered, cooing in to my ear.

3 Days Later.

I was sat at the table, just messing around on my phone. Josh was sat at the counter, talking to his girlfriend over the phone. The boys come out of different rooms.

"We have to go off for a bit. Josh, you stay here with Tay," Louis said. Without another word, they left, instantly causing worry to come over me.

I glared at Josh angrily. He hung up with a smile on his face before looking over at me and smirking. "Jealous much?"

"No, I just hate you," I said, shooting him a sarcastic smile.

"Yeah, I'm sure that's it."

I scoffed at him before standing and beginning to walk away, but I was interrupted by Josh standing from his seat and coming towards me, walking me backwards until I hit the table. "What are you doing?" I asked. "Get away from me."

When my back hit the kitchen table, Josh continued to walk until he was close enough to lean his hands on either side of me, trapping me. "I never did get payback for that hit you gave me, did I?"

"That hit was your payback, Josh!" I began to shove him to try and get away, but there was no use. Josh wasn't budging.

He stood up tall, looking down at me as he grabbed my shoulders and pressed his body completely against mine. 

"Josh, stop," I whispered loud enough for him to hear me, but he didn't move. Instead, he put his hand on my chest and began to lie me back on the table roughly, letting me know I'd be in trouble if I tried to fight back.

"Josh!" I squealed as his hand moved towards my pants. "Josh, stop, no!" 

This time I did try to stop him. I began squirming and hitting him, but all that made him do was slap one hand down on my chest to hold me down as he used his other hand to begin to unbutton my shorts. I continued to try and kick him away, but it just made him easier for him to pull my shorts off me.

He began starting to un-buckle his own jeans now and I sat up, leaning away from him but he grabbed my shirt and pulled me straight towards him, pressing himself against me. "Payback time, yeah babe?"

"No!" I screamed louder this time, the tears in my eyes already starting to fall as I slapped him and tried to get away, but he grabbed my underwear and started to pull it down, ignoring my pleads and punches. "Stop, please, stop Josh!" I screamed again.

Thankfully, to my advance, before anything more could happen, the door to the bus opened and in sauntered Louis and Harry, stopping dead in their tracks once they noticed what was going on.

Josh, who finally stopped holding on to me, took a step back and grabbed his jeans, pulling them up and buckling his belt again. "Look lads, this is nothing what it looks like."

I continued to cry and pant as I moved away from him, my entire body shaking. I turned to Louis and Harry who stared right back at me as my body shook all over, and I let out a scream and continued to cry, wrapping my arms around my self.

Louis was the one who came up to me and picked me, and my shorts up and carried me to the bedrooms as I cry and shook. Harry stayed out to take care of Josh.

In the bedrooms, Louis gave me my shorts and helped me get back in to them before sitting down and holding me tightly against his chest, allowing me cry but blocking my ears from the sound of Harry shouting at, and punching Josh.